I just feel used you know. i do all this for you and I'm not one of your top priorities? i fucking understand that not everyone will like each other and that some people have different opinions but coming from you? are u fucking kidding me? sleeping is your priority above me? fucking shit. i sacrifice my 2 hour naps, my time, my motivation for you and my support and u fucking say that you don't want to support me because of sleep. well fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. i dont want to say anything because i know that you're mom needs help right now but you seem like you don't even care and all you care about is your motherfucking sleep. people like you will never get anywhere.

people don't fucking understand that we are all dying. they don't understand that when they miss an opportunity, it could've been the last one. they won't fathom that if we don't live each second of our days, we're wasting our breaths. they don't realize that every birthday we have, is another way of saying "you're getting closer to your death". so open up your fucking minds people and live your life because you're not a cat, immortal, or any of that shit. do whatever the you want because the world is yours bitchatcho. so don't let your parents, family, authority figures stop you.

Merry Christmas ya filthy animal *gunshots* and Happy New Year *gunshot*

it really sucks. because i miss you. you cross my mind at night in bed and that's a big deal because at night i dream and fantasize what i want in life. i'm missing you while you don't even remember the color of my eyes. and they're brown. i'm a date you've written down over and over on every assignment on the same day but a week later that date is history. the numbers are just numbers. no value. no worth. it's unimportant. i'm unimportant.

not caring about your homework does not mean you're carefree. not caring about what you do or say does not make you carefree. people often confuse carefree and careless. carefree is when you are free, no stress, no worries because you don't bother with anything. careless is when you don't care about anyone and their feelings. when people ask you "oh do you want the AC?" there are two responses from carefree/careless: i don't care or it doesn't matter. which one are you?

its not very nice to complain about your kids you know. like if you didn't want to spend so much money on us, you should've bought a condom from a nearby drug store. do you know how much money you would've saved?

when life gets hectic, i tend to eat. more specifically, i tend to eat fortune cookies.

movies and books aren't cliche. they're real life scenarios with a script so there can be a predicted ending.

there is a difference between being racist and being stereotypical. racist is when you're discriminating someone by their skin color. stereotypical is when because of someone's looks you have this idea of them. when somebody says "oh by him fried chicken" because the "him" is black; that's being stereotypical. you're not discriminating someone. you're just saying that because theyre known to having that image. to be racist is to treat someone poorly because of their race.

biiiiiiiitttttcccch. nooooohhhhh. to the hell. did u just eat that last cookie.

it's okay to judge. seriously it's like an instinct. the person who made up the quote "don't judge someone" judged someone himself. it's nearly impossible to not judge someone or try to make up a logical story. but what's not okay is to make up an idealistic story. it's not okay to treat someone differently because you think your story is right. it's not okay to hold YOUR judgement against someone that could not even be true. what we should do is get to know them first and then develop your own and NEW opinion.

when you know the truth but they be keep lyin.

can i have a relationship like this?

Disney Influences.

The Little Mermaid taught me that the human world is a mess. and Walt Disney was so damn right.