Gonchorav reminds me a lot of the ship stuck in Suez Canal. It shows how nature is bound to take its anti capitalist course, and at the centre of it is tumblr like the savior we all look up to for guidance!
We all can agree that the opening dance sequence on Footloose is the best thing to ever happen to television! But what I love the most about it is that when Marcus starts dancing, everyone except Luther is confused - including Diego whose hallucination it actually is! But Luther is the only one who anticipates the dance and replies without missing a beat! The himbo confidence on my man even in his brother's hallucination is what I am here for!
So I finally watched the last season of Umbrella Academy! I know, I am late. But I had ongoing projects so forgive me trying to earn my rent money!
But...
What the fuck
What the fuck
What the actual fuck
I have so many questions and nobody on any message board is answering them instead they are just gushing over Stanley. I mean, gush away, Stan's ma boy! But also tell me where the fuck is Sloane?
I could watch these two sitting on a couch having parallel conversations as a 3 hour long feature and then probably hit the replay button several times.
The ending hit me like a wrecking ball! And I am not complaining.
Imagine being a reverse Superman where you're really weak and struggle to keep up with your peers for your whole life until you learn that you're actually just from a race of aliens with comparatively shit body strength. This is the premise of Tarzan
This is the power of television right here! Turn their colonizing rhetoric (they used to oppress half of the world with) back onto them, girl! More power to you!
My previously colonized ass found an almost perverse joy in seeing a Brit marginalized and alienated in the beginning of this show.
But I also liked the character development of him turning into a Derry Girl!
On really hard days, I remind myself of the scene from Derry Girls when Sister Michael is sitting on the bus and giggling while reading The Exorcist. It gives me life, it gives me happiness, and I think this scene deserves to be in a museum!
It's time for another anxiety doodle. ANXIETY DOODLE 3.
I have a pretty crippling travel anxiety. I weep uncontrollably, twitch, pluck my hair and over all feel like I have a big boulder on my chest right before my travel. It mysteriously goes away the moment I hop into a car or get into a flight. But the time leading up to the travel is excruciatingly painful mentally.
Tomorrow I am starting the journey to move to whole another continent for my studies. It's a big move, a big journey, and a really long flight. My anxiety has been making it worse. I know I should seek help for it, even maybe take medication, but even seeking medical help scares me because I don't think I am ready for everything else that will open up in the process.
My anxiety continues. But making these repeated patterns has helped a little. But not much. They are not a replacement for medical help, they are just a little coping mechanism till I find it and find the strength to seek it.