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booiiee · 24 days
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The way i had no recollection of ever posting this
hiraeth
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there are days when i miss your touch
your fingertips caressing my cheeks, your hands grabbing the softness of my waist, your arms that hold me close, keep me safe
there are days when i miss how you breathe against my neck as we lay under warm covers, hiding away from the snow covered city
i remember the tune of your heartbeat against my back, the way your legs engulf mine in a comfortable escape
my mind then reminds me what happened after and i feel perverted just thinking about it
the way you groaned when i moved a little (too much) against you and your hold on my waist became tighter as you pulled me closer to keep me in place, right where you wanted me
i whispered your name slowly and you replied by pressing a wet kiss at the back of my neck
your hands found their way under my sweater and upto my breasts as you started to grind against me making me breathless
your hands, your mouth, your chest and the heat i felt behind me, just the thought of that night haunt me as i sit in this cafe remembering you
how you didn't let me touch your once the entire night, how you told me you'd have your way with me and kept your promise
i feel like my thoughts are floating in letters and strangers read it all the way everyone's looking at me, they're not looking at me at all but thinking back to that night makes me feel so seen so exposed to everyone
when in reality we had stayed under the covers the whole night. when we were feeling the love flow in slow motion, when you were marking me like a mad man, when the bed shook and when you wanted more, the covers stayed up, as if to hide ourselves in our own home.
there are days when i miss nights like those alot.
days when i miss you whole, miss you too much
I've had days when the mere memory of our hug makes me teary eyed,
days when i hold my own hand cause your big ones aren't engulfing mine,
there are days when i miss your eyes, your nose, your lips that only touched mine, your cheeks that only i could kiss and pinch and annoy you in the process
i miss your laugh the most, maybe a little more than i miss your touch
these days when i miss your touch i wear your hoodies and pretend you're engulfing me in your arms
these days when i miss your touch i hold myself to sleep and pretend you're just beside me, holding me close under the cover.
-a
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booiiee · 2 months
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Brooklyn Baby
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter- 3
MINORS DNI!!!!
You’ve had your share of dates, some good ones too, like that time this boy in college took you to see the northern lights- in a museum obviously and that one weird guy who took you to this restaurant with a complicated name that has the best wine you’ve ever had, none of those relationships lasted (fortunately?), but seeing a live band? For a first date? Very little possibility of anything going wrong really.
D- He is adorable but he is so stupid I’m sorry
R- Don’t say that! He is so cute
D- …..and dumb. Who takes someone on a first date at a noisy place like seeing a band? What was his other option? The Movies??
R- Dee….
D- No I’m just saying how are you guys supposed to get to know each other if you cannot hear yourself think!
But anyway, please wear white, you’ll look like a sexy swan, even better if he plays it safe and shows up in a black tux, you guys would look like you’re at your wedding reception
R- OKAYYY slow down, it’s a date, a first date
D- First of manyyyy
Now show me your final look
*You stand in front of mirror and flip the camera to show your final look to your ever so eager friend*
D- HOT HOT OHHH he is gonna dieeee
SEE WHAT DID I SAY THIS DRESS WAS MADE FOR YOUU
**Please picture this in white
**Hyunjae calling**
H- Hey, I’m outside your building.
You look out your window and as Hj’s searching eyes find you, you step away from the window.
R- I’ll be down in a second.
HJ's outfit
He’s dressed like a dream and Dee would have a field trip the moment she finds out you guys were coincidentally twinning, GOD he looks dreamy in white!
He hands you a rather big bouquet of flowers with a note that says “Don’t breathe if you’re allergic to pollen!” you laugh and say “I am not”
H- Well someone’s dressed to kill
R- And yet here you are, alive and well
Hand to heart he goes “Barely, Rose, Barely”
R- You don’t look so bad yourself
Funny how we’re accidentally twinning
He leans closer to your face making you lean on the car as he says in a hoarse voice “What if I was watching you and planned my outfit accordingly?”
R- The chances of both of us being a serial killer are zero so, no.
H- OKAY I LOST, let’s not have this roleplay EVER
He opens up the car door and like a boy from a fiction book, puts his hand over your head as you sit inside.
H- I did not know what flowers you like so that’s why the bouquet is a little messy, next time I’ll get you the ones you like
R- I like most flowers, peonies are my favourite and I know you’d think ‘d say rose cause im named after then but they’re not really my favourite you know and-
WAIT how do you know there would be a next time?
H- You did say yes to this date and I am going to make sure this date doesnt suck so fingers crossed
OMG DID HE JUST ACTUALLY CROSS HIS FINGERS?
H- umm yeah?
R- did i say that out loud?
H- So you DO always make sentences in your head before speaking them to me!
R- How far is this place? And what band is it?????
H- We have actually arrived.
When someone asks you out to see a band you expect a cafe or a bar with loud music and a lot of people, like any normal person. Turns out, by band he meant a private band that’s going to play music whilst you dine ON A FUCKING YACHT!!! You guys sit down as the band plays a rendition of a song you fail to remember.
H- Did i leave you speechless or do you absolutely hate this place?
R- umm so when you said we were going to see a live band, this isn’t what i was expecting. Its a little….grand. It’s crazy Expensive!!
H- Oh of course, I had to make a good first date for you, I want many moree
CUTE
H- THANK YOU!
GOD I NEED TO STOP TALKING TO MYSELF
The date went really good. You were comfortable with each other all the while having the romantic feeling of the date, later in the evening he even asked for a little dance and OH did you fall for him again. One date became 3, his contact on your phone changed from Hyunjaei to J with a heart. It wasn’t until the third date- a movie night at his apartment- that you kissed and it was unlike any kiss you’ve ever had. The atmosphere was CALLING for you to kiss, hell you would've kissed him on the yacht 3 weeks ago but he didn’t initiate but now that he had, there was no way you would back down.
Your first kiss with Jae also became the second, third and fourth and it could’ve become so much more if his neighbour had not decided it was the perfect time to come knocking on his door.You were prepared for him to either ask you to leave or sit in an awkward silence the rest of the evening, in your experience that’s how guys reacted after an interrupted makeout session. Hyunjae, however, made sure to cuddle you on the couch and talked to you the rest of the evening and if he stole a kiss or two in between, you weren’t the one to complain.
Two months into your relationship Hyunjae had dropped the L word and you wasted no time to tell him you felt the same- he was still never finding out he was your bias, you are taking that to your grave, or so you thought. Dee was meeting Hyunjae for the first time in the 2 months you’ve been dating, blame it on her “I wanna see him treat you good first” attitude- she was lying, she loved him way before you actually dated. She knew everything except the part where he still did not know he was your bias and you used to stay up late reading fanfictions about him. So when she went back home and texted you “why did he seem so surprised when I mentioned your stan account? Does he not know you were a popular hyunjae author?”
GIRL WTF!!!
H- Soooo when you said you did not hate me, did you forget to add the part where you were head over heels in love with me Miss Hyunjaescurlsdaily???
R- OH MY GODD I HATE YOU BOTHHH!!!
You throw the cushion at him and try to run in annoyance without remembering he’s twice your size and faster. He pulls you onto him as you both fall on the couch and for the first time all evening you realise just how many buttons he’s got unopened.
H- You can ogle all day but I am still gonna talk you you about your fan account.
R- I AM NOT TELLING YOUU
H- Yes you will. Now be a good girl and tell mee
In all honesty he said it jokingly but the way you reacted to that name changed the tone of his voice immediately.
H- oh, is it something you like hearing me say? Hmm love, tell me, what else do you like hearing from me?
The context of the conversation is long forgotten as his hands slide down your waist onto your thighs GOD WHY IS YOUR DRESS SO SHORT? And before you can process anything he’s now flipped the position with you under him, one hand on your thigh the other holding your neck gently, slowly moving up to your lips.
H- tell me rose, what do i do in those stories you stayed up all night reading?
Hmm? Was it something like this? *a peck*
Or perhaps this? *a kiss to your jaw*
Tell me, love. He asks as he softly bites at the base of your neck, making you sigh- only fueling his actions cause now his other hand is travelling up and up and all the way to somewhere too hot for the couch in your hallway.
R- Jae please. You half whine half sigh
H- Please what love? You wanna tell me something? His kisses on your neck dont stop. His hands now circling around your breasts, everywhere but where you needed.
R- Touch me.
H- I am touching you. His hands are now caressing your neck all the way to your cleavage and stopping just before your breasts.
R- You know what I mean. THIS IS TOO MUCH and not enough at the same time
H- I really *a bite at your left collarbone* really *and the other side* don’t *one just above your breasts*
R- oh god- you moan loud
H- Don’t think about god right now, love. I want to hear my name. He says as his hand travels south and cups you over your not so fancy underwear.
R- hyunjae! You moan loud sending him crazy as he other hand *finally* takes a handful of your breast over your dress.
H- If you want me to stop just say the word my rose, I will stop right now.
R- No, no please. I want this.
He cuts you in between as he jumps to kiss you hungrily. You’ve had some intense kisses with hyunjae but none of them were like this. He was kissing you like he wanted to show you how much he needed you, which wasn’t something you needed to be told, his bulge was obvious and obviously big.
You don’t remember when he threw your clothes off of you but the moment he took off his shirt you really felt as if you were seeing it in slow motion. He visibly shivers when your hands meet his chest and you moan when his fingers make you aware of your own wetness.
H- I want you. Do you want this?
R- I do. I want you.
You realise you’ve been taken to your bedroom when your back touches the soft sheets. Jae kisses you once before getting down himself. His gaze makes me shy as you try and hide your most private parts of yourself from you.
“Don’t take away my privilege of seeing you, my love” he says as he pulls your legs apart and attaches his lips to your thigh.
His kisses grow hungrier as he goes down and down until he reaches your very core. This can’t be- He won’t go down on you, right? Guys hate-
R- OH GOD
You yell as he licks you down there, holy shit what was that feeling?!
H- I told you love, don’t think about god, let me hear you scream my name. He says as he really gets to work
R- oh hyunjae fuck !!
The smile on his face was devious as he watched you come. He got down from the bed and started to unbutton his jeans and WOW you underestimated his size and wow you said wow out loud. He smirks and laughs a little hearing you say wow which, even in this situation made you want to squish his face, HIS LAUGH IS EVERYTHING!!!
He made sure he prepped you well but eve he knew it wasn’t gonna be enough cause the moment he entered you he really felt like he could come then and there.
H- oh fuck you’re taking me so well, my love, mine
Fuck you’re just so perfect for me
He kept groaning and praising you as he put those dancer hips to use and soon you both forgot count of how many times you screamed his name in pleasure. He held on to your breasts like it was the only way to keep himself sane, like you were laced with some aphrodisiac, and you kept pulling him closer, wanting him to lose himself in you.
The morning after was far from peaceful as you both wanted a repeat of the night before so if Eric’s knocking at your door screaming his name at 12 PM, it really brings you both to reality and against your wish, away from each other physically.
E- I don’t even wanna know why you have got so many marks on your body when you have a schedule today but JESUS CHRIST she looks like she was hunted by an animal!
And oh my god doc, are you blushing at that?!
H- Eric, get out.
E- So you can have a round 2 and be late?
H- It would actually be round 4
E- OH MY GOD!! I am outta here! Meet me downstairs in 5 minutes. FIVE!
With a pout on his face, which you did kiss away 5 times, Hyunjae leaves for his schedule and you prepare yourself for all that Dee’s going to say when she sees those marks on you.
Days turned to weeks and soon hyunjae and you shifted to an apartment together. There were days where paps would follow him around but nothing he couldn’t fool himself out of. 10 months later you’d find yourself not getting a call or a text on your birthday but before you can throw yourself on your couch and sob your way into the next day, you come home to decorations and hyunjae, your hyunjae, on his knee- a blue box in his hand as he says, “Sorry I didn’t wish you at midnight, I was getting the correct blue box for you this time around.”
THE RING
You said yes- a sobbing mess- and as your friends and family emerged from the background you complained to Dee that she let you get proposed in such a basic outfit. Hyunjae said “you look ravishing” so that made you feel better, and the HUGE ring on your finger, obviously.
D- You know this ring looks so familiar to the one y/n gets in- you stop her mid sentence before Hyunjae could hear
R- I WILL COMMIT ARSON RN SHUT UP
D- You do know he’s read your fics right?
H- Now she does
You turn as you hear Hyunjae answer Dee
R- Oh my god i am so embarrassed right now
H- Aww babe don’t be. It wasn’t anything you haven't told me before. Although that thing y/n does we should try that toni-
D- Eww you guys are too comfortable around me!
You both laugh as Daisy leave with a disgusted face, joining Eric who by the looks of it must’ve guessed the reason.
R- I really love you, you know that right?
H- I do, and I love you.
ALTHOUGH, I would love if you do that thing that y/n does.
R- DON’T!
fin.
hope you like it @un-love 💞
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booiiee · 2 months
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Brooklyn Baby
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Read Chapter 1 here
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Chapter - 2
“Is the silence bothering everyone or is it just me?” Eric chimed, cutting through the silence of the table.
J- I think Miss Rose here is upset that we ruined her afternoon plans of a sad lunch here at the cafeteria
R- I’ll have you know that I very much enjoy my lunches here at the hospital cafeteria and they are not sad
J- Oh why? Do you watch fancams of us in your free time?
God why is he smirking? As if his face wasn’t already making you angry/ God he is so gorgeous it actually hurts.
R- No not all of you!
J- Oh so just your bias then? WHo is your bias?
E- Oh yeah I wanna know too. And if it’s me I’ll act surprised okay?
R- Well it used to be you Eric, but it was Juyeon last I had the time to you know, catch up with the content.
J- Ah that’s disappointing, I almost thought you’d say my name. Specially with how defensive you were back there saying “I could never hate Hyunjae not in this life for sureee”
See you love this boy, but you also have zero tolerance to someone mimicking you, both of these things can be true. So if you said “I do not care about you enough to hate you that is why I said that!”, it really doesn't mean anything, to you at least.
The change in his expression was quick but you caught it, Eric returning with your drinks looks puzzled with the silence.
J- Well, we will be taking your leave doctor, you’ll see Eric next week.
E- And you the week after cause-
J- Let’s not bore her with details she is not interested in, Eric. Let’s go.
E- Oh and doc, this is yours, please take it. J looked for it for hours before we finalized it.
The two wear their masks and leave with Eric shouting “see you doc” from across the cafeteria while Hyunjae looked like he could not be out of here faster.
You open the gift and find a note that says “Butterflies love roses” and let out a loud gasp seeing the heart shaped bookmark with a butterfly engraved in the center.
(Ref reel: The bookmark )
Sleep was a luxury that night and you felt too guilty to afford it. You stayed up revisiting fancam of him and the edits from your now abandoned account. God you really loved this guy and the first time you met him you lashed out on him for his annoying trait- something that you’ve told all your friends you love about him.
In your most guilt filled heart and clouded mind, you did what you could think of and texted Eric, Gosh where is my professionalism!
R- Hi Eric, this is Doctor Rose. Sorry for texting you I need a little help
E- Heyyy Hi doc! I am happy you texted!
How can I help? Did you not like the present? 🙁
R- No, no that’s not it. I loved it. I actually wanted to thank Jaehyun for it and thought I should text him
E- Aww that is so thoughtful of you. Wait I’ll send over this contact to you
*1 Contact J *
R- Thank you Eric 🙂
E- Anytime doc 🌹
You haven’t been this anxious texting a guy since high school, which isn’t an evidence of the regularity of texting guys but rather a testament of how long it’s been since you’ve actively texted a guy.
R- hi Mr. Jaehyun, this is doctor rose from NewYork-Presbyterian Brooklyn Methodist Hospital.
J- Oh hello Doc
How may i help you?
R- I wanted to thank you for the present, it was really thoughtful of you
J- I am happy you liked it
R- And I wanted to apologise
For earlier today
I really shouldn’t have spoken to you like that and I really didn’t mean to say that I do not give a fuck about you to hate you. It’s just that I am really sensitive to people mimicking me and I get annoyed easily and-
*Jaehyun calling*
J- Hi doc, i figured it's best if we spoke on the phone and let me start by apologising. We don’t know each other enough for me to be mimicking you I am sorry, you had the right to be annoyed.
R- And I should not have spoken to you like that either
J- Well I can think of something to accept your apology
You should start calling me by my name
R- oh….okay sure do you prefer hyunjae or jaehyun?
J- my fans call me hyunjae and i gather you are not one so-
R- I told you that is not the casee
J- So you like me then?
(I love you boy if you only knew)
R- I dont hate you
J- Easy save Rose. easy save
R- Well then goodnight
Thank you really for the bookmark, it’s gorgeous. And for the note too, it’s cute.
J- You’re named after a flower of course I am gonna make these references
R- Not a lot of people do that actually to my surprise
J- Well you have me now so don’t be surprised
R- Is he insane?
J- Ouch i thought we were becoming friends :/
R- Did i say that out loud????
J- Do you replay all your sentences in your head before you saythem to me?
R- No!!!!
*Jaehyun laughs*
J- cute
Goodnight Rose, hope you have a good day tomorrow
R- You too. Hope you have a good time at the fan event
J- Of course you know our schedule, thank you
*Call ends*
R- YOU WILL NOT BELIEVE WHO I JUST SPOKE TO!!!!
D- If you don’t say hyunjae or Chris hemsworth i dont wanna know
R- ITS HYUNJAEEE
D- WHATTTTTT
The debrief with daisy lasted longer than your call with him and you were sure if hyunjae was anywhere near you he could hear her squeal. Gosh it was all so surreal, now that you were narrating it to her you realised how unreal it was that you just spoke to HYUNJAE.
To your utter ( & pleasant ) surprise you did see hyunjae the next week, smiling as he walked towards you, Eric was still at his session so you guys will be talking alone, well not completely alone, it was the hospital cafeteria.
R- I thought you were busy this week
J- Awww you’re missing me
R- NO I AM NOT
J- Dare i say, i missed you too?
R- oh
J- Clearly not as much as you did but yeah
R- um you want something?
J- A fraction of your schedule yeah
R- I meant from the menu
J- Oh in that case nothing
R- You sure you don’t wanna eat something? You had a busy wee-
You did not realise how close he was to your face until you turned around.
J- Careful rose, you don’t wanna get me habituated to you
GOD WHY DOES HE LOOK SO PRETTY!!!!
R- oh um okay
E- Wassuuupp my two favourite people in the world?!
R- Hey Eric how was your session?
E- It was so boring today i hate writing stuff
J- don't you have a schedule to run to?
E- schedule?
OH YEAH RIIIGHTTT. I gotta run doc rose, i got a schedule see ya
R- Bye-
J- So where were we?
R- In the cafeteria?
J- Funny. You know what I'm talking about
R- No I don't
J- Yes you do
Or would you rather me spell it out for you, hmm? The way he leans onto the table close to you is making you nervous.
This boy needs to stop getting so close to your face.
J- I'll take that as a yes. We were talking about you giving me a fraction of your time and coming to this music festival with me
R- Music festival?
J- Yes, I've heard great things about the band that's playing tonight and i take you as a music lover so you'll like it there.
And as a bonus you get to spend your evening with me
R- Hmm can you make my evening worthwhile tho?
Stupid girl don't get flirty with him what if strikes bac-
J- If you allow me I can
R- ….okay sure we can go
J- Okay, it's a date then!
R- IT ISS???
J- I don't know if you sound happy excited or just shocked, but I think I've made it pretty clear that I'm interested in you, so would it be okay if this is a date?
R- mmm okay
J- See you, rose.
one day I'll be better at tumblr formatting but it's not today😔
for loml @un-love
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booiiee · 2 months
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Brooklyn Baby
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Pairing: Lee Jaehyun (Hyunjae) × Female Reader
Tags: Fluff, Hyunjae is WHIPPED, They bicker- a LOT, they love each other so much, it's pathetic actually, eventual smut (duh), separate tags and warnings for smut in the smut chapter. MINORS DNI!!
For @un-love 🩷🩷
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Chapter 1
It's summer of 2024 you've just shifted your whole life to Brooklyn New York, a decision that you and your friends and family had to all collectively take, Brooklyn is expensive and people are rude sometimes but for the first time you're building your life
You love your job, not a lot of therapist can say that specially with how taxing the job can be, but you really love your job, you're one of the most loved therapist at Brooklyn's biggest hospital NewYork-Presbyterian Brooklyn Methodist Hospital (yes i googled that) and let's just say you earn enough to have an entire studio apartment to yourself, something that you've come to realize, you love.
Your job is many things but it is not a job where you have a lot of free time, it might even be busier than working at a fashion magazine like your friend Daisy does,some days she is the only reminder of your life back in your home country, and your love for kpop and a certain kpop idol- Lee Jaehyun from The Boyz.
“Miss Rose, the director wants to see you.” your thoughts were interrupted by your assistant Liz- or Elizabeth, informing you of your rather sudden meeting with the director. Now the old Jasmine would absolutely lose it over being called by the director but moving to a place like Brooklyn from India has made you indifferent to these small anxiety triggering things.
To say that you were surprised would be the understatement of the century. The director had assigned you a patient of your busy (lazy) colleague, some VIP, whose case was “of utmost importance” to the hospital, which in itself was making you angry as if one life was worth more than the other. Nonetheless, you were gonna treat this patient like any other patient.
“Hi, Mr. Eric? I am Dr. Rose. I am taking over your case as of today, as informed. Please follow me this way” you introduce yourself to a tall man with freshly dyed brunette hair with a mask. He must be some high profile person given the way he was avoiding the stares from people.
R- You can keep the mask on until you feel comfortable to talk without them, our session can happen without you having to show your face.
E- Oh that is a relief thank you doctor.
R- So tell me Eric, what do you love doing when you are the most stressed and when you have a lot of leisure time?
E- Oh I thought you’d start with asking me my sickness
R- You say sickness like it is a bad thing
E- Is it not?
R- Well being sick is not great but it is not something derogatory.
*No one is born a patient and no one stays a patient till the end*.
*(From Daily dose of Sunshine)
As far as the questions go, if you’d rather me start with discussing your diagnosis, i am happy to do so
E- No its…its okay we can do your method.
I am skipping the actual therapy part because I am neither a licensed therapist nor a psych student to be writing that.
The 3 weeks you were assigned Eric’s case you found that against your better judgment, you guys were becoming almost friends, which is to say was weird in more ways than one. You were his therapist and you did not know what he looked like. You never asked him to take off his mask. He never mentioned why he prefers to wear one. So you decided you’d start and stay away from him in the hospital corridors when you often bump into each other after his session with your colleague.
E- I know we are not supposed to be friends and all that protocol, but you have really helped me in ways i could never explain and i am not the best person when it comes to gifts but i asked my friend j and he suggested this since you like to read- i've seen all those books in your office
Your gasp was audible to not only Eric but a few staff around as he pulled out a blue box. Eric quickly pulled you aside and for the first time, took off his mask.
R- You’re THE Eric?????
E- I mean I dont really say that about myself but i think you know me? Which is even better, so you know that i can afford this and im not robbing a bank for this gift, which also is not the case cause J bought this really-
R- Wait, I WILL not accept that, and give me a minute Wow! okay.
Eric, hi, I love your music and you'd understand when i say how weird this is to know my patient is a member of the group i love
E- aww doc you’re a fan. That makes me wanna be your friend even moore
R- Yeah, we’re gonna…we’ll talk about that later.
Wait, you're Eric from TBZ, so your friend J who often drops you to your session, the one who bought this SUPER EXPENSIVE gift, is J, Jaehyun? As in, Lee Jaehyun?
E- Yup you got that right! The one and only! In Fact he is on his way up, now that you’ve seen me, we can all talk comfortably
R- Oh No… no no, NO.
E- But why? Do you not like Hyunjae? *Gasp* Are you a hyunjae antiii??
R- WHAT???? NO! I could never hate my Hyunjae! not in this lifetime for suree!!!
“Well that’s good to know, Miss Rose”
You could identify that voice in a room full of noisy people, let alone the silence of the corridor, so you had no choice but to tun around and see a curly haired masked man smiling at you. Oh this is not good for your job.
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Chapter 2 will be posted super soon!!
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booiiee · 2 months
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im finally posting the icarus poem i wrote in 2020
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oh, my sunlight, sunlight, sunlight.
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booiiee · 2 months
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౨ৎ king of my heart !
pairing: yeonjun x non idol!reader summary: yeonjun loved being in love. especially since he got to be in love with you. word count: 1,083 extra: inspired by taylor swift's 'king of my heart'! apart of my valentines day series
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liking yeonjun was like liking water. everyone did. you’d never meet one person who didn’t have something positive to say about him. even ex girlfriends praised him. he was a gentleman, through and through.
and that’s what made liking him so difficult. he was too kind for his own good at times. always lending you his sweater when you shivered even the slightest. picking a specific movie you had mentioned once weeks ago. 
small things. 
he remembered the way you took your coffee. the song you claim you grew up listening to on repeat. both of your parents birthdays, and their anniversary.
most importantly, he remembers the day he first laid eyes on you. 
it wasn’t the first day you met. that day wouldn’t come for another two years. but the day he first saw you was just as crystal clear in his memory as what he ate for lunch. it was something he would never forget.
he was dropping kai off after practice, and you were visiting lea. the two of you were outside, and whilst you didn’t even register the car pulling up, yeonjun instantly saw you.
he was mesmermized. 
and by the time he asked kai about you, it was two weeks later. and you were back off at school states away. 
the two of you wouldn’t run into each other again until two years later, when one fateful night would lead to the two of you meeting, for real this time.
you were alone in the bar, lea off laughing with friends as you sat talking away with the bartender.
(the two of you went to high school together, you’d later tell yeonjun when he’d inquire about the night.)
he first noticed lea, but the moment he saw you he felt like he was eighteen again, seeing you for the first time. sure, time had passed, but you still looked similar to how you did back then.
not even three weeks after your chance encounter, he was already calling you ‘baby’. you felt like a school-girl in love once again whenever he would utter that word under his breath, trying to be discrete about it.
it felt like a fairtytale ending. something so sweet. so perfect. it was idealistic. 
idyllic, he once called it. you didn’t know what the word had meant, not at the time at least. extremely happy, peaceful, or picturesque. checked out.
the two of you just fit together like puzzle pieces. despite any beliefs you had surrounding the idea of being single forever, yeonjun was able to convince you to give him a try.
he was the one you had spent your whole life waiting for - your knight in shining armour (or whatever the saying was).
he treated you like he worshiped the ground you walked on, which all your friends fawned over, but you found slightly unhealthy. to you, there was absolutely nothing special about you as a human being. you did the same things every day - wake up, go to work, go home, go to bed. it was a constant cycle of nothingness.
yeonjun on the other hand? he was cool. he had an exciting life. he was famous. you were the one that should be treating him like he was royalty - like he was god. but he freaked out whenever you tried.
"jjunie!" you called out, seeing him. there was such a wide smile on his face you were surprised he wasn't in pain.
he didn't say anything, just raced towards you. it didn't matter that he was tired, and sweaty, and just wanted to go home.
you were there.
"i missed you," he mumbled into your ear, his grip on you so tight you were worried someone would have to pry him off of you. "did you see the show?"
you nodded, unsure if he would really be able to understand the gesture. of course you saw the show. "you were amazing, serious-" you began to praise him, only for him to interrupt you with a soft kiss to the forehead.
"you don't need to go into detail, i already get told that a hundred times a day." he groaned, rolling his eyes. you could tell he was embarrassed. but it was the truth. he was good.
"whatever," you laughed, taking his hand in yours. "you never let me compliment you."
he smirked slightly, choosing to not deny the claim, but also not agree with it. "yeah, yeah. i saw that boy, during soundcheck. he was doing some checking of his own." he huffed, though you could tell his annoyance was not aimed towards you, but the boy who had been (apparently) flirting with you.
now it was your turn to smirk. "you know those boys are nothing compared to you! doesn't matter if they're millionaires with expensive cars, you're the one who lives in my heart."
he nodded, resting his chin on your head. he was already done with the conversation. he knew you would never hurt him, but the reassurance was nice. the confirmation leaving your lips, not one of his members.
"if i died right now, i would die happy."
you furrowed your eyebrows slightly, tilting your head up to look at him. this caused him to look down at you.
"i feel like a teenager in love again when i have you with me. like i'm still seventeen, pining over the girl in my physics class."
his voice was almost a whisper, as if even he wasn't sure of what he was saying.
"i know sometimes you doubt yourself, but this right here? what we have? it is enough. it is so much more then enough, actually."
you weren't even sure where all of these confessions were coming from. it was as if someone had given him a truth serum, and he was just spilling his guts.
"you know, i didn't date at all before you. you are the one i have been waiting for, all these years."
those words reminded you just why exactly you were in love with choi yeonjun. it wasn't because of his money, or his status, or his looks. it was nothing about who he was on the outside. it was because of the person he was beneath all of that. his feelings, his hopes, his dreams.
all of that is that made you fall in love with him.
and all of that is the reason he was the king of your heart, body, and soul.
forever and always.
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authors note: part one done!!! four more parts :3 i'm planning on posting soobin on saturday so keep your eyes peeled! this is also a partial birthday gift to my lovely @anxietyglitch <3!!
©2024 — all rights reserved to hueningsloverr , please do not plagiarise or translate any of my work
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booiiee · 3 months
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#i just watched ballad of songbirds and snakes
President Snow's obsession with Katniss, being like "go on you lying liar, convince me you LOVE HIM because I know you don't. You don't! You don't love him and you're just pretending for personal gain you lying LIAR PANTS" is so much funnier after knowing his backstory.
Like, damn Corio, someone sure did a number on you, huh?
Katniss: I love Peeta
President Snow, watching from his office:
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booiiee · 3 months
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Both the hunger games before and now the ballad of songbirds and snakes proves that the young adult genre can produce some genuinely good storytelling while also examining social issues without talking down to its audience, which makes the ungodly amount of popular bad ya novels all the more embarrassing.
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booiiee · 3 months
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i miss my man
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yeonjun lockscreens.
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booiiee · 5 months
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apobangpo ♾️ 💜
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231211 - bts on twitter: go and come back safely 💜 fighting 💜
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booiiee · 5 months
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I will serve cunt again just give me a Minute
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booiiee · 5 months
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self indulgent boyfriend yeonjun fic.
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boyfriend yeonjun who randomly starts singing out loud a song that's playing in his head and makes you dance with him, all the while singing it looking at you.
Yeonjun who always forgets his keys but never forgets to carry a hair tie around his wrist for when you need it. He is the epitome of a sulky boyfriend when you don't let him hold your hand or grab your thigh as he's driving and giggles when you compliment him.
He loves to dance his heart out at parties but never drinks when you're with him cause you don't have your licence yet. He loves trying all the mocktail recipes you experiment with and never lies about it if it tastes bad.
The type to use 4 pans to make pasta and decorate the table with flowers and light a candle even on the most mundane days. Always hugging you from behind when you're cooking and acting like a puppy following you around the house even when he has 5 different things to do.
Just because flowers are common when dating him and "because you liked it" presents can be anything from a plushie to Dior. He loves when you praise him but can never not turn red at the mere "my boyfriend is so handsome". You sometimes shower him with pet names just to see him try and hide his smile.
Always ready to watch whatever movie/show you're watching but never finishing it, he's just there to watch you watch the show. "You look so cute when you're taken aback by a plot twist" he says squishing your face and kissing your pout.
His kisses are soft, intense, sometimes slow and sensual, sometimes rushed and frantic. He holds your waist like you're made of glass, sometimes he grabs you with the intent to consume you. He's the no.1 supporter of "let me kiss it away" at the smallest of bruise, he loves leaving marks all over you, doesn't stop you from painting his neck either.
Yeonjun who cannot shut up when you're straddling his lap as he kisses you senseless. "God you make me insane. Can't imagine what life was like before you, my baby, all mine" his teeth pull your lips, his hands grab your hips closer to his. He stops and stares at your face several times when you make love, kisses away every spot his teeth has touched. Never misses aftercare, words of love are his second nature, during and after.
The type to kiss you till you're too annoyed to keep sleeping, the type to say I love you first thing in the morning. The type to let you sob into his arms on days your day feels too much, and then sing you to sleep.
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booiiee · 6 months
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cuddle weather | Jeon Wonwoo
wonwoo might be a big boy, but he is a softie who gets all whiny and pathetic. so here goes a self indulgent, whiny woo × reader.
tags: SMUT!! Idol woo × Model reader (female), Wonwoo is a whiny little man, he's pathetic (in love), reader is kinda mean to him, belly bulge (obviously), cuddle weather but no woo for me 😞
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there's two things that fans have absolutely nailed about wonu: he is a big softie, and he is big
wonwoo who is tired of being tired and wants nothing else in the world than to be with you, near you, in you. wonwoo who's been feeling needy and neglected lately with how hectic your schedule's been and how all of his free time is spend missing you cause your schedule is the exact opposite of his and so you two haven't had any chance of cuddling for more than a few hours let alone doing more than cuddling.
wonu knows that if he asks you to call on sick or gives you his soft needy eyes you'd oblige but he knows how important it is for you to be at work this time of the year- fuck fashion week really.
you've been noticing the change in his expressions when you kiss briefly and part, he wants more, so much more and if he looks like that for more than 3 seconds you'd give him what he wants what you desperately want
But ugh! Fuck fashion week.
the last day of fashion week and you want nothing more than to go home and lock yourself and wonu in your bedroom but your body needs sleep or you'll pass out (which isn't so bad with wonu, you think) but you really needed sleep. So when wonu comes back home and find you fast asleep he's happy to know you're getting the rest you need and plants a kiss to your forehead.
Not long after his adoration towards your sleeping face turns into a need to wake you up, or not wake you up at all just get into the covers and then in you.
He tries to fool himself, a kiss on your cheek, on your lips and light caresses on your neck. It's so hard to not throw the covers and have his way with you, specially after the picture you sent him earlier that morning, trying on a black dress (that became the highlight of the season for versace) and you looked so good and he felt so blessed to be the only recipient of that picture. God he was thinking from his dick.
He got into the covers and his warm body may make you feel better on most days but right now his cold feet and super cold hands were annoying you.
"wonu, your hands are cold." You said half asleep.
You feel his hands pull your tshirt up to put his hands where you he needed them, on your chest.
"im sorry love, i just really, really need you" wonwoo whines, there have been few instances of wonu being so needy where he was whining and all of those instances you couldn't walk later.
"i need you to touch me, love please"
You can feel him rutting against you all the while squeezing your chest like he would lose his sanity if he doesn't. His legs had entangled themselves with yours and his face was buried in your neck trying to muffle the moans.
You really wanted to sleep, you did. But sleep had been knocked out the moment wonu's hands found their way to your chest. Now his whines were acting like an aphrodisiac cause you could feel the familiar knot in your stomach and wetness south.
"i am not going to touch you, woo. i am sleepy." you say plainly, almost as if you weren't dying to already.
"i won't stop you, woo. just don't wake me up and be good hmm? you can do that right? take care of yourself and be good?" you were amazed by the way you were talking with so much authority like you wouldn't let him have his way with you right this instant.
"mmhmm i am, I will be good now too" wonu says in his softest tone amidst kissing sucking on your neck and moving his hips ever so slowly into you.
"but if you wake me up, I'll stop you right there. You can do as you please but you cannot wake me up, can you do that woo?" the groan from wonu is clearly audible at the end of your sentence.
"that's not fair!" woo say biting down onto your collarbone as a sign of his frustration. There's no way he can be around you and not wake you up in usual scenarios and to do that when he wants nothing more than to pin you to the bed and fuck you six ways into the week.
"I am sleeping, woo" and you really did want to. If you could be in a hot tub and sleep for a whole day you would, but right now you just wanted to see him whine and groan cause nothing is hotter than the noises he was making.
woo quickly got to work as he slowly took off his hoodie along with the shirt underneath, his bottoms follow after and the way you could feel him, his briefs had been off too. wonu was always into foreplay, even when he was too needy, like right now, he always made sure to kiss every inch of you and inch you closer before he so much as got closer to where he needed.
a series of hickeys on your and shoulder were followed by gentle kisses as wonu slowly slid your shorts off of you.
"how can you ask me to not wake you up when you're just not wearing any panties and this wet for me, you make me insane." his hands had travelled south to where you were wet and waiting for him. you wanted to quit the act and open your eyes, to moan his name and let him devour you like he wanted to, but you knew you wanted him whining more than you did whining for him.
woo took his sweet time exploring your cunt and if it weren't for your "don't wake me up" he would probably be eating you out right now.
lost in what his fingers were doing you didn't realise he was ready to be inside you until he did and god that took your breath away.
"i want you so much, i love you so much," slow but strong thrusts from wonu were followed by many compliments. he was big and you've had him many times but he always surprised you. right now, with him thrusting into you from back, you felt as if he had gotten bigger, somehow. his hands were back on your chest now playing with your nipples as he continued to thrust into you in a slow rhythm, cause he couldn't wake you up.
he was being good like he was asked, for a while he really was, until his hand travelled to your waist and was met with a slight bulge in your belly, the result of his thrust and he groaned as if he had lost whatever sanity he was holding on to. His thrusts now frantic had you waking up and moaning his name which only fueled it all and he started to thrust harder, to feel the bulge that he could not see due to the position.
he was so close, just a few more seconds in the heaven that is you and he could come, maybe even come inside if you allow him. your moans were indication you were too so he let his hands travel to your already sensitive cunt and use your wetness against you. you were coming in seconds and the way you squeezed him sent him over the edge too. He kept thrusting slowly throughout his release, almost as if to prolong it and the aftershocks had you coming twice.
few minutes passed as you both calmed down and woo pulled slowly and apologised when you winced. his face when he saw you leaking however, was unapologetic. you looked his, and he couldn't shake the thought of how much he wanted to do it again.
"don't even think about it" you say half asleep. wonu smiled and kissed your forehead before getting out of bed. aftercare was a must for wonu and although you protested having the sheets changed before you sleep, he had you picked in his arms and onto the couch as he changed the sheets and then after cleaning you gently and dressing you in fresh clothes he laid you on the bed and under covers as you had originally planned.
this time you asked wonu to sleep facing you so you could snuggle into his chest and sleep to the sound of his heartbeat.
"you know, if you wanted to hear me whine and beg, you didn't have to pretend to sleep. I'd do that anyday for you" woo whispered close to your ear.
"i wasn't pretending. it's not my fault you get all needy and pathetic for me sometimes" your cheeks heat up with the blatant lie but your face was hidden in his chest so he wasn't gonna see anyway.
"whatever you say, love" god this man won't let you sleep if he keeps talking like that.
i am tired of seeing dom mean wonwoo everywhere and so i had to write this.
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booiiee · 6 months
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when sang Mohan Kanan sang "अंधेरे को बाहों में लेके उजाले ने घर बसाया है" and when Amit Trivedi sang "अकेलेपन से छेरी जब गुफ्तगू मेरे दिल ने आवाज़ दी" and when Lucky Ali sang "अंधेरे में उजालों का सफरनामा, सवेरे सा पुराना भी नया भी है"
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booiiee · 7 months
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Just thinking of Paris
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booiiee · 8 months
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it is july and no one loves me, 2022
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