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cinememed · 5 months
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₍ 📻 ₎   the mountain goats lyrics  rp  starters  ! featuring violence, explicit language + subject matters & mature topics . some lines have been slightly adjusted for rp purposes .
let him who thinks he knows no fear look well upon my face.
bring your heroes, watch them all get crushed.
everybody's got their limits. nobody's found mine.
some things you will remember. some things stay sweet forever.
i can see the future, it's a real dark place.
who will mop up all the blood?
there's no promise sweeter than a blood pact.
i'm as happy as i'm ever gonna be. you're by my side.
wrap this around your head. don't let anyone see that you're bleeding.
if you can't beat them, make them bleed like pigs.
and i am coming home to you with my own blood in my mouth.
every moment leads towards its own sad end.
i am coming home to you, if it's the last thing that i do.
i am this great unstable mass of blood and foam.
i think i hear angels in my ears.
some days i don't miss my family. some days i do.
lend me your hand. let me look in your eyes.
when i try to open up to you, i get completely lost.
some days i think i'd feel better if i tried harder.
i woke up afraid of my own shadow. like genuinely afraid.
keep your head low. try to leave no traces when you go.
don't even question your senses, you can be sure it's me.
it was their love you wanted, not mine.
you know and i know, everyone knows it. i'm the one.
i may have failed you once before. but this means war.
the best you've got is powerless against me.
please don't send me back to where i came from.
you're going to do what you want, no matter what i ask of you.
all your little schemes break when they come crashing up against me.
what did i come down here for? you.
i've got you. you've got whatever's left of me.
i hope you blink before i do.
i hope you die. i hope we both die 
i want to say i'm sorry for stuff i haven't done yet.
would you look at that? we're throwing off sparks.
what will i do when i don't have you to hold onto in the dark?
i don't know why it's gotten harder to keep myself away.
i saw the future in a dream last night. there's nothing in it.
somebody's gonna get hurt. i hope it's not me.
i couldn't help myself. i don't know what i need.
i hope the bad guys win. i hope the good guys get their skulls bashed in.
i waited here all by myself.
down there in the dark i could see the real truth about myself.
when you came in, i could breathe again.
you're the last, best thing i've got.
some things you'll do for money, and some you'll do for fun.
the things you do for love are gonna come back to you one by one.
it's not nice to try to kill the same thing twice.
i used to love you so much i was sure it would kill me.
i want you the way you were.
we can leave a nasty mark when we're gone.
i know you don't want me to hurt you tonight.
i don't want you to hurt me the way you do.
i am right here where you want me.
the stars would come out of hiding for you. and i would too.
i will do what you ask me to, because of how i feel about you.
you have questions only a masochist would ask.
your bright eyes are gonna kill me for sure.
nobody is innocent here. i've got more blood on my hands than you do.
you've done something awful. i've done something worse.
you can stand up, or you can run.
we both know know what you've done.
some things you do just to see how bad they'll make you feel.
we both know you're leaving. you just don't want to say it yet.
i've got no good reasons left not to let down my guard.
you were warm. that's all i remember.
i feel guilty, but i can't feel ashamed.
hang on to your dreams until someone beats them out of you.
when the time comes to loosen your grip, you'll know.
you found my breaking point. congratulations.
nobody gets away. even the best of us come back someday.
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₍ 🎞 ₎   fight club  (1999)  rp  starters  ! featuring violence, explicit language, unhealthy relationships & mature topics . some lines have been slightly adjusted for rp purposes .
how much can you know about yourself if you've never been in a fight?
you met me at a very strange time in my life.
i found freedom. losing all hope was freedom.
i want you to hit me as hard as you can.
the things you own end up owning you.
yes, these are bruises from fighting. yes, i'm comfortable with that.
it's only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything.
if i don't say anything, people always assume the worst.
this isn't love, it's sport fucking.
i know everything you do, so if you know then i know.
i no longer have any fear of death. but i am in a pretty lonely place.
i wouldn't feel good about my life, is that what you want to hear me say? fine. 
this is your life and it's ending one minute at a time.
i see all this potential, and i see squandering.
listen to me, i'm giving you a direct order. 
you have very serious emotional problems.
you're sorry, i'm sorry, everybody's sorry, but... i can't do this anymore.
it will hurt more than you've ever been burned before. you will have a scar.
i'm grateful to you. but this is too much. i don't want this.
you're the worst thing that's ever happened to me.
this is probably one of those cry-for-help things.
you're not getting this back. i consider it asshole tax.
fuck what you know. you need to forget about what you know.
is your life so empty that you can't think of a better way to spend these moments?
start a fight. prove you're alive.
you are too fucking... blonde!
you have a kind of sick desperation in your laugh.
all the ways you wish you could be, that's me.
i am free in all the ways that you are not.
i'll bring us through this. like always.
this is your pain. it's right here. look at it.
you are not special. you are not a beautiful or unique snowflake.
i'll carry you, kicking and screaming, and in the end you'll thank me.
you can swallow a pint of blood before you get sick.
you're not your job. you're not how much money you have 
we are all part of the same compost heap.
you're never really asleep... and you're never really awake.
when people think you're dying, they really, really listen to you
what do you want me to do? you just want me to hit you?
i don't wanna die without any scars. hit me before i lose my nerve.
on a long enough timeline, the survival rate for everyone drops to zero.
every evening i died, and every evening i was born again, resurrected.
nobody takes this more seriously than me. 
i didn't create some loser alter-ego to make myself feel better.
why would anyone possibly confuse you with me?
without pain, without sacrifice, we would have nothing.
three pitchers of beer, and you still can't ask.
you wanna make an omelet, you gotta break some eggs.
you have to consider the possibility that god does not like you.
i'd be very, very careful who you talk to about that.
i felt like destroying something beautiful.
everything's far away. everything's a copy of a copy of a copy.
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₍ 🎞 ₎   isle of dogs   (2018)  rp  starters  ! featuring violent themes . some lines have been slightly adjusted for rp purposes .
i am not your pet. i never liked you.
oh, i'm full–grown, sweetheart. you don't have to worry about me.
i don't care about you. i won't wait for you.
i'm not a violent dog. i don't know why i bite.
you have a conspiracy theory?
sometimes i lose my temper and blow off a little steam, but i've never enjoyed it.
my friends think i like to fight, but it's just not true.
you took me in, like a stray dog.
i can see you've been mistreated.
who told you that dirty lie?
i lost all my spirit, i'm depressing.
i think i might give up.
are we eating him or is this a rescue?
i wouldn't drink that if i were you.
i recognize you from when i heard that rumor.
you're the best in a scrap. we all know that you like to fight.
you hungry? kill something and eat it.
nobody's giving up around here, and don't you forget it.
let's wait a second before we attack each other and tear ourselves to shreds.
if we don't drown, i'm gonna strangle you myself.
you cold? dig a hole in the ground, crawl into it, and bury yourself.
don't ask me to fetch that stick.
i don't care. i'm used to leftovers.
i'll always be loyal to you, but circumstances have radically changed for me.
i can't protect you efficiently under these conditions.
i was the one that tried to make you be loyal in the first place.
i'm not doing this because you commanded me to.
where do you get all these rumors? i mean, who tells them to you?
i'm doing it because i feel sorry for you.
that's highly confidential. um, anyway.
i don't know anything, i should've kept my mouth shut.
i can hear you. i can hear you.
i don't think i can stomach anymore of this garbage.
so how does it feel to be a former stray?
i guess it scared me.
this is my new favorite food. thank you.
i thought you knew all about me.
it wasn't my choice. i don't consider it my identity.
so you know a few tricks, then.
i'm gonna drag you out with my teeth, since you can't understand the plan.
i lost my train of thought. dammit!
only reason i even said that is because we're all probably going to die out here.
look at it that way. you're probably safer than i am.
i'll be compelled to defend myself with all the means at my disposal.
i was dying. do you judge me for that?
are you okay? how can i be of service to you?
you're not safe here. you shouldn't have come for me.
people talk, and i listen. always have.
come sit beside me. it's okay.
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₍ 🎞 ₎   revolutionary road   (2008)  rp  starters  ! featuring toxic relationships, mature themes, violent & explicit language . some lines have been slightly adjusted for rp purposes .
you'll leave me? is that a threat or a promise?
so now i'm crazy because i don't love you? is that the point?
you're not crazy, and you do love me. that's the point.
i just wanted us to live again.
i feel sorry for you. maybe we deserve each other.
how pathetic is that? to put your hopes in a promise that was never made.
i made a disgusting spectacle of myself, right?
you were just some boy who made me laugh at a party once.
you're not worth the powder it would take to blow you up.
you're not worth the trouble it would take to hit you.
is it supposed to make me jealous or something?
what the hell are you doing in my house if you hate me so much?
you are an empty, hollow, hollow shell of a woman.
is it supposed to make me fall in love or back into bed with you?
in other words, you don't care what i do, or who i fuck, or anything.
you'll have the time to find out what it is you actually want to do. 
that's right, i don't care. fuck who you like.
don't you understand that i want you to care?
our whole existence here is based on this great premise that we're special.
i saw a whole other future. i can't stop seeing it.
you heard wrong. it's all gone now.
i want to feel things. really feel them.
we were never special or destined or anything at all.
you think you can bully me into feeling whatever you want me to feel.
have i said i'm sorry enough times already? damn.
i'm just about the sorriest bastard i know.
i suppose i would care if i still loved you. but i don't think i do anymore.
i've got many questions to ask and i'm willing to pay for the answers.
how about doing everybody a favor? how about shutting up?
you've never tried at anything. if you don't try at anything, you can't fail.
i think you're the most interesting person i've ever met.
nothing's permanent, right?
are you still talking? isn't there any way to stop your talking?
you're the most beautiful and wonderful thing in the world.
i have the backbone not to run away from my responsibilities!
you just seemed.. special. of course, you still are.
sweetheart, what are you talking about?
we can be happy here. i can make you happy here. 
when i first met you, there was nothing in the world you couldn't do.
i don't mean how you make money. i mean, what are you interested in?
good to see your shining face.
no one forgets the truth, they just get better at lying.
if you come any closer or touch me, i think i'll scream.
i've never really been anywhere.
i guess it wasn't a triumph or anything, was it?
i just don't want you feeling bad about it. because it's not worth it.
it strikes me that there is a considerable amount of bullshit going on here.
haven't i made it clear i don't particularly want to talk about it?
you're always so definite on the subject of what you do and don't deserve.
this time you're not going to get away with twisting everything i say.
this happens to be the one time i know i'm not in the wrong.
you're sick. i really mean that.
you know something? you're lucky you met me.
why don't we go get some air, you and me?
i missed you all day, and i wanted to say that i'm sorry.
i think this whole plan sounds a little immature.
you really are being melodramatic about this whole thing.
all i know is what i feel.
i guess there isn't much more to say then, is there?
all i'm saying is you don't seem entirely rational about this.
can't leave, can't stay. no damn use to anyone.
you should value what you do. you're obviously good at it.
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₍ 🎞 ₎   men   (2022)  rp  starters  ! featuring toxic relationships, explicit language, violence & mature themes . some lines have been slightly adjusted for rp purposes .
i'm starting to wish i'd let you help.
it's exactly what i hoped for.
this kind of thing is going to happen again, and again.
what promises did we make?
you can't say something like that. you can't say that to me!
i'm saying it because you will have to live with it. on your conscience.
stop saying please. stop pleading.
it's not a threat. it's a warning.
i'm sorry you will have to live with my death on your conscience, but it's the truth.
that is last thing i would ever want. ever.
how is my life worth so little to you?
it's horrible. it tears me apart.
i'm scaring you?
how do you make yourself into the victim? you scare me.
i don't want either of us to be scared of the other.
you hide. i'll seek.
you're in pain, yes?
you should be finding somewhere to hide.
i realized you weren't praying. you're tormented.
i didn't approach, but i should have.
it felt like we could see each other. i'm not even sure if that's possible.
i think you need to be understood. and i do understand.
i can fully imagine it must be dreadful for you.
it's not nice, but it's not a capital offense.
do you prefer things to be comfortable or true?
settled in okay? no gremlins?
you and me, we're gonna have a fucking good time.
oh, you poor thing.
you don't strike me as a liar. i believe you.
i don't know what you think you're playing at, but it's not gonna sit well with me.
what are you going to do now? hurt me again?
i don't think you will, but you probably should. it'll be the last chance you get.
you're gonna stab me again? you're so mean.
this is your power. this is the control that you exert.
you are singing to me. to dash me to pieces.
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₍ 🎞 ₎   annihilation  (2018)  rp  starters  ! featuring mature themes . some lines have been slightly adjusted for rp purposes .
some questions will ruin you if you are denied the answer long enough.
almost all of us self-destruct. in some way, in some part of our lives.
these aren't decisions, they're... impulses.
i thought i was a person. i had a life. and now i'm not so sure.
i love seeing the moon in daytime.
so weird you say that. i was about to make the exact same point.
you know he's listening right now, don't you?
okay. mistakes were made.
i keep looking for you, but you never seem to be around.
all work and no play. it’s not healthy.
i thought you were gone – gone forever.
i get really turned on when you patronize me. it's really hot.
you think i come out into the garden, pining, looking up at the sky?
are you kidding me? what do you think i do when you’re away?
i deserve a better explanation than… no explanation.
i remembered you. i remembered your face.
you probably feel dreadful. queasy. a nasty metal taste in the mouth.
so let’s cut the shit – i’m done answering questions. it’s your turn.
i can’t talk about that. you understand.
you still haven’t told me anything about what’s going on or what i’m doing here!
it's impressive to have escaped. to this point at least.
the chances are zero if i don’t even try.
it’s not simply a question of your motivation. there are processes to observe.
i was thinking we should bond or something. considering we’re travel buddies.
you get used to it. you have to accept it, because it’s there.
this is not something you do if your life is in perfect harmony.
i’m done sleeping for the night.
i’ll do it alone, if need be. you simply decide whether you’re coming with me.
you’re saying we get out by going deeper in?
my secret? is that not our secret?
none of this is possible. but it is what’s happening.
it doesn’t just hurt us, and kill us. it changes us.
it’s not exactly the first time i’ve been in your bed, or you in mine.
you know it’s not me you hate. it’s yourself.
you’re wrong. but you’re also not interested hearing in the truth.
i can’t survive these injuries. you know that.
it’s a terrible thought. to die frightened and in pain.
please. don’t ask me to do this.
i had to know what it was. what was waiting. i had to know.
it’s going to annihilate us. that’s what it is. that’s what’s waiting.
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₍ 🎞 ₎   your  name   (2016)  rp  starters  ! featuring lyrics from the official soundtrack by radwimps . some lines have been slightly adjusted for rp purposes .
i don't want to forget. i can't forget!
every so often when i wake up in the morning, i find myself crying.
i'm always searching. for something, for someone.
i feel like i've been in a strange dream recently.
you really were a little touched in the head yesterday.
i can't take this town anymore. it's small. it's suffocating.
why does something like this wring my heart?
excuse me, haven't we met?
i smell corruption.
i'm sick of this life!
at least you sound apologetic.
how could you? pervert!
don't worry, you've still got time.
it was years ago. back when i didn't know you.
you really saved me today.
there's not much i remember from back then either.
if we see each other, we'll know at first sight.
you're weak, but you're always so quick to snap.
how dare you come to me with nonsense like that?
don't mess with my relationships, you witch.
you used to have a bit of a crush on me, right?
you'll find happiness someday too.
so i need adult supervision, huh?
it doesn't matter how many times, jerk!
wherever you are in this world, i swear i'd find you again.
if time really can unravel, if it can come undone .. give me one last chance.
the way you behaved lately brought back some memories.
i had a moment with you. you came and found me.
cherish the experience. dreams fade away when you wake up.
it's okay. i'll remember. i'll never forget.
who the hell cares? you need to finish this thing you started.
i'm forgetting all sorts of things.
seems like the world is still trying to tame me.
i could hear that bright laughter of yours.
it's not something i can just choose to do, it's a duty that i have to keep.
a little more. just a little more is all i'm asking for.
i won't ever let go now that my hand has finally caught up with yours.
just a little more. let's stay here a little longer now.
it’s nice to do something i’m not used to. especially if you’re beside me.
when i went to wipe your tears, you pushed my hand away.
somehow, i feel a warmth and comfort today
i knew nothing, so honestly i've always copied you.
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₍ 🎞 ₎   the  great   (2020 – 2023)  rp  starters  ! featuring violence, explicit language & mature themes . some lines have been slightly adjusted for rp purposes .
if the crown fits ... take it.
i promised myself a great love. that didn’t work out. 
you fired something in me, and when i look at you now, i must have you again. 
i have carried a romantic idea of people all my life.
it was an act of love, not an act of betrayal.
i saw a great love as a kind of perfect love. maybe it's not.
you're delusional about people, about the world.
that is your great gift. but it's a curse as well.
we cannot change without cost, even if it is our own.
you are always seeking for me to look at reality. well, i am, and it's horrifying. 
it is a flaw for a leader to want love so much.
you don't believe in me. i've spent my life trying to get you to.. and you just don't.
the worst thing in life is to come up against your own limitations and stumble.
i can't stop loving you when you talk, it rushes me.
no morality, no philosophy, just win.
i think you have a large appetite that is not constrained by morality.
you are complicating me.
a great love, like a great country or a great leader even ... is a flawed one.
not as fun as me. because i am known for being fun.
it's .. close to enough.
you do this, and you can't come back. i mean it.
there are many versions of you, and you know i'm the only one who sees them all.
i never thought being doomed would feel so pleasant.
i am fucked. i have decided to embrace it.
sometimes you just take the next step and the path appears. 
i look at you ... and my heart breaks. for your pain. for your sorrows.
i will not live a powerless life.
i do not wish to avoid bloodshed. what part of that plan do you not understand?
sometimes i'm so clever, i have to take a breath not to become dizzy.
i think i was angry because no one has ever not liked me.
there is no other way. i am a prisoner here.
you think me more naive than i am.
we are always not quite as good as we wish.
i don't want to kill you. you're not a bad person.
i could kill you. you are a bad person.
you're so sweet sometimes, i could just kiss you on the nose.
people underestimate the joy in suffering.
it wasn't destiny that did it. i did it.
i'm not scared, and i'm not holding your hand.
you're lying, which is both out of character and really annoying.
i am as good as dead here. that's why i have nothing to lose.
i will not be at your, or anyone's whim.
i wondered what had happened to you! well, wondered might be too strong.
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₍ 🎞 ₎ the death of stalin (2017) rp starters ! featuring explicit language, violence & mature themes . some lines have been slightly adjusted for rp purposes .
can you ever trust a weak man?
there's bodies fucking piling up in the street, it's a bit late, isn't it?
i've had nightmares that made more sense than this.
i was testing you. get used to that sort of challenge.
how can you run and plot at the same time?
i'm the peacemaker and i’ll fuck over anyone who gets in my way.
could you do me a favor and nod as i'm speaking to you?
people are looking to me for reassurance and i have no idea what's going on.
what took you so long, you fucking walk here?
i hate being sober. it's a terrible, terrible mood to be in.
i'm smiling, but i am very fucking furious.
don't worry, nobody's gonna get killed, i promise you.
this is just a musical emergency!
it's not exactly fine, is it? it's not fine.
you're a fucking stain on that uniform.
it's time you realized who kept the daggers out of your back.
this is your work, is it?
you're just making this shit up as you go along!
i don't know you. you don't know me.
we are tied together. like a rock... that's sinking.
who the fuck in their right mind would want everlasting life? 
you know what i'm doing? i'm offering you my protection.
it's hard to run away with your pants falling down.
oh, i'm gonna enjoy peeling the skin from your self-satisfied face
that's how you deal with a problem, is it?
you understand what's going on? this is how people get killed.
i never thought it would be you.
i know the drill. smile, shake hands and try not to call them cunts.
i should have intercepted his fist with my face.
have a long sleep. i'll take it from here.
you see? we're better as a committee.
give his head a good kicking. it'll make you feel better.
it's only friends that can yell at each other like this.
you should feel at home then, shouldn't you, you little coil of shit?
i'm exhausted, i can't remember who's alive and who's dead.
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₍ 🎞 ₎ the reader (2008 film & 1995 novel .) rp starters ! featuring unhealthy relationship dynamics . some lines have been slightly adjusted for rp purposes .
i'm not frightened. i'm not frightened of anything.
you don't have the power to upset me. you don't matter enough to upset me.
the more i suffer, the more i love.
i will be the only angel you need.
always on your terms, everything. what you want, it's always what you want. 
we've been together four weeks, and i can't live without you
danger will only increase my love. 
it doesn't matter what i feel. the dead are still dead.
i'm aware i was difficult.
i wasn't always open with you. i'm not open with anyone.
i knew you were distant. you know, i always assumed it was my fault.
is it true what you said? that i don't matter to you?
well, you should be ashamed.
i want to know your name. what's wrong with that?
why did you behave as if you didn't know me?
you never ask. you never bother to ask how i am.
i don't want a fight! what's wrong with you?
i brought you these flowers. to say thank you.
you let me sleep because you can't bear to have breakfast with me.
the thought of leaving you kills me.
societies think they operate by something called morality, but they don't. they operate by something called law
i know that i found it beautiful. but i cannot recapture its beauty.
you looked at me so oddly.
i already told you. what you do is your business, not mine.
i took all the blame. i admitted mistakes i hadn't made, intentions i'd never had.
that's how you like your philosophy?
okay, i'll pick you up quietly, with no music or champagne.
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₍ 🎞 ₎ a room with a view (1985) rp starters ! featuring toxic relationships . some lines have been slightly adjusted for rp purposes .
i want you to have your own thoughts, even when i hold you in my arms.
so you do love me, little thing.
why should they trust you, when you deceived everyone, including yourself?
you always say that, but you always do forgive yourself.
it's not coincidental that you're here now, when one comes to reflect on it.
you must forgive me if i say stupid things. my brain has gone to pieces.
i have reflected. it's fate. everything is fate.
you don't love me, evidently. 
you've not reflected at all. let me cross-examine you.
it would help a little, hurt a little less, if i knew why you don't love me.
you're the sort who can't know anyone intimately.
as long as i am no trouble to anyone, i have the right to do as i like.
i don't care what i see outside, my vision is within.
every city, let me tell you, has its own smell.
temper, please.
things that are indelicate can sometimes be beautiful.
my wishes are unimportant compared with yours.
they're your type of flowers. they have your personality.
sit down and don't move until i come back.
well, i owe you a thousand apologies.
as for your loving me, you don't. not really.
you're so different tonight, like a different person speaking with a new voice.
if you think i love someone else, you're mistaken.
if i may say so, i'm certain you've done the right thing.
don't you see i have to go away?
i'm telling you what's right. don't argue, do it!
isn't this a tragedy?
get one thing tied up and another thing falls over.
i wish you'd finish your sentences.
so you see, it's all my fault.
and now i've made you cry. forgive me.
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₍ 🎞 ₎ the favourite (2018) rp starters ! featuring toxic relationships, graphic language & mature themes . some lines have been slightly adjusted for rp purposes .
you wish me to lie to you? 
some wounds do not close; i have many such.
sometimes, you look like a badger. and you can rely on me to tell you.
because i will not lie! that is love!
did you just look at me? did you? look at me! 
as it turns out, i'm capable of much unpleasantness.
i have a surge of desire to see your nose broken.
you are too mean and uncaring, some days.
they were all staring, weren't they? i can tell even if i can't see.
if you want to fix yourself we can discuss this later.
there is always a price to pay. i am prepared to pay it.
some days i'm quite lovely though.
love has limits.
obviously you still have some anger to expiate. 
you are in favour. but favour is a breeze that shifts direction all the time.
if you do not go, i will start kicking you and i will not stop.
it is important to make new friends, is it not?
a monster for the children to play with, perhaps?
i'm on my side. always.
it could be said i have fallen far.
if you offer me tea, you will forgive me if i don't accept.
i need a friend, one with cute ears and wide eyes.
you always unbalance me.
do not come near me whining today or i will crush your tiny heart to liver.
perhaps because of my past, perhaps some malformation of my heart.
oh, my god. you actually think you have won.
we were playing very different games.
you do not need me as an enemy. 
a new day. a door to a new future. as metaphors abound.
i do not like this, you will lodge this unknowable thing in my brain.
i have been wanting to give you something for quite some time now.
i love a comedy.
you shall speak when asked to.
let's shoot something!
i am not food! you cannot just eat and eat.
it made me feel at their mercy, that i was nothing.
you want something. to fuck me?
i must take control of my circumstance.
i will need to act in a way that meets the edges of my morality.
if they ask why, tell them 'because i am a disloyal little bitch'.
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₍ 🎞 ₎ magnolia (1999) rp starters ! featuring graphic language & mature themes . some lines have been slightly adjusted for rp purposes .
things fall down. people look up. 
we might be through with the past, but the past isn't through with us.
what am i doing? i'm quietly judging you.
i'm sick. i have sickness all around me.
i can't let this go. i can't let you go.
you're a good and beautiful person and i won't let you walk out on me. 
you want to be with me... then you be with me. you see?
this happens. this is something that happens.
i really do have love to give. i just don't know where to put it.
i have to take everything... and play it as it lays. 
well, that's the tough part. what can we forgive?
now that i've met you, would you object to never seeing me again?
i'll tell you everything, and you tell me everything.
maybe we can get through all the piss and shit and lies that kill other people.
i'm sick and i'm in love.
this isn't funny. this isn't cute. 
because i'm not a toy. i'm not a doll. 
you need to be nicer to me.
i'll tell you the greatest regret of my life: i let my love go.
i will not apologize for who i am. i will not apologize for what i need. 
because we do bad things, don't we? we do horrible, heineous, terrible things
sometimes people need to be forgiven. and sometimes they need to go to jail.
i used to be smart, but now i'm just stupid.
it hurts. it doesn't happen to everyone.
things go round and round, don't they?
i'm really nervous that you're gonna hate me soon. 
you have so much - so many good things. and you seem so together.
you regret what you want! and use that regret for anything, any way you want. 
it's not what you hope for, it's not what you deserve, it's what you take.
you don't know how fucking stupid i am. you don't know how crazy i am.
i'll take everything at face value. i'll be a good listener.
i confuse melancholy with depression sometimes.
you want to love me back? i'll be good to you.
i won't punish you if you get the answer wrong. i can teach you, and tell you...
you have a special secret crush over there, i think.
don't treat me too lovely. i might get hurt...
you talk in rhymes and riddles. but that doesn't mean anything to me.
see, this is the scene in the movie where you help me out.
now you take a moment, you breathe, and one thing at a time.
whatever it is i did, i'm going to fix it. i'm going to do the right thing. 
that felt good. to do what I wanted to do.
whatever you wanna tell me, whatever you think might scare me, it won't...
i will be a good listener to you if that's what you want.
you shouldn't be scared of scaring me off.
no, you are not calm. you're screaming at me. 
you smell like trouble.
it's in my bones. i'm fucked.
how to pretend like you are nice and caring...
it's not very safe for you here, at the moment.
you will not take my soul. you will not win this game.
i'm telling you this. i've never told anyone.
in this life and in this world, i want to do well. and i want to help people.
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₍ 🎞 ₎ phantom thread (2017) rp starters ! featuring toxic relationships, graphic language & mature themes . some lines have been slightly adjusted for rp purposes .
are you sent here to ruin my evening? and possibly my entire life?
what precisely is the nature of my game? you tell me.
why don't you just fuck off to back where you came from?
i don't know what i'm doing here. i'm just waiting around like an idiot for you.
you brought me here. it's you who brought me here.
when the hell did this happen? who are you?
i wanted time with you. i wanted to have you to myself.
kiss me, before i'm sick.
i want you flat on your back. helpless, tender, open – with only me to help.
you might wish you're going to die, but you're not going to.  
you need to settle down a little.
and who is this lovely creature making the house smell so nice?
are you here? are you always here?
i miss you. i think about you all the time. 
i just miss you, it's as simple as that.
i want to tell you everything. 
don't pick a fight with me, you certainly won't come out alive.
it'll be you who ends up on the floor. understood?
there's nothing i can say to get your attention aimed back at me, is there?
i cannot begin my day with a confrontation, please. 
i feel as if I've been looking for you for a very long time.
whatever you do, do it carefully.
you are not cursed. you are loved by me.
you sound so sure about things.
i think it's the expectations and assumptions of others that cause heartache.
it shouldn't concern you.
it concerns me very much, because it hurts my feelings
so, what's all this moaning about?
i'm not moaning, i do not like to be turned away from.
you look beautiful. really, very beautiful. you're making me extremely hungry.
maybe one day you'll change your taste.
perhaps i'm looking for trouble.
i'm not crying. i'm angry.
if you want to have a staring contest with me, you will lose.
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₍ 🎞 ₎ closer (2004) rp starters ! featuring toxic relationships & mature themes . some lines have been slightly adjusted for rp purposes .
if you believe in love at first sight, you never stop looking.
where is this love? i can't see it, i can't touch it.  
i can hear some words, but i can't do anything with your easy words.
oh, as if you had no choice?
you don't know the first thing about love.
you don't understand compromise.
i'll always love you. i hate hurting you.
what's so great about the truth? try lying for a change.
you've never left someone you still love?
my intention was not to make you suffer.
you think love is simple. you think the heart is like a diagram
have you ever seen a human heart? it looks like a fist, wrapped in blood.
love bores you.
no one will ever love you as much as i do. why isn't love enough?
no, love disappoints me.
i don't want to lie. i can't tell the truth.
how can one person be so endlessly disappointing?
i'm not trouble.
i'm just not big enough to forgive you.
when i get back, please tell me the truth.
without forgiveness we're savages. 
don't stop loving me. i can see it draining out of you.
it was a stupid thing to do and it meant nothing.
if you love me enough, you'll forgive me.
i love you. i love everything about you that hurts.
i can't see you. if i see you i'll never leave you.
this is the moment of your life.
you were perfect.
a good fight is never clean.
are you allowed to flirt with me?
i think it's best i don't attempt to touch you.
look me in the eyes. tell me you're not in love with me.
you're phenomenal. you're so clever.
deception is brutal, i'm not pretending otherwise.
how does it work? how do you do this to someone?
but we're happy... aren't we?
i think you owe me something for deceiving me so exquisitely.
i would have loved you... forever. now, please go.
i may be rich, but i'm not stupid.
you never leave someone you love.
i never stalk, i lurk. and when i'm not there, you look for me.
what a shame, i love them rich and stupid.
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