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chiiyuuvv · 3 hours
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Xikers are liveee
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chiiyuuvv · 4 hours
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IK this isn't &t or xikers but you're going to read it anyway damn it 🤨
~’Thunder Storms’~ m.j
An: Just a small myung jaehyun fic I wrote while it was storming and all I could think about was ‘dang wish jaehyun was here with me.” I actually think this isn’t too bad which is crazy for me so yippee!!
Wc: I have no idea. Enjoy the first ever fanfic I’m posting!! (The a scariest thing I’ve done to date.)
As the rain knocked at the windows and danced across the roof, you laid awake eyes closed, but your mind fully awake as the bright flashes kept it from its most needed slumber.
The loud bangs and booms giving you anxiety, you so wish you could just sleep through it all, but sadly you knew that wasn’t happening, not on your own at least. Your boyfriend laid next to you peaceful asleep and you didn’t want to ruin that, but your hands were starting to shake and your heart felt heavy, you needed him right now, you’re sure he’d understand.
You turn over slightly to face him,
Gently shaking his shoulder to wake him up, “mhm..baby? What is it?” He asked sheepishly in his half awake state, just then a bright flash followed by a big boom rung through your room. Your grip on jaehyun tightened as you frantically stumble out “c-can we cuddle please, I can’t sleep..” your question sounding more like a demand then you had originally intended, but jaehyun just smiled as he pulled you into his arms.
“Of course baby, you don’t even have to ask you know that” he expressed genuinely, he had forgotten your fear of storms and now he felt bad for not noticing how you were tossing and turning the entire night, he brought his face to yours, softly placing a kiss on your forehead before whispering, “shh it’s okay, I’m here now there’s nothing to worry about” just being in his embrace was enough to calm your beating heart, with your head on his chest listening to the subtle rhythm of his’s, your eyelids start to feel heavy as jaehyun stroked the back of your head, humming softly in your ear.
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chiiyuuvv · 14 hours
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Istg It's hard being a black kpop stan bc why is EVERYONE saying the n word??
Namjoon (my first ever bias), giselle, jaehyun, heeseung (if you say he didn't get off my page rn), Jackson Wang (JUST FOUND OUT ABOUT THIS HAHA), jennie, juile, Jay park, etc
I could go on and on and there would be a limitless list of idols saying the n word and/or doing racist shit.
The thing I don't understand is kpop LITERALLY looks up to black people.. so why are you disrespecting us??
Oh and if you're a defender of some kind, get off my page rn. Shoo you're a disgrace
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chiiyuuvv · 21 hours
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Ooo that's tough
IK but I got some cards 🤭
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chiiyuuvv · 24 hours
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Stressed out? Why bby?
I'm doing this kpop pc card thing on discord and I'm trying to get/trade cards with other ppl.. it's a whole process 😭😭
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chiiyuuvv · 1 day
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Hi bbg! How are you!
Stressed out 😭😭 but okay lmao
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chiiyuuvv · 3 days
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link edit: adding this too tyvm
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chiiyuuvv · 3 days
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Omg does everyone use canvas??
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪and july ⌒☆
pairing ⌒☆ college!nicholas x reader
word count ⌒☆ 1.2k
content ⌒☆ drinking, slightly suggestive
note ⌒☆ idk this has been sittin in my drafts
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"this skirt is riding up my ass ... "
on a normal friday night u usually find urself staying in ur apartment, tucked away in ur knitted blanket while chipping away at missing assignments. although 90% of the time ur on ur laptop, ur usually online shopping or binge watching a random tv show on hulu. its been a long week for u, finally finishing ur midterms all while juggling ur work responsibilities. u never settled for an easy-going lifestyle and u were fine with that. if anything, fulfilling ur own responsibilities was more than enough to keep u satisfied.
thus, u have never had a boyfriend. u never found it in urself to spark up conversations with anyone other than ur friends or teachers. no one particularly peaked ur interest and u never felt the societal pressure of finding someone to like. and by no means were u ever deemed unattractive, u knew u had a few admirers urself, but it was not something u paid any attention to.
the amounts of 'ur single?' 'uve never kissed anyone?' 'yeah, but what about this guy?' felt endless. it turned u off from the idea of relationships even more.
so u werent sure how or why u managed to get pulled out of the comfort of ur room with nothing but a pair of heels and a short, skimpy dress. tugging at the hem of ur skirt attempting to cover up what was left of ur dignity deemed to be useless, only revealing bits of ur strapless bra the more u pulled it down. ur two friends were frequent party goers, knowing most of frat row since theyre there every free weekend they have.
the cold air bites against ur skin and u start regretting that u didnt bring ur nice leather jacket. as u clutch onto ur friends arms for dear life, u all finally make it to the front door of a house uve seen in passing from ur daily walks to campus. seeing it at night was so much different from what u were used to. the windows were filled with colorful flashing lights with silhouettes of people having conversations and dancing. some people were standing on the lawn outside passing around what seemed to be half a blunt, a man passed out right in the middle of their group.
"lucky we dragged u along for this party! this might be one of the good ones" ur friend excitedly knocks on the door, rubbing against ur own arm for warmth. u werent sure why u were nervous, u never found it hard to talk to people but for some reason u felt like u were going to go into cardiac arrest. ignoring the constant calls from the men settled on the lawn who were obviously drunk. u were completely distracted from the noise that u didnt even notice that the front door finally opened.
"leave them alone man" said a taller male, throwing an empty cup at the group of men on the lawn. followed by a string of yells & protests, u glance up and find ur friends joking around with the dude that just littered. his hair was black and slightly long, one ear having a dangly earring. hes wearing a black shirt that hugs his frame a bit too nicely along baggy ripped jeans equipped with chains. as ur observing him, his eyes glance over, raising an eyebrow at u. almost in a teasing way, he sends a u toothy smile, glancing over his shoulder and resting his arm against the frame of the door.
"entry is $5, but for you, i can let u in for free"
all u could do was slightly part ur mouth in response, no words coming out. was he serious? ur friends roll their eyes in unison obviously used to this man's behavior, shoving past his frame followed by a "very funny, nicholas". u follow promptly behind since all ur arms were still tightly linked, and as u looked behind ur shoulder to check back at the front door, he was shooting u another signature smile before walking off to find his own crowd.
several shots in & three hard seltzers later, u became a lot more loose around the huge crowd of people. u found a few familiar faces that shared a couple of classes with u, each person almost shocked that u even came to a function like this. all u could do was shoot a smile, cheers their can with ur own & walk away to mingle. it was hot & steamy on the main floor, every person who was wearing glasses having fogged up lenses. 'this isnt terrible' u thought. its almost as if a lightbulb lit u above ur head after realizing going out every once in a while is a good thing.
ur phone pinged for the tenth time and besides ignoring it like u have for the majority of the night, u flip ur screen over to find that u have an assignment due at midnight tonight. curses & panic run through your mind, bringing urself to the staircase to walk up to the empty level of the house. ur back crashes against the wall as u slide down, reading the canvas post as u begin drafting out ur paper right then and there. ur fingers are rapidly typing all while thinking 'im never going to finish this ...'
"u seem fun at parties"
ur brows furrow in response, breaking contact with ur phone, ur eyes settle on someone a lot more pleasant.
"go on. dont let me stop u"
that same toothy grin was lit up by the rgb lights in the hallway, taking a seat right next to u as he sips on the warm jungle juice. ever since u came here, u were never in the right state of mind especially after all of those shots. focusing on ur assignment was difficult in a setting like this ... and even more difficult now that theres a very attractive man breathing over ur shoulder.
"do u mind ..." u shoot, back now slightly facing towards him in attempts to cover ur phone screen. ur fingers are busy typing but somehow there are zero words written for this assignment. u have about 40 minutes left until midnight.
u almost couldnt stand his overwhelming presence right next to u. the scent of his cologne was strong even through the smell of the dark, musty house. ur ears shut the music out once u notice something moving in the corner of ur eye, his hand snatching ur phone away faster than u can react. the alcohol in ur system didnt make ur response time any better, and honestly, neither did his.
"give that back, ur gonna send in an empty assignment ... "
he laughs at watching ur attempts at retrieving ur device back, his arm raised up high in the air as u lean over trying to retrieve it. all of this commotion, u dont even realize ur dress riding up high on ur thighs, a strap of ur dress falling off of ur shoulder.
its no doubt nicholas notices how vulnerable u are. he wasnt sure if it was the alcohol or the fact that ur practically half-naked in front of him. with wavering eyes, he clears his throat, quickly tossing ur phone on ur lap before grabbing a discarded jacket that was left in the hallway by a random and wrapping it around ur shoulders.
u watch as he gets up, softly patting at ur head before heading back downstairs. it wasnt clear to someone like u who was extremely faded, but a clear blush was spread across his face.
"u got at least 30 minutes to finish that assignment, u got this"
and 30 minutes later ...
u didnt finish ur assignment.
instead, u were left in the hallway, simmering in ur own thoughts of nicholas.
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chiiyuuvv · 4 days
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YALL IM 10 FOLLOWERS AWAY FROM 800 WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK
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chiiyuuvv · 4 days
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link edit: adding this too tyvm
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chiiyuuvv · 4 days
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💌 sending this to the twelve nicest people who seem to have a good heart! Feel free to pass it along! if you got this, you must be pretty awesome
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I'm too lazy to send this to all of my moots, so if you see this just know it applies to you too :))
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chiiyuuvv · 5 days
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Last poll regarding the smau!! I plan to do weekly posts so,
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chiiyuuvv · 5 days
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Harua is so pretty
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chiiyuuvv · 6 days
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SCREMAING CRYING THROWIGK UO I LVOE BABY PICTURES AHAJHEHEJSKSMRB
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HUNTERRR AHHHHH
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chiiyuuvv · 6 days
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In preparation for my upcoming smau, I have decided to make a few polls to determine which idols will be included in my series. I have already made my selection, but after some quick math I realized more idols would make the fic feel fuller. So I figured I could turn to the public :3
The most voted and least voted idol will be included in the smau!
xikers . &team . riize
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chiiyuuvv · 6 days
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In preparation for my upcoming smau, I have decided to make a few polls to determine which idols will be included in my series. I have already made my selection, but after some quick math I realized more idols would make the fic feel fuller. So I figured I could turn to the public :3
The most voted and least voted idol will be included in the smau!
xikers . &team . riize
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chiiyuuvv · 6 days
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In preparation for my upcoming smau, I have decided to make a few polls to determine which idols will be included in my series. I have already made my selection, but after some quick math I realized more idols would make the fic feel fuller. So I figured I could turn to the public :3
The most voted and least voted idol will be included in the smau!
xikers . &team . riize
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