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branigan · 4 years

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𝚒 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚊𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚒𝚗 𝚌𝚒𝚝𝚢'𝚜 𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚎𝚖𝚙𝚝𝚢 / 𝚗𝚘 𝚘𝚗𝚎'𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚓𝚞𝚍𝚐𝚎 𝚖𝚎. 𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐖𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓. 𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚎 𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚌. 𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟐, 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟎.

#time 2 sleep but p s s t #follow mar on her shiny new blog bayyybeeee 👁👄👁#sp.

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branigan · 4 years

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TRUE DETECTIVE (2014) Season 1, Episode 4: ‘Who Goes There’

#v. he said how on that day i cried. ( 𝙵𝙰𝙲𝙴. )#iv. you inherit the flames. ( 𝙰𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚃𝙸𝙲. )#HIS ARMS !! LIVE IN MY HEAD !! RENT THE FUCK FREE !!!

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branigan · 4 years

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𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚔𝚢 𝚊 𝚙𝚊𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚢 𝚝𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚜, 𝚊 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚕 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔𝚍𝚛𝚘𝚙 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚔𝚢𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚊𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚙𝚎𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚞𝚍𝚜 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚟𝚎. new york city in all its glory, his bitter musing ; he adds to the city’s murk with a dawdling puff of smoke. ❝ ... as it happens, miss swanson, ❞ comes a gruff murmur, knuckle pushing deep into eye socket ——– a feeble attempt to dig out tiredness of a much more immovable kind. ❝ ... assisting you with your grocery shopping isn’t actually in my job description. ❞ there’s mirth to his tone, but only the most barely-there kind ; a difficult-to-detect sort saved quite exclusively for his present company. despite faux display of disgruntlement, he’s no qualms to being in her company for such a mundane task ——– rather, he feels quite the opposite about their odd predicament. ❝ ——– you forgot milk last time. will we have to go back inside, or was your venture a successful one first time round ? ❞ / @wtrss.

#wtrss #here u go my LOVE #lmk if this works uwu !#kdjnf this is dumb but SOFT DAMMIT !

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branigan · 4 years

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like for a starter !! i will m a y b e jump into ims for plotting, maybe wing it. go with the flow. freestyle babey

#ooc tbt.#imagine if i got my shit together on this blog . that would be so hot

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branigan · 4 years

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I am in exile in my own hands.

Marilyn Hacker, from “Exiles,” Presentation Piece, Selected Poems 1965-1990 (via weltenwellen)

#ii. you remember the faces / the places / the names. ( 𝚃𝙷𝙾𝚄𝙶𝙷𝚃𝚂. )

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branigan · 4 years

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#v. he said how on that day i cried. ( 𝙵𝙰𝙲𝙴. )#MUCH !!! to !!!!! unpack !!!!!!!!

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branigan · 4 years

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( * & . — THE HAUNTING OF HILL HOUSE SENTENCE STARTERS

* warning : may contain spoilers for episodes one through ten .

‘ if you were me , you wouldn’t be such a fucking asshole . ’

‘ the world out there has teeth and it is hungry and it is stupid and it eats and eats mindlessly . ’

‘ you listen to your gut . even if it makes them hate you . ’

‘ i am a dream and so are you and so are we . ’

‘ you are a looker , aren’t you ? ’

‘ honey , someone’s in the house . ’

‘ i’m dreaming , right ? ’

‘ i just need a little time away . it’s nothing more than that . ’

‘ you’re saying it was an accident , so you accidentally put your hand through a mirror ? ’

‘ i’m scared . that’s all i am . there is nothing else . i’m only scared . ’

‘ do you think there’s something wrong with me ? like , really wrong ? ’

‘ it’s alright , sugar . it’s just a dream — just a screaming meemie . ’

‘ we yield to it or we fight it , but we cannot meet it halfway . ’

‘ i seldom am well behaved . ’

‘ i enjoyed the conversation , but i’m gonna say goodnight . ’

‘ did you just punch me in the boob ? ’

‘ just enjoy me . i’m loving you . ’

‘ i wouldn’t have changed a thing . i need you to know that . ’

‘ forgiveness is warm like a tear on a cheek . ’

‘ i loved you completely and you loved me the same . ’

‘ that’s all . the rest is confetti . ’

‘ forgive a girl for being lonely . ’

‘ there’s nothing sadder than a cold bed . ’

‘ journey’s end when lovers meet . ’

‘ journeys don’t end , not if you love someone . they don’t end at all . ’

‘ probably best you didn’t say anything to them . ’

‘ i’m asking you to love me hard for the next few minutes . ’

‘ i’m gonna jump and i’m asking you to hold my hand while i’m falling . ’

‘ i have something that i have to tell you , but i need you to remember when i do that i love you . ’

‘ i wish i would’ve loved you better . ’

‘ pandas don’t like macaroni . ’

‘ i’m just floating in this ocean of nothing and i wonder if this is it , this is what death is . ’

‘ i wonder if this is what death is , just out there in the darkness , just darkness and numbness and alone . ’

‘ i wondered if that’s what they felt , just numb and nothing and alone . ’

‘ he was a light in the darkness . he was a life preserver in the ocean . ’

‘ i reached for him because i had to feel something . i had to feel anything . ’

‘ god , i’m so glad i did it though . thank god it worked . ’

‘ i felt scared . so fucking scared . ’

‘ honestly i had to do it because it felt better than feeling nothing . ’

‘ that thorough fucking shame was so much better than that horrible empty feeling . ’

‘ you have to live . ’

‘ i don’t — i don’t know how to do this without you . ’

‘ i learned a secret : there is no without . i am not gone . i am scattered into so many pieces , sprinkled on your life like new snow . ’

‘ when we die , we turn into stories and every time someone tells one of those stories it’s like we’re still here . ’

‘ we’re all stories in the end . ’

‘ you’re supposed to protect me , but you say the meanest things to me when i try to tell you things . ’

‘ that was really wild stuff . ’

‘ that was really wild stuff considering you were asleep for , what , like… ninety-nine percent of it ? ’

‘ i’m sorry . i should have made more of an effort with you . ’

‘ you tried the best that you could . i should’ve met you halfway . ’

‘ people fuck up . i guess you don’t get that — you really don’t get it until you fuck up . really fuck up . ’

‘ i felt… nothing . just nothing . and it spread everywhere in me , this nothing , until i couldn’t feel anything anymore . i was just this dark , empty black hole . ’

‘ i felt nothing and so i drank and i drank and nothing worked . i couldn’t feel anything . ’

#memes tbt.#i said: hnnnngn ....

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branigan · 4 years

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He had the awkward tenderness of someone who has never been loved and is forced to improvise.

— Isabel Allende, The House of The Spirits

#iii. you inherit the sins. ( 𝙲𝙷𝙰𝚁𝙰 𝚂𝚃𝚄𝙳𝚈. )#i don't LIKE IT

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branigan · 4 years

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enis most likely never ever Ever would return to his hometown because he was literally banished from it after almost beating a man to death in a very public place,, however if he Did ?? i’m thinking about how he secretly hates being very narrowly viewed as just a Scary man, BUT if he went back,, he’d fucking revel in the reputation he now has there, walk in with a smile on his face and almost enjoy being seen as someone who should absolutely be feared and hated in their eyes

#ooc tbt.#basically im listening to the chain by fleetwood mac and thinking of him throwing hands in the bar where it all went down #just for the shits and giggles of saying fuck you if that's what you really think of me i'll give it to you tenfold #also the population of his hometown is like 2000 people so e v e r y o n e there knows of what he did #anyway the aesthetic of a small town and him being exiled from it but his reputation lasting twenty years ?? hnng

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branigan · 4 years

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#v. he said how on that day i cried. ( 𝙵𝙰𝙲𝙴. )#listen here . enis is both #but also #his face in the last gif i am in LOVE your honour . l o v e ///LOVE///

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River of Grass (1994) dir. Kelly Reichardt

#ii. you remember the faces / the places / the names. ( 𝚃𝙷𝙾𝚄𝙶𝙷𝚃𝚂. )#......... oh ok

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branigan · 4 years

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thinking about enis teaching self-defence is fun because on one hand he feels very passionately about people being able to defend themselves and does actually enjoy teaching it ( also doing One Good Thing with his existence ) , but also after teaching the basics he’ll very casually move the lesson into ‘ok and this is how you blind someone’ and kills the vibe Very Quickly

#ooc tbt.#sb: ....... is that really necessary #enis: .............. yes .

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branigan · 4 years

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"I didn't mean to."

#v. he said how on that day i cried. ( 𝙵𝙰𝙲𝙴. )#:((((((((

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branigan · 4 years

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Part of you wants to be burned by the truth. Part of you wants to bury it without seeing its face.

Noor Shirazie (via weltenwellen)

#i. adam raised a cain. ( 𝙰𝙱𝙾𝚄𝚃. )#thinking #i left it intentionally vague in his bio #whether his wife was murdered ( a la the house being set alight by his opponents )#or whether it was a genuine accident that enis just assumed was caused by them #which led him to almost beating a man to death #and subsequent exile from his home #in my head............ it was a genuine accident #but also fuck it i'm leaving it up to interpretation / whatever i feel like #he'll never know so why should we......... u know ? u know #but this quote . yea that's just It for him completely #thoughts........ being had

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branigan · 4 years

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kryetar.

𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿 𝗮 𝘄𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘆, 𝗽𝗿𝘂𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗮𝗻 𝗯𝗹𝘂𝗲 𝘀𝗸𝘆, 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗲𝗵𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗶 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗻𝗱𝘀 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘀𝗽𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝘀𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁, 𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗱𝘀 𝘁𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗶𝗻 𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗷𝗮𝗰𝗸𝗲𝘁 𝗽𝗼𝗰𝗸𝗲𝘁𝘀. a slight pattering of rain breaks out, and he indicates with a single notion of a silver ring-bound hand for the approaching man ( perhaps a giant, kel may put it better ) to accompany him inside ; the sickly neon lettering above reading ‘blind wolf’. ❝ i appreciate you coming, ❞ the albanian begins, accented voice calm, controlled, as he turns to face him ; the same hand extended in a sort of polite courtesy that precedes him. ❝ – it’s nice to put a face to your name. i’m kel mehmeti. ❞ // @branigan.

𝚏𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎𝚜, 𝚠𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚎𝚢𝚘𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜, 𝚊𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚌𝚎𝚗𝚎 ; 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚞𝚗𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚗𝚎𝚘𝚗 𝚐𝚕𝚘𝚠 𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚜 𝚊 𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚜𝚚𝚞𝚒𝚗𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚌𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚋𝚕𝚞𝚎 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜. 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚖𝚘𝚔𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚊𝚗’𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚙𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚢, a haze of it lingers on lips, which offer the scarcest suggestion of a polite smile. ❝ ... no trouble. enis branigan. ❞ words are curt, though not sharp ; swift and flat in delivery like rocks dropped unceremoniously upon mossy ground. if there’s skepticism lurking in his gaze, it’s well-hidden. experience is a wise teacher, and such had taught enis that men like this mehmeti character can prove to be either the real thing, or boys playing make believe. there’s no telling as yet which he’ll prove to be. ❝ ... mhm. so, this is your place ? ❞ eyes assess the outside offerings of the blind wolf bar ; unassuming, the reality of the operation so far successfully shrouded. good start. eyes return to the other man, allowing him to take the lead. clandestine conversations require good cover. ❝ ... family business ? ❞

#kryetar #kryetar / kel mehmeti.#IM EXCITED #also i literally have 2 (two) icons of enis so far so this is ideal frankly xfkjdf #i am . so ready dear god #also he'll talk more soon he's just defrosting

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branigan · 4 years

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I thought I knew what love was What did I know?

#music tbt.#......... be quiet i'm thinking .

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branigan · 4 years

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The Posture™

#v. he said how on that day i cried. ( 𝙵𝙰𝙲𝙴. )#okay.. okay .

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