crippling-darkness
chew and spit queen
27yo F borderline personality disorder, ED and some codeine + Clonazepam use and all that shit show.
ED tw! please dont follow If youre in recovery. pls pls pls don't report. just block me. this is my vent and safe space. I lost my old Tumblr and when through a full breakdown.
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“The look, the lips, the hips, the taste, the hair, the eyes, the skin, the waist”
i’ll have it all
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How soon can you see it? How long until you notice a change?
7 days. That's it, one (1) week, and you will start to notice little changes. Your jaw will be slimmer, your clothes will fit a little looser, you hands will slim, your cankles will be smaller, your shoes will be bigger, getting into the car will be easier.
While all of these changes will be very subtle at 7 days, they will be noticeable to you.
It gets easier. You just have to be consistent.
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I want to be so skinny I'm forced into hospitalization
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Reasons to lose weight
Will be visible:
Thigh gap
Collarbones
Rib cage
Wrist bones
Cheekbones
Hip bones
Jawline
Hourglass figure
Waist
Muscles
People will:
Put you on their lap
Give piggybacks
Lift you up easily
Compliment you
Be jealous of you
Ask you how you did it
Buy you clothes without hesitation about size
Worry about you
Give you more attention
Bring you food/want to buy food
Your body will be better:
Clear skin
Less celulite
Bigger eyes
Bigger lips
Small hands and feet (even if you have a big size)
Less sweaty
Healthier
Legs look longer
Less stretch marks
Cuter bellybutton
It will be easier to:
Shave or wax
Buy clothes
Feel full while eating
Exercise
Avoid cravings
Put together cute outfits
Socialize
Eat out
Stay fit
Get into new hobby
You'll feel so small and comfy while:
Driving a car/bike
Sitting/jumping anywhere
Playing on a playground/funfair
Having sex
Passing by any small spaces
Borrowing other's clothes
Lying naked in bed/cuddling
Taking a bath/being in a spa
Being carried by someone
Wearing oversized clothes
You'll stop worrying about:
Weight limits
Crowded restaurants
How you look in certain angles
Getting sweaty and smelling after long walk
Your fat rolls showing
Activities in school/college like PE
Getting touched
Eating with family/friends
Showing skin
Summertime partying and trips
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Only eating when you’re shaking and abt to pass out <3
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I'm not going to become skinny if I keep eating like I'm fat
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Photos of myself from when i did ballet that triggers me now that I'm on My HW.
#anamia#bones#thinspira#mia buddy#collar bones#ana#mia#4n4#m1a#tw ana diary#tw#tw ed but not sheeran#anorexi@#⭐️ve#⭐️rving#⭐️ ing motivation#⭐️vation goals
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#anamia#bones#thinspira#anarexx#ana#tw ana diary#anorexia#girls who smoke weed#weedlife#smoke weed everyday#weed#collar bones#an4r3xia#4n0r3x14#pro 4na#4n4#4na#4norexi4#4n0r3xia#mia buddy#pro m1a#tw m14#m14#tinspo#thinspiro
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i've been loosing motivation lately so here's some thinspo 💌
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ed tips from an ana veteran (don't use)
• sparkling water and just water in general is your BEST FRIEND try to drink 1l before any meal or if you are thinking of eating it helps SO much
• tea>>
• this one is a classic but seriously chew sugarfree gum. It's so yummy and it sends satiety signals to ur belly making u feel like ur full.
•running is the easiest, quickest way to burn cals.
•low sugar cranberry juice is sooo yummy (it's only like 6 per 100ml and really good for your kitty!!)
• juice cleanses are just socially acceptable anorexia. tell people you're doing a cleanse if they ask you why youre not eating.
•it's if u have a sweet tooth try those hello kitty ice cream pops they are really adorable and yummy for 130
I have more so pt. 2?
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to sit on people's laps without crushing them
to be picked up when i hug people
so i'm so skinny the doctors don't think my weight loss is good anymore
so people don't use me as a pillow
to climb trees again
to worry people
to wear tank tops without hating myself
to feel clean and in control
to be carried easily
to share clothes and actually fit in others clothes
to see my bones
to be skinny like i was when i was a kid
to actually do something right for once
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