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Far From Perfect
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So i ordered these jeans like a month ago and they just arrived, they do fit me but they are tight which means I finally have a pair of goal jeans :)
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So when y’all write out your cw, do you use your morning or night weight? Or do you just update it at any minor changes?
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I think I’m gonna try to start counting my calories again. Also I’ve been using olive oil in my hair and the added moisture keeps it from breaking off to some extent.
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I binged 😭 I hate myself so much rn. This is not okay behavior.
I know what triggered it this time but generally I’ve not been able to restrict as much as I want to these last couple of days. I need to try harder.
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I hate the feeling of being not- hungry. Like I’m not bloated but the sensation is the same. It’s disgusting, I can’t wait for it to be over.
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Ain’t nothing more shameful than updating your cw to a higher number 😭
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Ait, so I’ve been eating normally for like the past week and a half and my hair is still falling out. So fuck if then. Back to tha basics
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Does anybody else panic when they step on the scale after a workout and see that they’ve gained? Like ik it’s just swelling but damn if I don’t feel like crying rn
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The fact that my dad is so incredibly mocking of everything and anything I do that is health or exercise related: 🤌😍
Like I came back from my workout just now and when I said I wasn’t hungry he repeated my words back but mooing like a cow 😭
Omfg I hate this family
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I am literally such a shit anorexic. Like damn gurl, u really are a pig aren’t u. I can barely stand to look at my own body, my hands my arms. Everything. ESPECIALLY MY LEGS. Like my thighs are so gross. And my waist, like my décolletage is okay, but my arms are to fat, my waist is far too undefined and like three inches to big. Like I saw a picture of myself in a bikini today and almost cried.
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Ait, so I was down 1.3 kgs today, that means the majority of what I gained was water weight :)
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Okay, so I decided to try recovery, I gained like 3 kgs. Fuck that. I’m not gonna look like a cow, I want the guy I like to think I’m hot. I wanna look like a model, I wanna look good in everything I wear. I’m gonna restart rn here and now and pray that the majority of the weight I gained was water. I’m also gonna start exercising again since I’ve been slacking. I just gotta order some keratin pills so my hair can stop falling out
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Hi,
Firstly I wanna give a huge TW for EDs and disordered eating. I’ve been struggling with this since I was 13. This is actually my second blog, my other one got removed. But lately I’ve just been feeling so alone in this, I need to find a community who understands.
Anyways, I like music, especially punk rock. I’m bisexual, I play guitar, I sew and make my own clothes, I paint and draw and I’m slightly spiritual.
I hope you don’t stick around, if you’re young I’m fucking begging you to get out of this self destructive hell hole.
Numbers
Hw: 60.1 kg
Cw: 56.6kg
Gw1: 55 kg 🔒
Gw2: 50 kg 🔒
Ugw: 45 kg 🔒
Height: 5’5
Goal waist: 23 inch 🔒
Goal thigh: 19 inch 🔒
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