this is me if u even give a fuck

chilling

im so mentally tired i cant keep doing this, 5 days ago it was my bday and i turned 18, i was planning to stay 17 forever but im so afraid to do it idk why and im so scared of the future now bcs im an adult and have to do stuff like i have to take my driving licence, get a job and idk what else i have to do, also now i am a senior in high school and i was supposed to study for my final exams months ago but i didn't bcs when i study the voices in my head are getting louder and say weird stuff instead of studying also when i try to study my sister puts songs in her computer on full volume and i cant focus so i can study properly, i cant do this anymore im too tired for all of this, 2024 is not my year

need to die young and tragically

never related too much on any other lyrics than this

life sucks i cant do this shit anymore im abt to pull a Cecilia Lisbon

who want me

i would do anything to go back and time and be her again

i cant do this shit anymore i feel so mentally tired i have to study for my final exams who are in 1 month and i cant idk why, wtf is wrong with me (2024 is definitely not my year) also next month i turn 18 years old and i dont want to be 18 or an adult i just want to be 17 forever (and be 7 feet under the earth)

I don’t wanna liveeee - lana del Rey ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

this nostalgia and rot inside of me is gonna eat me from the inside out one day

i miss that one girl who i was best friends with sm, why did i ruin our friendship?? whats wrong with me?? and why do i miss so much my childhood even tho it sucked

i wish i was different

laura palmer / ptolemaea by ethel cain

A mock funeral held for Laura Palmer in Tokyo on February 23, 1992.

i want to look like this type of shit