babybunnyju
just... smaller.
Libel//19//college student//she/her//lesbian//5'7 SW: 310.2//CW: 299.6//CGW: 280//UGW: 180 definitely have a long way to go. "recovering" from BED through heavy restriction. please reach out if you need to, I am always here for you. 🌸🌿
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here's some comments left under my own comment on tiktok. I don't post videos. I never have. I don't share my name, and I am not linked to any of my social media on tiktok. the only thing they saw was my tiny profile picture. that's the honest first impression people have of me. I am nothing to people. nothing to anyone other than a fat bitch. I hate myself for binging and eating like shit. tired of losing ten pounds and forgetting motivation right after, gaining it all back and more. I'm alive for nothing other than to be the epitemy of failure and laughing stock for my peers. I wish I could say this will motivate me, but it won't. it'll only push me to eat my feelings and feel like absolute shit. I can't stand this. I can't stand being fat. I can't stand being me.
#proana#not pro just using the tags#binge#binge eating disorder#bed#recovery#pro recovery#pro but only for me#only pro for me#weight loss#losing weight#starve#starving#starvation#restriction#restricting
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You guys ever get the feeling that skinny people are treated better by anyone and everything on the planet for no fucking reason???
Just me? Ok.
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yeah so, literally no food tastes as good as it feels to step on the scale and realize you’ve lost two pounds in one day.
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thoughts #8 🌸🌿
forgot how addicting the feeling of an empty stomach is...
#proana#not pro just using the tags#binge#binge eating disorder#bed#recovery#pro recovery#pro but only for me#only pro for me#weight loss#losing weight#starve#starving#starvation#restriction#restricting
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new morning and night routines 🌸🌿
☀️ wake up early-ish 💤
☀️ at least 30 mins exercise 🏃♀️
☀️ meditate/pray 🧘♀️
☀️ tarot cards and set intentions 📝
☀️ shower (exfoliate and wash face) 🚿
☀️ brush teeth 🦷
☀️ brush hair 💆♀️
☀️ moisturize 🧴
☀️ makeup 💄
☀️ games/phone until breakfast 📱
☀️ small breakfast 🍳
☀️ free time until work/go out
🌙 at least 30 mins exercise 🏃♀️
🌙 clean room 🧹
🌙 meditate/pray 🧘♀️
🌙 shower (wash body, hair, and face) 🚿
🌙 moisturize 🧴
🌙 brush teeth 🦷
🌙 brush hair 💆♀️
🌙 moisturize 🧴
🌙 games/phone until bedtime 📱
#proana#not pro just using the tags#binge#binge eating disorder#bed#recovery#pro recovery#pro but only for me#only pro for me#weight loss#losing weight#starve#starving#starvation#restriction#restricting
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weightloss curse
oh no! a curse to lose 3 lbs!
like to recharge, reblog to activate
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do you still say reading is one of your favorite activities/hobbies even though you haven’t actually read in months but you used to read like a book a day when you were younger so much so that it became a personality trait and now you for some reason cannot for the life of you make yourself read but you’re still emotionally attached to that part of you and hope by speaking it into existence you’ll someday rediscover that happy version of yourself or are you normal?
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thoughts #7 🌸🌿
um... just visited ED twitter to follow a bit of drama and I swear I will never join in over there... it is so toxic omfg. bitches are so mean to each other there. if y'all ever start acting up like that in here, I'm out.
#proana#not pro just using the tags#binge#binge eating disorder#bed#recovery#pro recovery#pro but only for me#only pro for me#weight loss#losing weight#starve#starving#starvation#restriction#restricting
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fцck “summer bodies” im working towards my fall body, dreaming of drinking hot coffee wearing a big cozy sweater that drapes on me and shows my thin legs in leggings or skinny jeans 🍁🍂
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yesss I need to post my goal rewards soon! it's the easiest way to motivate myself.
Does anyone set rewards for themselves? Like “oh once I reach this weight I can let myself do this” Or is that just me?
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thoughts #7 🌸🌿
how do I get n i c o t i n e I'm only 19 bro I hate that they changed the law. I need something to distract me from fuckin eating.
#proana#not pro just using the tags#binge#binge eating disorder#bed#recovery#pro recovery#pro but only for me#only pro for me#weight loss#losing weight#starve#starving#starvation#restricting#restriction
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thoughts #6 🌸🌿
gonna start thinking about my weight loss in dress sizes. I'm currently a 20/22 and I think I'd be happy in a 14/16. (if that doesn't end up being enough, I'll go from there...) that's only about 5 dress sizes I have to drop. each size is about 15 pounds. I'm hoping that thinking in smaller goals like this will help!!
#proana#not pro just using the tags#binge#binge eating disorder#bed#recovery#pro recovery#pro but only for me#only pro for me#weight loss#losing weight#starve#starving#starvation#restricting#restriction
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back from a break 🌸🌿
sorry I disappeared for a while 🥺 I had my birthday and ate so much up until then... yesterday was the last day of celebration, so I'm back now and need to get back on track. if you see me slip away, push me back into place!! I need to LOSE!!!!!!
#proana#not pro just using the tags#binge#binge eating disorder#bed#recovery#pro recovery#pro but only for me#only pro for me#weight loss#losing weight#starve#starving#starvation#restricting#restriction
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PSA
I think i speak for every ED blog when i say that even though i hate myself and my body - i do not think the same about any of my followers.
you could weigh 200lbs more than me and i still would not think you’re ugly, MY body dysmorphia and my ED does not extend to you
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