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anndiary365 · 2 years
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Even if the situation is chaotic, hopeless, and moment’s of worries financially, I will still trust You, my God.
For nothing is impossible with You.
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anndiary365 · 2 years
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Hi! I don’t have anything to post today but I just want to remember God’s goodness in my life.
A bit tired.
Exhausted.
Hopeless.
Felling empty these days
But I know the truth and that truth is my Father, my King and my Savior is with me even the situation is chaotic and unknowingly tiring.
Steady my heart, Lord.
Guide me by your Holy Spirit.
Protect me, Father God.
For your thoughts are higher than my thoughts.
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anndiary365 · 2 years
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It’s been a while since I poster here…
Been in a very busy schedule and had a breakdown all at the same time but still I am alive and still standing. I won’t be able to be here without the grace and love of God.
Although I am still in my current season yet standing up against all the negativities in life, it’s really tough, really tough.
But the word of God is life and pure. He always leads me and guides me, and it’s really fascinating because I’m at peace, still at peace although my mind is battling against the current of life, but still I’m at peace. It’s weird though.
But the truth is, God is with me, with us, no matter what your circumstances are in, whether you’re grateful or not.
“I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go, and I will bring you back to this land. I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you.” - Genesis 28:15
😭🙏
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anndiary365 · 3 years
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Leave me alone, Worries!
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Today, my worries about my bills are aching my head. I am always like this. I am a person who plans ahead of the time, always has plan Bs, Cs, Ds, etc. It is somehow a good strength but it worries me a lot. I am still not done with my bills but every time I am in this situation, lacking yet standing, God never leaves nor forsake me. Always reminding me that who He says he is, that's Him. If God says that He is faithful, He is faithful. If God says He is my provider, our provider, and that HE IS. We doubt sometimes because our current situations are eating us alive but we should always remember, or should I say, Ann, you should always remember that in your current situation, God is with you. Your current circumstances will end soon. God loves you so much.
"THE LORD ISN'T SLOW ABOUT KEEPING HIS PROMISES." 2 Peter 3:9 That's why, today, LEAVE ME ALONE, WORRIES!
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anndiary365 · 3 years
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God’s Faithfulness
He is always the same even from the past to the future, He will always be the same - our faithful and loving Father ❤️
When we are on our low moments, that’s the toughest time that we need to trust God for He is faithful. Toughest because it will not be easy but that is the only way we can do - trust the Lord with all our hearts and lean not on our own understanding.
Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. (Proverbs 3:5)
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anndiary365 · 3 years
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Silent Battles
September 22, 2021
We all have our own stories.
Stories that are positive and at the same time negative. But that does not mean that we will dwell on the negatives.
It is hard to always look for a hopeful situation and on the positive side when you are struggling. I, myself, is also struggling and somehow, sometimes loosing hope but I remember that God will not allow it if He knows that you cannot do it.
I realized that maybe or not maybe or certainly, God allowed this (my current season) to be part of my life this year is because He trusted and believed that I can overcome it. Even if it is really hard for me to the point that I would just like to be gone on earth and just be with Him already, but He knows already that I can overcome this. I am still in the transition of refreshing my mind and my heart regarding my current situation but I am certain that after this season of my life, I will be stronger and I will grow more for His purpose.
I may be tired of living, I may feel worthless, but one thing is for sure, I am not fighting alone. I am with God and that He is there always to fight for my silent battles.
I may be wondering, lost sometimes, but God is my guide. He will never leave me nor forsake me.
PS. I am still in process but my current problems will end soon.
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anndiary365 · 3 years
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God or Self?
August 28, 2021
Every morning, when I wake up, sometimes I thanked God for the another day and prayed for His will be done, and strength to overcome the day. But most of the time, I was distracted by the plans I have for the day - work tasks, payables, what will I wear for work etc.
After reading a bible plan from Bible App, I realized that I should be rejoicing and worshipping God every time I woke up and just focus on Him first before my own things to do. I realized that I should put God first in everything, whether I eat, I talk, I socialize, I work etc - everything. It will be hard for the beginning but the more we do it, the more that we will be used to it.
So, we should always remember these verses:
“Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things.” - Colossians‬ ‭3:2‬ ‭NIV‬‬
“And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.” ‭‭- Colossians‬ ‭3:17‬ ‭NIV‬‬
“But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.” ‭‭- Matthew‬ ‭6:33‬ ‭NIV‬‬
“Whoever finds their life will lose it, and whoever loses their life for my sake will find it.” ‭‭- Matthew‬ ‭10:39‬ ‭NIV‬‬
Reflection:
Put God First.
Second, Self.
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anndiary365 · 3 years
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DAY 8 - 13 ✨
I felt like really loved by this verse. Well, we can also find it in John 3:16, but I also felt the same way here.
In Isaiah 55:11, it says that “I turned away angry for only a moment, but I will show you my love forever.” ❤️
Waaah 😭❤️
It is as it is. He loves us. Past, Present, Future. He will never change. God is love. ❤️
I really do not know what to say now but as I am playing the piano while singing Even When It Hurts by Hillsong, it is… 😭❤️ I am just so speechless.
Yes, I am currently in my season wherein I felt like I am alone in this journey but it is like, “Joy, you need to move forward. Do not be distracted by the noises around you, whatever it is. It is not about you, it is about God. You cannot control everything, give it to God. Whatever it is that is bothering you whether financially, the future, etc. all of it, give and surrender it all to God.”
God is my salvation and my help in times of need. I may be a sinner but I am already redeemed by God because He loves me ❤️✨
And that’s what makes me stand in this long and unseen journey. 🙏✨
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anndiary365 · 3 years
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House and Lot for Sale! Just message me to those who would like to invest and have their own house and lot! 😊🙏✨💕
34 sqm with title 😀
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anndiary365 · 3 years
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Day 7 - 8
A very challenging day indeed. Tired. Mentally. Peaceful, physically. I am always saying this every day that God is good all the time and all the time, God is good. I did not know when I started to experience this I really wanted to end all of this things asap. (I cannot elaborate those things but yeah.. :( ) It saddens me every time I remember it but when I look up in the sky, I am reminded that God is here, God is good all the time. Maybe my current season right now is just a test for me for a higher purpose. Maybe I need to overcome this for me to be able to handle it with proper management and care in God's perfect timing. It is hard and sometimes I just want to cry on someone's physical shoulder. Although I already cried to God a lot of times, I somehow would like to experience being taken care of. But then, the perfect joy and hope that I wanted in life is from God only. I can only experience great joy and hope when I am with God. Although sometimes I feel like I am so far away from Him but again, God is with me whatever happens.
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anndiary365 · 3 years
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Day 5 - 6
"Call to me, and I will answer you; I will tell you wonderful and marvelous things that you know nothing about." - Jeremiah 33:3
God is so amazing!
Before I write this diary, I asked God for His message for me and Jeremiah 33:3 just appeared in my mind. I believe it came from God because He knows what I really need at this time.
He said "Call to me, and I will answer you; I will tell you wonderful and marvelous things that you know nothing about." I was amazed. We all know that God is there, that He is listening but sometimes we forget His goodness and His faithfulness whenever we are on the sunset journey. God says, "Call to me, and I will answer you." This verse answers all of our problems and anxieties in life. Instead of seeking for other things to comfort us, why not seek God? I've read a bible plan topic and it says that the more we focus on something, the more our hearts will be inclined to. It is somehow like this, the more we read God's words, the more we will know Him; the more we will be fully satisfied. I am not saying this because I do not make mistakes or whatsoever, because I do lots of mistakes, sins, etc. I just want to share the thought of what I believe in, of what makes me run until this time to finish the race and to receive the reward in heaven.
I am really excited to know the marvelous things God said to all of us that we know nothing about! I am very, really excited! I do not know when, but I am looking forward to it!
I am not okay today because of things that are not controllable but somehow I have the part in it but I cannot do this alone, I need God. I want Him.
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anndiary365 · 3 years
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Day 4: My Champion
It was a fun Saturday, a peaceful yet challenging day.
Every day has its own problems.
Every day has its own thing to be celebrated.
We have our own prayers.
God hears us, hears our silent heart, silent prayers. Whether our prayers are not yet answered or still currently waiting for His answer, we still need to trust Him and praise Him.
Remember, God’s perfect timing is the best. We might wait, but it will be worth it.
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anndiary365 · 3 years
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DAY 3: Pray More, Worry Less
Today is my brother’s birthday and my 1 year anniversary in my current employer! ✨🥳🙏❤️
I thanked God for everything happened to me in the past, present and in the future.
Worrying is somehow triggers my anxieties and my insecurities in life, however, I realized that if I dwell more in worrying, all the negativities will stuck in my brain. On the other hand, if I dwell on God’s words and meditate on it all day and night, peace shall remain in my thoughts. So, which is better? Of course, meditating on God’s words. Right? Hehe but it is still hard right? It’s like learning, it’s a continuous process, it never ends.
To conclude, it is better to pray than to worry.
Yes, I understand, it is not simple but if we want to start it, why not now? :)
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anndiary365 · 3 years
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““Just because it’s not happening right now, doesn’t mean it never will.” - Unknown”
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anndiary365 · 3 years
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““Always go with the choice that scares you the most, because that’s the one that’s going to help you to grow.” - Caroline Myss”
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anndiary365 · 3 years
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DAY 2: Life is a Gift
“If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you.” - John‬ ‭15:7‬ ‭NIV‬‬
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Today is a gift from God. Well, every day naman 💕
I went to our new branch in Manila for its ribbon cutting and blessing and it was amazing, God is amazing! ✨
After the event, we went to Ayala for lunch. Little did I know that the lunch were splendid. An American-Japan-Korean Restaurant. Lord, thank You for all of Your blessings through those people who treated me for a meal and merienda 🙏💕
God hears our prayers. He hears our broken hearts, our silent cries and whispers. He hears everything. He knows it all before we say it to Him and He heard me. God is really awesome!
You know, we can face a lot of challenges, situations that are hard to deal with because we cannot control it anymore, but when You surrender it to God, You will have peace even if the situation is messy and cannot be determined. Although, I felt insignificant again because of the expectations from me but I realize now, as I am writing this, that I do not work for them, I do work for God’s glory. I do not need to prove myself that I am worthy in the tasks that they assigned to me because I am already. I am victorious already.
You know sometimes, if we feel the negativities already, we should combat it with positivities and possibilities because if we will stick on those negativities, we will be buried. Even if it is hard, tell yourself, “I am who God says I am” whenever you felt like you are not important or whatever it is. I always comfort myself and telling myself of all those good things that I know I am, even if it is hard, we have to. Tell yourself all the truths and not the lies.
Life is a gift from God. It can be punished but it cannot be ruined most especially, if we are with God.
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anndiary365 · 3 years
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Remembering His Goodness
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DAY1: Life is hard but living without a purpose is harder.
Earlier, I read this verse from a bible app. I usually read "today's verse" every time I wake up. It is like a routine to me, part of my life, before I go to work.
Today, I felt like I am unimportant and a failure. Yeah, I felt that. It triggers again because of my work... as a performance-based work, I somehow feel like I cannot do things at all, like I am not capable of doing the tasks again. I do not know why I felt this but earlier, after I read Psalm 59:16, it was like, okay, yeah, I know. I do not know what's going on with me earlier. Maybe because of the goal of our work that I have not even helped them to reach that? Maybe that's the reason I felt so down again. I am writing things here because I do not want to stuck it in my tired brain :D
While I was working, I stared at my laptop, just doing nothing. Then I listened to music, then "It is so" played by Elevation Worship.
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During the first verse, I cried already. Even while singing this song, I am crying. I remembered God's goodness in my life, His faithfulness, His promises that never fails. I remembered the cross, His love for me.
Living here on earth is really hard but living without a purpose is harder. That purpose is living with God. I am important, loved and a success. Being unimportant, a failure are all lies. It is hard to believe but that is the truth. I do have lots of regrets, mistakes but I believe that those are miracles in the making, that God is working.
Truly, my God is my fortress and my refuge in times of trouble.
Sunset is beautiful but sunrise is prettier.
It is like my current season right now, it might be like a sunset but tomorrow will be another day, my sunrise will shine again. There is always hope, a living hope, and His name is Jesus.
I will worship Him and give Him praises because He is worthy of it all.
We might have our own different stories but one thing is for sure, God is here. He is alive. We just need to seek Him.
Believing is hard, yes, but if you try it, nothing will go to waste.
Sincerely,
Ann
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