My room has been silent since you left. The drinking water fountain I got you don’t make a sound anymore. Your automatic feeder is quiet now. The self cleaning Litter box that I was so happy to get you hasn’t made a peep for a couple days now. I’ve rearranged my room and put away your stuff so that I can move on. Coming home to see the same furniture in the exact spot as when you left me. I know your still in my heart and can’t wait for you to come back home but no longer as one. I hate that I had to make the decision to bury or cremate you, the thought of it breaks my heart. I hope your with me with every move I make. I love you. https://www.instagram.com/p/CnIVYt1rX8Q/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

I don’t care if these bitches don’t like me Cause, like, I’m pretty as f**k - @theestallion https://www.instagram.com/p/CmM-L6aJyuK/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Cant wait to tell you about my announcement. Between you and me, I’ll tell you tomorrow. Don’t tell nobody because it’s classified. https://www.instagram.com/p/Clu1ikUssN0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

2022 was such a wild ride, even though we still have a couple weeks left. 2022 was an eye opener for a lot of things, it showed me who was real, who was fake, and who actually cares. I have had so many downs this year and my depression has kicked my ass along with my sidekicks anxiety, adhd, and my autism. This hasn’t been my best year but I’m still grateful for everything that life has thrown at me. When I’m posting music and dancing in my room it helps me level out after work because anxiety is always attacking me, and making me think I’m no good for anyone because why don’t I have a relationship.. right now I’m currently still in the same mindset but I’m hoping in 2023 I’ll be getting my mind straight and focused on what matters. I want to be who I want to be without having to explain myself. I want to be an independent person without worrying about other people. I feel like 2023 will be better!! Maybe next year I’ll be okay with family members that has stopped talking to me just because of my sexuality. Just a work in progress. https://www.instagram.com/p/Clrw1hrL0BB/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

2022 was such a wild ride I know we still have a couple of weeks left in the year but this will be last Instagram post for the year besides posting on my Instagram stories. 2022 was an eye opener for a lot of things, it showed me who was real, who was fake, and who actually cares. I have had so many downs this year and my depression has kicked my ass along with my sidekicks anxiety, adhd, and my autism. This hasn’t been my best year but I’m still grateful for everything that life has thrown at me. When I’m posting music and dancing in my room it helps me level out after work because anxiety is always attacking me, and making me think I’m no good for anyone because why don’t I have a relationship.. right now I’m currently still in the same mindset but I’m hoping in 2023 I’ll be getting my mind straight and focused on what matters. I want to be who I want to be without having to explain myself. I want to be an independent person without worrying about other people. I feel like 2023 will be better!! https://www.instagram.com/p/ClrSkngp8bW/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

I’ve always been crazy but lovable. I guess that’s one of my many characteristics. I have different sides to me as anyone would. I’m simply just being me and no one can take that away from me! 🥰🥰 https://www.instagram.com/p/ClKCgp8psm0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Yes I know Thanksgiving hasn’t rolled around but it’s about to be my favorite time of the year! Christmas and Halloween are my favorite holidays!!! Happy Sunday everyone! https://www.instagram.com/p/Ck6liI3pqME/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

It’s spooky season! I hope everyone is enjoying their day, and being safe out there! Im not planning on dressing up this year but I do want to see your best costumes from this year and I will repost them on my Instagram/Facebook story!! Happy Halloween! 👻🎃💀😳😱😈👹 https://www.instagram.com/p/CkYXexxL3HV/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Here’s a little photo edit I made. I’m trying to find new and creative ways for my photos just bear with me. This is just the beginning!! 🥰🥰 https://www.instagram.com/p/Cj6aIHNvlLX/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

I know I’m a little late to say.. but happy Spooktober SZN!!! I love cozy and the spooky time of year!!! Christmas might be my favorite holiday but Halloween is my second of all time. Happy October! https://www.instagram.com/p/CjY2MxDv1aB/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Than you can leave 👀 (at Massachusetts) https://www.instagram.com/p/CjQqnnUrZEb/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

I had the most fun Tuesday night! I need and want to go back! Thank you @maceyy.kirk for tagging along with me! Thank you @lilnasx for a spectacular show. I will definitely come again to your next one! You and your crew put your whole Nas-ussy into this show, and bringing your nephew onstage was so cute!! Please I just want to do that night again it was so much fun!! 🥰🥰 Thank you @livenation for pulling all of this together! It will be a night I’ll never forget!! - #tryme #ImOverIt #tired #stayingpositive #arianagrande #arianator #photoshoot #iphone #apple #portraitmode #photopuzzle - #gay #bisexual #lgbt #pride #catdad #snapchat #filter #goodvibes #happy #music #photo #selfie #puzzlegrid #selfietime #alabamabisexual #biguy #bisexualguy #instabisexual #instabi (at Coca-Cola Roxy) https://www.instagram.com/p/CjFyPuqLqLP/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

I'm not building a wall between people I'm building a fence so that I can peek through whether or not to let people in. 🥰🥰Much love today. Trying to be social media positive to stay positive today haha https://www.instagram.com/p/CiSlzj1L8-n/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Miss Kitty, my best friend. She’s been through my ups and downs, seen me cry, watch me dance and sing. She’s watched me grow into the person I am today. Love you miss kitty 🥰🥰 you are truly my best friend. I’m glad you’ve been with me for the past 10 years and I hope your here long enough to see where I am the next 10 https://www.instagram.com/p/CiGm2BIrlZT/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Loved my stay at the Christmas Inn! - #arianagrande #arianator #melaniemartinez #gay #bisexual #lgbt #lilnasx #pride #catdad #snapchat #filter #goodvibes #happy #music #photo #selfie #tattoos #instapuzzle #puzzlegrid #selfietime #alabamabisexual #biguy #bisexualguy #instabisexual #bealright #dangerouswoman #happyplace #imstagay #instabi #cutebi https://www.instagram.com/p/Ch2rXQ0JKK7/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Had fun at the wax museum and at the Beyond the Lense places! 🥰🥰 https://www.instagram.com/p/Ch2qTkbJ_T3/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Some more fun! https://www.instagram.com/p/Ch2pU2ZpWad/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=