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Love him too much.
Another draw of mine...
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This is one of my favourite moment of the manga so far... there are times where I spend hours just staring at this scene . It's so deep, passionate, genuine, romantic, full of love ...I couldn't resist to not draw them...it took me almost 3 hours but it was worth it! Love u both , looking forward to seeing a very deserved happy ending!❤️
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Have you ever noticed that...
The very first man who treats Yashiro gently , vanilla sex without hurting him is the Yakuza guy who worked under Hirata in Ch 10 and he also has a scar of the chick like (my husband) Doumeki has?
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My heart doesn't stop melting....love them too much ❤️🥺
#saezuru tori wa habatakanai#doumeki chikara#twittering birds never fly#yashiro#yashiro and doumeki in love#comics#saezuru chapter 56#love them
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"it tastes like you" 🥺❤️
That bittersweet taste now and always 💘
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I am so in love with them ❤️
Ch. 52 vs ch. 56 (spoiler)
I absolutely looove how Yashiro wraps his arms around Doumeki. Little by little he’s taking what he wants and drawing it closer to himself. He’s taking the initiative here and accepting the intimacy that comes along with loving/ gentle sex. And his hair…he looks so young, it’s almost as if Doumeki is slowly but surely overwriting and - should I be so daring as to say - healing that deeply wounded young boy.
Y completely melts when he’s with D <3
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I tell myself it don't mean a thing,
That what we got, got no hold on me
But when you're not there, I just crumble.
I tell myself I don't care that much,
But I feel like I'd die
Till I feel your touch.
Only love
Only love can hurt like this
Only love can hurt like this
Must have been a deadly kiss
Only love can hurt like this.
Said I wouldn't care if you walked away,
But everytime you're there, I'm begging you to stay
And when you come close, I just tremble.
And everytime, everytime you go
It's like a knife that cuts right to my soul.
Only love
Only love can hurt like this
Only love can hurt like this
Must have been a deadly kiss
Only love can hurt like this.
But it's the sweetest pain
Burning hot through my veins
Love is torture, makes me more sure.
Only love can hurt like this
And it must have been a deadly kiss.
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Can doumeki and yashiro confess and fuck already? this bitch is tired of waiting their happy ending it’s been 84 years
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Oh How The Turn Tables
When I did meta for Chapter 46 I spoke extensively about the reverse dynamic; however, in Chapter 47, Yoneda Kou really brings it home in a way we all didn’t expect. Yashiro is impotent.
Apparently, Yashiro has been impotent for the last four years which, to me, explains a lot. He’s still Yashiro but there’s been something subdued about his character (yes even when he’s wrecking a pet store) it’s more like in the quiet moments, he’s not himself. He’s not the lacivious smug jerk he was in volume one. And that’s because a core coping mechanism that he relies on has been altered.
Let’s dig deeper. Yashiro has responded to the sexual trauma of his youth by being promiscuous and that enables him to avoid feelings. He drives away or fires anyone who gets emotionally close to him and whenever someone even hints at something more than surface level, he brushes it off.
Also, his old trauma has been added to. Let’s not discount how bad things got four years ago. Not only was he shot, he lost the movement in his right arm for a period of time, and he was on the run. THEN he is practically choked to death by Hirata, has his head bashed in with a rock, and loses sight in one eye (also Yashiro not being able to see out of one eye is totally symbolic of him only seeing one side of himself but that’s another entire meta post.) I’m sorry but that would leave anyone shook. Plus (and @saezurumurmurs and I were talking about this on twitter) once you age, you start to feel your mortality strongly. I think Yashiro, nearing 40 and dealing with his death more than once in a short time, was shook down to his core.
Now, let’s couple that with how he felt during sex with Doumeki. Because Doumeki broke through all of Yashiro’s walls. He got close to Yashiro, felt something for Yashiro, and survived all of Yashiro’s lame firings. And Yashiro got emotionally close to him, enough that when Doumeki was in imminent danger, Yashiro broke down in the shower. Doumeki took the initiative once Yashiro’s walls were down (because when does that happen, really? just once before in Tadayoedo?) and proceeded to show Yashiro what true, caring, gentle sex is. And let me tell you, having sex with someone who cares about you is something else. It was so very different than what Yashiro was used to - it fed his soul.
It was the apple that Yashiro took a bite out of, bringing him knowledge that – combined with all the trauma from above – left him bereft. And Yashiro wishes he hadn’t had a taste of that apple because then he wouldn’t know what he was missing. Doumeki truly was forbidden fruit that - once eaten - changed Yashiro’s world.
And even though Yashiro’s mind doesn’t remember Doumeki, Yashiro’s body does and he becomes impotent. It doesn’t stop him though, he still resorts to old patterns, which results in further trauma: in this chapter, during sex with Inami, Yashiro remembers being assaulted and beaten in an alley, and the rough session with Inami – especially now that Doumeki is back in the picture – no longer feels like sex, it feels like what Yashiro experienced at the hands of his uncle.
So for four years Yashiro has been unable to perform, until Chapter 44 when Doumeki holds him in the shower. That’s why Yashiro furiously beats off after their encounter, and once he’s done says “Four years, huh?” aklshalhs And that’s also why in Chapter 46 Doumeki says WERE YOU PENT UP? after their encounter because Yashiro was; he was so pent up that he was daydreaming about kissing (and tbh Doumeki has such swagger now that he’d get anyone up, Yashiro didn’t stand a chance.)
In this chapter, Yashiro runs to Inami to compare how Inami made him feel vs how Doumeki made him feel (and we know who the winner is here.) During sex with Inami Yashiro thinks of Doumeki because now only Doumeki can satisfy him; which is hilarious because before the timeskip, only Yashiro who could get Doumeki up. Clearly, they are made for each other.
But there are some hurdles. After all this time, Doumeki isn’t going to be the one to initiate, to show feelings. That’s on Yashiro now; this relationship won’t move any further unless Yashiro gets in touch with his emotions and admits his love. And stops being so stubborn. Of course, Yashiro isn’t just sleeping with Inami for recreation, he’s also trying to get information - which is exactly what Doumeki told him NOT to do and is classic Yashiro. He was doing this in Chapter 1 so why stop now. In this chapter he’s trying to find out about Okuyama, and when Inami drops Yashiro off back at his building Doumeki is there, wanting to know what is going on. He rudely tells Inami to leave (which I’m dying at btw) and Inami nopes the fuck out of there because he’s not collecting ass beatings. Yashiro is less than pleased. He tells Doumeki that the visit was “just business” and he’s “not a guard dog anymore” and Doumeki is like “well…what about the arrangement” (you know, where you only sleep with me bc you’re a handful and I have to watch that you don’t interfere with our group’s business) and Yashiro answers with “I don’t think I’m going to take you up on that” (because I still want to be in control even though I only respond to you) and Doumeki basically says YOU WILL.
And you know what? Yashiro will because a few times during this chapter we see how Yashiro sees Doumeki. Like when he’s on the cover, all devoted and intense, and here, with a small smile on his face. Despite all his bluster, Yashiro is besotted and it’s only a matter of time until he gives in. His coping mechanism doesn’t work anymore so he can’t keep his feelings bottled up. And if he wants to cope, he needs to use Doumeki.
Can I mention that in certain panels, Doumeki looks like volume one Yashiro? The part of the hair, the self-assured smugness? And Yashiro is more confused, more vulnerable, looking like Doumeki in earlier volumes as well. So we’ve come full circle. And where will we go from here? Hopefully forward. Yoneda Kou is confirmed for the next issue of ihrHertz, so chapter 48 he we come!
Other things of note:
-In the first pages of the chapter you see Nanahara watching over Yashiro from a distance when Doumeki takes him away from Inami at the end of chapter 45-beginning of chapter 46. I love that he was lowkey trailing them.
-Which leads to another part of the chapter: SUGIMOTO IS BACK. Our boy is lookin fine and him and Nanahara have a discussion about if Yashiro should be out by himself and/or needs a guard and, for some reason, this time Nanahara isn’t keeping an eye on him. But Doumeki is *fingerguns*
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Happy birthday to the sexiest guy ever!
One more photo....
And that's all.
Ok maybe one more.
It's the last one. I promise.
#doumeki chikara#saezuru tori wa habatakanai#twittering birds never fly#yashiro#yashiro and doumeki in love#anime#love them#i love him#doumeki
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Have you read all of the latest chapter? I was wondering if you're going to write a review with images because I remember tumblr had some dividing opinions for the first time D & Y did it.... not sure what people think of the new chapter honestly as it looked very sad and without love... :(
Hello Anon, and to all the other Anons who asked for a summary! Welcome to Chapter 46... abridged!
Spoilers beyond this point!!!
Our story begins where we left off... I would like to just thank Yoneda Kou for just ignoring Inami's existence and not even showing his perplexed expression when Doumeki hauls Yashiro off.
Yashiro can't believe it either, and this is the most self-satisfied face I've ever seen on Doumeki.
This chapter is chock full of wallpapers and phone lock screens. I hope this shot gets made into a poster!
Yashiro and Doumeki have a stare down as they discuss what floor Yashiro lives on and how Doumeki wouldn't mind doing it in the elevator, but the doors could open any minute and after all, other people live here!!! So Yashiro relents and tells him he lives on Floor 36 (for those of you keeping score!)
Tall much?? The height difference kink has ticked up to 11.
As fate would have it, someone does get on the elevator, and Yashiro has a pop-up fantasy of kissing Doumeki...
She is every one of us....
Yashiro is confused at why he is having these little bouts of romantic fantasy, and he tells Doumeki to stop staring at him because it isn’t helping his situation.
Yashiro has so many great faces in this chapter.
They get to Yashiro’s door and he has some trouble getting the key to go in, and when Doumeki offers to help, Yashiro ignores him. Is it his eyesight? Or the fact that he's about to have sex with Doumeki after 4 years? Once they enter Yashiro's place, Yashiro removes his shoes and Doumeki asks where the bed is. Yashiro very casually (almost like a home tour) points to where his bed is located. Doumeki grabs him by the arm and tosses him on the bed.
Doumeki is a little less violent than Misumi had been but they are about the same thing: Get Yashiro out of his clothes.
Doumeki is Crouching Tiger, Hidden Sex-Fiend!!!
Yashiro tells him he doesn't care if he's dressed or not but Doumeki wants a Yashiro refresher!
Please enjoy (with elevator music) this small montage of sexy faces of Yashiro...
Yashiro notices that Doumeki is different than he was before. Perhaps a little more skilled in some things... which makes Yashiro believe he must have had a woman in the last 4 years. And because Yashiro is now plagued with pop-up fantasies, he gets an image of the LUCKIEST WOMAN IN SAEZURU!!!
Doumeki’s fantasy woman gets more action than Yashiro does now!
But this fantasy doesn’t turn Yashiro on the way it used to so he fights back...
But despite his “efforts” to stop Doumeki (you’d swear Yashiro has never kicked someone before...use those legs to do more than just wrap around Doumeki’s waist!!!) Yashiro cums and Doumeki notes that Yashiro came a lot, as if he wasn’t out there having sex non-stop like he used to. Hmmm..... I wonder if there are any clues? Any hints? No? None???? None at all???
Yashiro quips that Doumeki must have a woman, right? and Doumeki doesn’t deny it, just simply acknowledges “You can tell?”
Poor Yashiro’s emotional rollercoaster. He tells Doumeki if he’s done then he can leave. But Doumeki isn’t done with him yet.
ROUND 2....FIGHT!!
Yashiro always did love Doumeki’s lap. DarkMeki’s lap is now a sexual position.
When it’s all over... Doumeki pauses... and looks...
and....
Ah... not yet...
Doumeki announces that he’s leaving, and he lays down the law for Yashiro.
No more talking to Inami. No more seeing Inami. No more running around having sex with Inami or any other strangers while they are working together.
If you have needs, I’ll take care of them for the time being.
Yashiro laments that Doumeki didn’t even put his dick in, so how does he think he’s going to take care of his needs.
Yashiro sports his new beefed-up movie bod for the manga. Doumeki tells him this is the price you pay for meddling in another group’s private business. Deal with it, or leave.
Doumeki leaves and we get what I feel is the most important moment in the entire chapter: Yashiro’s NEW APARTMENT!! What is the rent on this place, cuz.... is that a fold-out futon sofa? Love that little loft-style bedroom. Baby loft! I own those cube bookcases! I feel so much closer to Yashiro knowing we have the same teeny tiny little home! Does he pay himself so little????
Yashiro has been served! And now the balls are in his court and he must now choose which move to make. Yashiro thinks over his predicament and we see his hand start to shake as he realizes how laughable and ironic his current situation is.
That’s chapter 46 in a nutshell...
These two dummies need to figure out the whole give-and-take of a relationship. Doumeki doesn’t take anything for himself here, which may be why Yashiro thinks there’s a woman. Doumeki is the pleasure KING! He’s sexy, he’s hot, he knows how to take off a glove for maximum eroticism. For this moment, Yashiro was kind of swept up in Typhoon DarkMeki, but I have a feeling Yashiro won’t be as easy next time. Perhaps he needs to get a few drinks into Kamiya and get the real story of Doumeki’s elusive “woman.” (Doumeki has referred to Chestnut as his “woman” when he was lying to Kamiya... I just snorted when I laughed out loud over this thought.)
Now for the bad news.... Chapter 47 will NOT be in the next issue that comes out 11/30. So we may be looking at January 30 (Yashiro’s birthday!!!) as our next crumb of relief. However for every CLOUD that GATHERS there is a STORM BREAKING!!! Rumors and speculations are flying that we are going to get the movie 2 announcement. I’m from a gambling town, so Luck be a dark, sexy lover tonight!!!
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NON CI POSSO CREDERE 🥺
HOUSTON THIS IS NOT A DRILL. THERE IS TOUCHING. I REPEAT. THERE IS TOUCHING.
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The teaser for Saezuru chapter 46 is finally here, and Doumeki actually made it to Yashiro’s bedroom!
D: “Aren’t you going to undress?“
The chapter will come out tomorrow, September 30. Time to get excited!
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Today is my birthday! And it's also the Euro 2020 Final England - Italy
I am so proud of my Italians players!!!!
Grandi ragazzi! Più che meritatissima!
Alla faccia degli inglesi gradassi!
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Today I feel very sad and I wanted to post these scenes because they represent perfectly the mood I have.
Enjoy
"How does falling in love feel for you?"
[...]
"Does it hurt? Of cours it does."
"For me , falling in love feels like this."
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The Analysis of Saezuru Cp. 44
Sorry for takin so long! Finally I got it ready! Here are the analysis of CP. 44. This chapter was bombing after bombing from the first page till this end. We get to see more of the Doumeki after 4 years, and Yashiro was not the Yashiro 4 years ago.
After reading this analysis, Doumeki is still a mystery to me. I still don’t understand him. His heart is now too far away from my reach. Yet, there is one thing I understand.
His love to Yashiro never changed.
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This is my first translation for Saezuru...
This is from the special booklet of vol. 7
Translation notes: 'badge' means something like 'badge of honour' and prestige. Since Doumeki looks more Yakuza with the scar on his face... Thanks to @neartheeasternfence
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