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RANT S3 P2: MIDNIGHT SUN #55 SPOILERS BELOW! and me questioning my existence

We all know how bubbly and crazy our beloved mami is, but when you look at her from this point of view in the episode deep down she's a wreck after losing the comrades she's grown to be fond of ever since she joined in the Survey Corps. Hearing her say she talks to herself about these things hurts me because many really thought she was just an abnormal person but she's really just broken

Appreciation for my bud, Moblit. You can see Hanji's world stops in slow motion after the explosion and him pushing her down the well just for her to live. In my opinion he could've grabbed her and went down the well together, but instead the last thing he thought was her and not himself. Moblit was really faithful to her, what's fcked up and emotional here was that he was the last thing she ever saw before she lost an eye. You could've imagine her reaction if they show his death in a gory way.

Thank you, Moblit. For everything..

As for the Captain he looked so desperate to chase after Zeke. Seeing as the promise he made to Erwin now we all see how much he values it. Even though he was weak, he pushed forward, he was betting it all just so he can fulfill what he had sworn to Erwin.

I know some people hate on Mikasa's aggressive behavior and protectiveness, but do you see her? She's scared, she lives in hell. Don't we all become selfish when we value something that made us feel like we're in heaven?

When he told Eren to set his feelings aside for Armin, Eren hit the nerve. He's right though, why did Levi hesitate to give the syringe when Erwin wasn't there? Because he had feelings for him (not saying romantic okay but sure for others) he wanted to wait for Erwin, he knew he would save humanity. But deep down he saw potential in Armin. He just didn't want to lose the person who gave him light.

Hearing his breath hitch when he remembered his last words and Kenny's, he felt his heartbreak because once, they were right. He had to let Erwin go, he deserved to rest. When Floch said Erwin had to suffer more and become the devil, Levi was hurt. Because he was nothing like that, he wanted to save humanity, he wanted to reach the dreams his father couldn't. What could be bad about that?

And as the commander once said,

"When I'm gone, someone else will replace me."

But we all know no one can replace our one and only commander. Thank you, Erwin...May you be united with your father.

You can never tell whether his eyes were teary or detailed, for me I just really see him teary. He couldn't accept that what he said ( "give up your dreams and die." ) had came true. He might be wishing he could take it all back, maybe things would've turn out the other way around? Never say Levi is an emotionless bastard, because you all have enough proof how emotional he is. He couldn't even afford to accept another death from a dear friend/family.

They all deserved better than that crooked world they're in.

It's sad to see Bertholdt smile with a small tinge of hope when he saw his comrades. Like Reiner at that moment he didn't see himself as a worrier, but a soldier— part of the survey corpse, a comrade. But he wasn't. He never asked to live this way, he never wanted any of the crap piled up on him. He just wanted to go home.

He never even got the chance to tell Annie how he felt...

Finally this, Levi really does admire Erwin. To the point he didn't want people to look down on him, especially after what he had done over the years he's been part of the scouts. He wanted Floch to change his perspective on him, because he didn't want him to view him as a demon, but as Commander. A human.

Seeing him and Hanji remaining, both of them are going to have a hard time accepting one another if they lose eachother (srsly don't kill them..) they have to take care of themselves together...they can't afford it. Really they can't.

And yeah I'm not writing in Caps, I'm really emotional at the moment and this broke me. I don't even have any words to explain how my heart broke and how I cried like a sissy. My heart is really heavy, this would be the last time I'll see Erwin, Bertholdt, Moblit, etc in action. Attack on Titan really is a cruel, depressing anime (I know there's a lot) if they were real right now, I hope they're at peace. Neither one of them wants to die so fast, and neither one wanted to live the nightmare.

"Armin is the one humanity needs." — Eren

That line hit me, combining the fact that Armin is the narrator and all and he did say in episode one, 2000 years from now....either everyone's dead and he's the last one remaining..I hope not.

My boi lost half of his teeth with just a damn punch Jesus it's either that's how monstrous Levi is or that's just how much we all know Eren brushes his teeth.

h-how cute.... She looks so chubby.

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I'm really broken right now after seeing clips of the episode. Might as well rant later about it when they release the subs.

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Ordinary Boy // Bertholdt x Reader x Armin

Fluff, very Angst

Songfic - Vanessa Carlton - Ordinary Day

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Just a day, just an, ordinary day

Just tryin' to get by

Just a boy, just an, ordinary boy but

He was looking to the sky and

As he asked if I would come along

I started to realize that everyday he finds just what he's lookin' for

And like a shooting star he shines, and he said

Watching him just inches away, you sighed in awe. Admiring his form while he sat calmly on the tree stump, head tipped a little watching the yellow and orange skies of the setting sun, as the wind softly blew his short hair in a relaxing breeze. A light chuckle coming from him made your day dreaming come to a halt. "Y-you were staring again." His eyes averted to the side of his to head, a small blush on tainted his face. You found it endearing seeing him still get all flustered around you. It was quite an adorable characteristic about your boyfriend. Yes boyfriend. It was also a surprise for Reiner since he always thought he had feelings for the blonde, stoic woman, Annie. But that didn't bother you, what did was that one time when you caught them in a serious conversation about what you two had. You couldn't recall what facial expression held within Reiner. Sorrow? Guilt? Why was he like that? "O-oh? My bad." You blushed in embarrassment, smiling cheekily lightly scratching your heated cheek with your index finger before walking next to him.

"H-hey...is it okay if I-I ask you a question?" He stammered out. "You already are, Bert." You remarked, earning a yelp and a deepening blush from him. You giggled at his reaction, nodding for him to continue his question. "W-well..let's think i-in a hypocritical situation..where we have to be apart.. What would you do?" He asked, awaiting for your answer. The corner of your lips formed into a small frown. Why was he asking something like this? "Why would I be apart of you, Bert? That won't happen." You laughed lightly, trying to ease off the sudden change of mood. His lips were formed into a thin line, "S-still... What if hypothetically one day. Just think. We have to be a-apart because it's b-bad for you. What would you do?" He asked again, eager to know your full and honest answer.

Take my hand, live while you can,

Don't you see your dreams lie right in the palm of your hand

Placing your small hands on the corner of his face, tipping his head to meet with your eyes. "Don't be silly. Like I'd want to part from you, Bert. I love you, and I want us to be together. Together in and out of this hell of a world we live in." You smiled at him, his eyes shimmering with tenderness. How lucky he was to have someone like you in his life.

"But even if we were apart, hypothetically, I know we both have a place on each others hearts."

If only you knew what he meant

And as he spoke, he spoke, ordinary words

Though they did not feel

For I felt what I had not felt before

And you'd swear those words could heal and

As I looked up into those eyes, his vision borrows mine

And I know he's no stranger

For I feel I've held him for all of time, and he said

Gasping deeply for air, your body jolted up from your bed. Beads of sweat sliding down your face while some sticker to your hair. Another nightmare...another death scene. A heated one.. But why did it felt so real? Glancing around the dorm, you sighed in relief, no girls were disturbed during their slumber. Feet padded against the wooden floor board before leaving the girls dorm. You needed to see him. Striding to the boys dorm, you lightly cracked the door open, enough for your eyes to peek quietly. "(Y/n)?" Eren asked, thank the walls it's him who noticed you. Seeing your shaken form he grew concerned. "Hey, are you alright?" placing a comforting hand on your shoulder. You nodded meekly, "C-can you ask him to co-come here? Please." You pleaded. Immediately knowing who, he turned his head upward to a certain bunk. There sat Reiner and your lover, talking whatever they were discussing about. "Oi, Bertholdt." Eren called, luckily no one paid attention to them making the situation awkward. Hearing his name get called, he and Reiner turned their heads to Eren, instinctively his eyes saw a familiar figure hiding behind the door. Reiner patted his back, gesturing for him to go. Bertholdt climbed down the bunk before walking towards you. He gave Eren a short thanks, pushing the door open to go out with you.

He flinched when he saw you all shaken and sweaty. "W-whats wrong?" He pulled you out in the open and sat down, arms wrapped around your shivering body. "I-I had a nightmare..." You sniffled, gripping his long sleeved shirt, remembering the horrible, realistic dream you had. "I-If you don't mind... What was it?" stroking your hair in comfort. "Promise you won't get upset?" Your teary orbs peeked from his chest, nodding at your question. "I-it was about Armin.." You began, not noticing a small frown from him. It's not that he hated the blonde male, the fact that you two were childhood friends along with Eren and Mikasa was fine, but knowing he was also in love with you was what he didn't like. Eren had told him the day you and him were official, not knowing how heartbroken Armin was that day.

"T-the Colossal Titan... He was there.." His eyes widened. "I-it was so hot...scorching hot..that's why I was sweating so much." You said. "A-armin.... He..." Your knuckles turned white from gripping his shirt. "He was..just laying there... Like he was dead and.." feeling your body shook in fear, he cooed sweet nothings into your ear to soothe you. "Shhh...You don't have to continue." he said, stroking your hair, cradling you in his embrace. "It was just a nightmare.." oh how he wish it all was. "It's not real." or so it was. "Why did it felt so real.." You muffled against his shirt. "I'm scared, Bert.." You cried, staining his shirt with your tears. Gently pushing you, he cupped your face, wiping away your tears, "I'm here, (Y/n)." His eyes locked into yours, filled with so much love and...sadness?

Before you could ask what was wrong, he pulled you in for a soft, passionate kiss. Gasping softly from his sudden out of character doing, you gave in and kissed back. The tingling feeling now dominating the the shivers of terror. Pulling away, softly panting, "W-what was that for?" You stuttered. "I just wanted you to know what's real and what's not." feeling his hand pull your head into his chest again, this time his hug was tighter. "I love you, Bert." You snuggled deeper. Little did you know he too, had tears forming in his eyes as a million apologies echoed in his head.

"I love you too...."

Please come with me, see what I see

Touch the stars for time will not flee

Time will not flee, can't you see

"STAY WHERE YOU ARE, BERTHOLDT!" Armin shouted, across the roof there stood your lover in all his glory. Now with a different aura. "What more do you want to talk about Armin!?" he shouted back, feeling a new strength from within himself. "Whatever it is you're plotting. It's useless. You yourself is weak." Clenching your teeth, you flew towards them, landing next to Armin. "Bertholdt please." You whimpered. Hearing you whimper, he felt his strength forming into weakness. "Why? JUST WHY!?" You wailed, catching both males off guard. "Is someone threatening you to do all this!? Anne!? Reiner?! Are they part of this!? Please, tell us honestly, this isn't you guys!" your hands fisted your your aching chest— aching from your heart being broken. "You still have a chance, Bertholdt! You're a good guy! Let's talk things through!" Armin shouted next. "We're not being threatened..we.. This is our mission. To erase this horrible history. This nightmare. This awful race." Bertholdt explained. Looking at you, feeling his heart shatter completely when he saw you crying for him. "I'm sorry..." raising his blades, "But you all have to die." He said, in Armin's reflexes he jumped in front of you im a protective stance. Bertholdt felt annoyance to the blonde, not liking him being close to you. Unnoticed, Mikasa appeared behind him as she swung her blade. Dodging s little late, she managed to slice a piece of skin from the side of his neck, before delivering her a hard kick on the shoulder that send her flying into another direction.

"Mikasa!" You and Armin rushed to her aid. You didn't notice the tear that slid down your lovers face before flying off and above. "He seemed different..." Mikasa muttered. "Was that even Bertholdt just now" Feeling your heart clench, you had to accept it.

"No...No he wasn't.."

Just a dream, just an, ordinary dream

As I wake in bed

And that boy, that ordinary boy

Was it all in my head?

Didn't he ask if I would come along

It all seemed so real, but as I looked to the door

I saw that boy standing there with a deal, and he said

No, it can't be. Landing next to Eren, your eyes widened. A burnt body. Just like in your dreams. "Armin?" You gasped, he couldn't. "H-he wouldn't give him the serum." You heard Eren choke a sob, you turned your head, seeing Levi kneeled down to a nearly dead Erwin, the injection just on his hand, glancing at you with pity in his eyes. The Titan serum, if he gave it either one can live. But that means...

You felt your heart thump, knees giving out as you chocked a scream. Just below Armin, laid Bertholdt. Limbs all gone, unconscious. "They would have to eat you..." You whimpered, Eren heard and quickly wrapped his arms around you knowing that his childhood friend would come close to the person who has hurt and loved her. "(Y/n)... Please don't..." Tightening his arms around her. "Please..." You pleaded, head bowing as tears streamed down your face. From the other side Hanji, who was also holding Mikasa back watched in sorrow. Mikasa and Eren shared the same answer just by looking at each other, you felt Even lifting you up, hearing the gas.

"No.."

His grip tightened.

"Please..."

For once, even a second. You wanted to be selfish.

He flew along with the others to the other side of the roof to let Levi finish the job.

"No, EREN PLEASE!" You cried, weakly trying to get out of his grasp. "I'm sorry..." He sobbed, continued flying.

Reaching out to your lover, everything seemed to be in slow motion.

"Don't be silly. Like I'd want to part from you, Bert. I love you, and I want us to be together. Together in and out of this hell of a world we live in."

Please come with me, see what I see

Touch the stars for time will not flee

Time will not flee, can't you see

Groaning awake, barely processesing the situation. Bertholdt panicked, where were his arms and legs? Where were you? He felt a strong pressure grab his body. "W-what!?" He yelled and gasped. That Titan.

Armin!?

"S-STOP HELP!" He shouted. "ANNIE! REINER!" He yelled on top of his lungs, until he spotted all of you on a rooftop looking all shock, and teary. "H-HEY! YOU GUYS, HELP!" He yelled at all of you. His eyes widened, when he saw you being held back by Eren and Mikasa. Tears still streaming down your face as you cried out his name.

"But even if we were apart, hypothetically, I know we both have a place on each others hearts."

He gasped at the memory, tears now falling from his eyes as his head was placed the Titans mouth. He heard you wailing loudly, and looked at you with teary eyes. He knew he'd end up in hell after everything he had done, but even so, he felt grateful he was able to experience the taste of heaven when he was with you. Everything you two have done until the very end, he cherished it all. Even though he was stuck with the idea of going home, you were his home.

"I'm sorry, (Y/n)." looking at you one last time. Your gasped when you saw a small smile form on his lips as the teeth of the Titan came in contact with his head.

"I love you." He mouthed before feeling his body shut down into complete darkness, hearing your heartbreaking screams one last time.

Just a day, just an ordinary day

Just tryin' to get by

Just a boy, just an ordinary boy, but

He was looking to the sky

"(Y/n)?" You gasped, jolting upward, breathing heavily. "A-armin?" You sobbed, he immediately wrapped his arms around you burying his nose on your hair, inhaling your scent.

Right after the retake of Wall Maria and the lose of the ones people loved. You were all riding a cart heading towards who knows where, but the war hasn't ended just yet. "Another dream?" Armin whispered, feeling you nod against his chest. He closed his eyes, seeing all of the memories Bertholdt has unfold in his head. All his feelings now mixed up with his about you. The love he had, added to the love he still has for you.

Opening his eyes, he placed his chin on top of your head, ocean eyes gazing at the sky. Familiar soft breeze from the wind hits him,

"Take care of her for me."

He heard his voice again. Gently tightening his arms around you, you could've sworn you heard Bertholdt's voice laced on Armin's.

"You'll always have a place on my heart. I love you, (Y/n)."

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S3 HIMYM - Miracles

I'm emo

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Breathe // Levi x Reader ( Modern AU )

Silence. How you loved yet hated it. You love how it doesn't give you a headache or that ting of annoyance, but you hated how it manages to make you feel so empty inside. Sprawled down the soft mattress of your shared bed with Levi, you sighed rubbing the empty spot, feeling the cold, soft cotton on your palms. Why? Just why can't you stop your thoughts from running through your head repeatedly torturing you? Just a minute ago you were doing fine with just watching Netflix on your laptop. So why now?

Was it because you were feeling lonely?

Or was it the silence that caused your head to be noisy with unnecessary thoughts? Why did you feel this way, you ask yourself. Feeling your palms and sole start to sweat, you began shuffling around bed, not finding any comforting position any longer. Why? Why was every bad thing coming back to you? You let out a shaky exhale eyes averting to your door. Levi was just outside the living room finishing his paper work from his company. It wouldn't hurt to ask him to come and stay with you, right?

But you couldn't, you thought. Closing your eyes, face slowly scrunching into a distress one, your thoughts began to form some sort of hurricane inside your head.

"No, no. Come on." You chocked, head moving side to side as if you were trying to get rid of the thing that cannot be seen by anyone, but you. "You were fine. You were okay..." You whispered, lips trembling softly. "Why now?" You whimpered, raising your right hand to cup your lips to muffle your cries. Why were you thinking of everything now? Why were you thinking about the future so randomly? Why were you thinking of the things you could've done, but couldn't? Why were you thinking of the possible things that could happen to you or anyone? Why were you over thinking again?

Not hearing the slide open, your muffled cries were louder, tears now running freely from your eyes. Just why were you thinking so much?

"(Y/n)." his husky voice rang into the silence of your room. Opening your eyes with a soft gasp, you were met with steel blue eyes of the man you love hovering your shaking form. Those eyes that held so many emotions when it came to you, the ones that calm you, made you feel safe. You whimpered, no no no, why were your thoughts getting the best of you again? The tears never failed to stop, until his warm hand gently cupped your right cheek, wiping them away. "(Y/n), I'm here." Levi whispered, a hint of concern lacing on his voice. Pulling your hand away from your still trembling lips, you chocked his name, "L-L-Le-vi." You were breathing heavily.

"Shh, shh. Come're." He placed both legs on your sides, wrapping his arms around your small shaking form, before shuffling into a position where you were now laying on his chest. Inhaling his masculine scent, you sighed, sniffling away your tears before burying your head on the crook of his neck. "Breathe, sweetheart, breathe." He cooed, which was never heard by anyone but you, with his hand massaging your scalp before stroking down to you hair. Doing as he said, your cries stopped. A minute or so passed, before he spoke again, "Were you over thinking again?" pressing his cheek on top of your head. He knew you would sometimes have panic attacks silently, that's why he wouldn't allow you to be by yourself at times knowing your uncontrolled brain would destroy you mentally. He felt you nod against his shoulder blade, gently pulling your head up to meet his eyes, he stared at you shortly, making you a bit uncomfortable, before pressing his lips against yours softly. Not hearing the slide open, your muffled cries were louder, tears now running freely from your eyes. Just why were you thinking so much?

"I know what I say never helps, but (Y/n), sweetheart. I swear to God if I could see whatever you were thinking I would murder them instantly." He groaned, annoyed at himself the fact that he couldn't do much to comfort you since he wasn't a man with words. "I swear the only thing that kills me is seeing you like this. Thinking of all the shit that doesn't even matter, but I know is killing you inside. Baby, I would do anything to make them go all away." He cups your cheeks again. "Whatever the fuck is going on that with that little head of yours, all of it? Doesn't matter— it's just a bunch of crap that's trying to pull you down." He said, staring intensely into your glassy orbs. "(Y/n), you don't have to worry about anything right now. Everything will be fine, now I know that doesn't help, but listen to me. The things you're thinking of aren't worth it. Your futures already planned, your life is already planned. You just have to go with the flow or whatever shit goes naturally, don't over think the big picture too much."

"Because if you do, you're already thinking out of the frame, baby." He wiped your stained cheeks. "I'm here, you're not alone." He placed a loving kiss on your forehead. "I love you so much. Remember you're the only thing that keeps me happy." He booped your nose making you giggle. "I'd be damned to see you like this or do this to yourself." He sighed pulling your head back to his neck, stroking your hair again, while softly humming. You really couldn't understand how you managed to get a treasure like Levi. How this man who everyone once thought was heartless, would be so understanding and loving. You'd be also damned if you lose him, which would never happen. Remembering he had work to do you peeked your eyes over his side, "Didn't you have work to do?" You whispered. He clicked his tongue and nuzzle into your hair, "You're more important." You blushed. "Plus I'm already comfortable." You laughed before snuggling back into position.

Levi would always be there to break the ice you keep yourself in. You knew you'd be fine with him by your side. His love would always conquer your fears.

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LEVI ACKERMAN ⚔ SNK S3 PART 2 ✨ EPISODE 54

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Mood:

A boyfriend like Levi

A best friend like Levi

A brother like Levi

A husband like Levi

Basically, I need Levi

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Armin Arlerts's Anatomy by 🙋🏻

"Damn it. I always knew that you were the bravest one of us all." — Eren

One line that should've changed the perspectives of those who used to look down on him. The bullies that picked him when he was just a child, comrades and supervisors that think he was just useful for tactics and mind games, no.

You see this man? That's right, MAN.

You're a dude - drax

You see him? Bearing the scorching heat just to buy time for the people he cared deeply to finish the job? Risking all just like the commander did, even if it meant not to reach the dreams they've used as a motivation to keep going? Yeah, that's Armin Arlert and the commander for you.

HE DESERVES MORE THAN APPRECIATION

MY NUGGET BOI TURNED INTO A TOAST HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE!?

YOU SEE THOSE DAMN EYES, HM!? THOSE OCEAN EYES!? THEY'RE FILLED WITH MORE THAN JUST FEAR, INSIDE THERE ARE DREAMS, HIDDEN BRAVERY, A KIND HEARTED MAN, THE EYES THAT MAKE YOU SEE WHO THE TRUE ARMIN ARLERT IS.

HANDS DOWN

THIS DAY GOES TO OUR NUGGET MAN.

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"What exactly happened to me?"

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RANT S3 P2: HERO!! SPOILERS BELOW! AND MY HEART AGAIN ;-;

DAMMIT MARLOW HE THOUGHT OF HITCH ONE LAST TIME BEFORE DEATH ENGULFED HIM BUT THE SADDEST PART WAS HE THOUGHT SHE WAS SLEEPING BUT

SHE WAS ACTUALLY WAITING FOR HIM GODDAMMIT, I KNOW DEEP INSIDE HE DIDN'T DIE PEACEFULLY KNOWING THIS PERSON HE MIGHT AS WELL COME TO LOVE WASN'T THERE WAITING BUT THERE SHE IS IN ALL HER GLORY, MARLOW WHY ;-;

EVEN THOUGH LEVI SAID TO GIVE UP AND DIE YOU KNOW DEEP INSIDE HE JUST WANTED ERWIN TO FINISH THE DAMN WAR BUT SURVIVE. HE'S A FREAKING SOFTY YOU KNOW HE'S PRAYING DEEP INSIDE OF HIM FOR ERWIN TO COME BACK ALIVE.

YOU KNOW IT BREAKS MY HEART TO SEE MY MAN LIKE THIS. THE FACT THAT HE KEPT PROMISES HE'S HELD DEEPLY INSIDE OF HIM KILLS HIM IF HE BREAKS THEM, THIS MAN IS NOT A PROMISE BREAKER AT ALL IN FACT HE WAS LITERALLY TRYING TO FULFILL EVERY THING.

APPRECIATION FOR MY BABIES, DON'T SLEEP ON CONNIE Y'ALL HE ZOOMED PASS FROM THAT THUNDER SPEAR JUST TO CATCH SASHA. DID I EVER MENTION MY MAMI HANJI IS SAFE BUT....

SHE WAS FCKING ALONE.

Moblit ;-;....

THE SEA WAS RIGHT THERE IN HIS FREAKING EYES Y'ALL. ARMIN, YOU MAY HAVE THINK YOU WERE USELESS AND CAN'T BE AS STRONG AS EREN, MIKASA OR ANYONE BUT MY DEAR SWEET TOAST YOU WERE THE BRAVEST ONE OF ALL AND THE MOST INTELLIGENT GUY YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MANY TIMES I'VE CRIED IN THIS SCENE, ARMIN YOU FCK NUGGET I LOVE YOU, WE FREAKIN LOVE YOU MAN. THIS GUY PUT HIS LIFE ON THE LINE AND HIS FINAL WORDS WERE FOR EREN TO REACH THE OCEAN WHEN THE OCEAN IS RIGHT THERE IN HIS EYES.

My heart breaks at this, just look at that familiar frighten look on his face— he knew he was about to lose another special someone he's held near his heart. The man he once despised became the man he couldn't live without....Levi deserved better than just happiness... Erwin deserved to see that basement, all these years of trying to reach it....he didn't make it..

Seriously though, Eren could've been less creepy in this approach.

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Okok, so you said you take requests... I saw a list of prompts on other blog and I found this one interesting: "I’m scared but won’t admit it so you take my hand". Are you up to write some Ereri stuff over this? Also, your dialogues are amazing, keep it up! Thank you 💚

A/n: I just wanna say thank you so much!! The fact that you're the first one to ever request to me is something I'm so thankful for :'> thank you also for liking the dialogues I always thought they're crappy though. and yeah I take any AOT related request :3

For this I did two point of views since I couldn't decide who would fit to be vulnerable and the one comforting. I'm really sorry if this doesn't fit the description you have in mind though. I hope you enjoy!! Thank you again!!

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Levi:

Blank face. Stone hard posture. Hair that covers up the eyes that held the amount of emotion I couldn't show. Everyday was always the same. Death, failures, stress. The amount of emotions pent up inside of me without me realizing it until the retake of Wall Maria.

"He's dead."

Hanji's words rang into my ears repeatedly. How pathetic of me. I did say to let him have his peace, but why. Why was I becoming selfish of subconsciously pleading for his eyes to open? Begging inside my head to not leave me alone with this shit. The man that I once was filled with hatred and vengeance, became the man I couldn't live without. Erwin Smith. Why is it that everytime someone gets close to me all disappears? Was I not meant for anyone?

Sighing, I was sat alone on top of the same rooftop where his body was once placed, after Hanji made the order to head back, I stared blankly into the space, feeling complete numbness, and something else. "Place Armin here." Hanji pointed at the cart, commanding the remaining people to place the new unconscious Titan shifter. "Where's the captain?" Eren scanned around. The scientist sighed sadly, pointing at the rooftop the raven haired man was seated. "He's dead stick." She looked at the body covered in white sheet, and closed her eyes, silently holding back the tears for the fallen commander, and dear friend. Eren's breath hitched, he knew half of this was his fault. But he couldn't let Armin die, he knows so much more than anyone. Yet he couldn't stand watching the person he loved just sitting there, knowing anytime now he could burst. Now that this pulled the last straw. "I'll catch up with all of you." Eren patted Mikasa, as if he was also saying to leave him alone and not to rage like earlier, and flew to the Captain.

Hearing a soft thud, and knowing who it was, Levi remained still, Eren walked slowly to the captain, flinching a little when he saw his body tensed up. As if he was holding back. Gulping the words he wished to speak, "Captain." he began, "I know, I have no place to say anything to you." walking forward slowly, "you have the rights to hate me for making you choose." now crouching from behind, "I'm sorry." eyes flickering at his clenched hand, "But we won't let his death be in vain." reaching out hesitantly, placing his hand on top of his fist, "Don't Captain. If you keep holding back, it'll only make your decisions into a blur."

He heard Levi's breath hitch. Those words. "Cry if you have to, captain. I'm here." now sitting beside him, hand still clamped on his fist, lowering his head to the side his eyes widened when he saw Levi's usual stoned hard eyes, shut with silent tears flowing down his face, small whimpers occasionally passing out of his lips. Eren scooted a little closer, now tightening the hold on his hands. "I know you're scared." he whispered, "You're scared because you don't have the commander to guide you when you're still lost. Scared of the responsibilities laid on your shoulders." looking at him, "I am too. Thats why..." Levi finally opened his eyes, staring so vulnerable at the turquoise eyes before him. "I'll stay beside you, like how you did with the commander. I'll lay my life on the line." Eren smiled sadly, but with a heart full of dedication and love.

"I'll hold your hand throughout this living hell we're in. I promise, Captain."

Eren:

"Oi, brat—" Levi stopped, seeing Eren on his knees, hands, arms covered in blood from all his biting in attempt to change into a Titan. Ears listening to the whimpers he was giving. "Why.." Levi kneeled down beside him. "Why are you still useless?" He raised a brow. "Why... Why can't you be as useful as Mikasa? Why can't you be as strong as the Captain? Why, why are...." Levi felt his heart shatter when he finished his sentence, "Why aren't you strong enough?" He knew Eren had so many attempts to be stronger. All the pain he had to endure and frustration he's pent up that only made him feel even more useless was driving him to the edge. Levi couldn't make out the right words to pull his lover out of his thoughts.

"Captain..." Eren slowly sat up, teeth clenched together as his beautiful eyes form new sets of tears. "I'm scared..." he choked out an apology. Levi couldn't understand why he was apologizing of showing fear or crying. "I'm scared to fuck up again!" Eren wailed hands clamped together on his lap as they tighten. "I don't want to see more of us fall or fail because of me... Because I couldn't even make a single percent in contributing in the battle...everyone is risking their lives for me and for what!?" He looked at Levi filled with confusion, rage, despair. "WHY DO YOU ALL RISK THIS FOR A BRAT LIKE ME!?" He shouted, shaking from his cries.

Levi clicked his tongue, having enough of this, and seeing his lover dwell into the things he isn't suppose to be thinking, and aren't true. "Eren, look at me." He grabbed the hands that were clamped together and held them both. "Enough about the pile of shit you keep pouring yourself. They aren't true." Eren was about to complain, "Shut the fuck up and let me finish." Levi hissed, pulling his hands into his lips to press a kiss on them. "What you say about yourself isn't true. You're as just as important as the rest of us are. I know you're scared... I am as well." Eren looked at him in shock. The captain, scared? "Having everyone's fate on my back, and having to hold the responsibilities of my fallen soldiers is a living hell to bear with. I'm scared as well, Eren, but I find strength within all this shit." Levi cursed of his lack to comfort the male.

"Be scared all you want, brat. But never say those fuck up things about yourself. To me you're the reason why I pull through this world we live in." un attaching Eren's hands from eachother, Levi laced his hands onto his. "We'll be brave and stronger together, brat." Levi leaned forward and kissed his forehead, surprise Eren from his affection before he wiped his tears and lacing his hands together with his once more.

"Let me hold you until you feel stronger again, Eren."

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Reasons why I'm still single:

Strict parents

Levi Ackerman

Introvert

Levi exists

Not allowed

School before doods

No one likes me

Not my type of guys

Freakin potato

Levi breathes

Not 2d guys

Captain goddamn Levi

I'm not attracted (unless you're Levi)

Levi is single

Still Levi Ackerman

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Be Yourself // Thug!Levi x Princess!Reader (AU)

Genre: Fluff, slight angst

Pairing: Thug!Levi x Princess!Reader

Note: Aladdin AU! (but changed some of the plot of the story)

•••

"Help! Help!" The red headed girl shouted, causing the people to stop what they were doing and gathered around the damsel in distress. "H-he passed out... Please.." her eyes shone with tears, pleading the citizens, some pitied to help her, and her fellow companion, who was limply placed on her lap unconscious.

Or was he?

Murmurs from the crowd grew louder, as if they were discussing the situation until guards came to the scene. The red head smiled, "Please, help me." she said. One of the guards stared at the girl, "You seem quite familiar, lady." he said, walking forward, one hand behind his back as if he was ready to pull out a weapon.

"Who are—"

"O-Oi, over there!" a person from the crowd pointed at the stand of fruits. There stood a man in brown hood, in his hand was an apple, but inside his hood was a mother load of food.

"IT'S THEM! THE THREE THUGS!"

"GET THEM! DEAD OR ALIVE, ESPECIALLY THAT RUNT, LEVI!" The guard ordered, before the others could catch the red head and the unconscious man on her lap. They were already gone from the scene. The guard clicked his tongue when he saw the rest chase after the number one thug in the city, Levi Ackerman.

"LEVI-BRO! MY ACTING WAS GOOD, YEAH?" Finally managing to regroup with the other two, the three thugs ran together as fast as their legs could. "Idiot, next time wear a mask or make sure to cover your hair more." Levi scolded as he continued to run.

"Give the kid a break, Levi." The dirty blonde man chuckled. "Although he's right, Isabel." He teased. "Shut up Farlan!" Isabel fumed, but soon faded when she saw the guards hot on their heels. "Levi." Farlan called. "I know." Levi scanned the surroundings, memorized each route. "Split up!" The two nodded as they reached a particular pathways. This has always been a normal routine for the trio to do. Stealing things such as, food, water, and clothing in other to survive the poor town. Running away from the guards were easier when they got used to it. It was just child's play to them in this situation.

Levi spotted an old wrecked building and decided to stay put there when he managed to get the guards our of his sight. Softly panting, he sat down and sighed. "Pathetic." he spat. "What good are they if they can't even chase us when we do the same damn thing, and go to places they should be familiar with?" He clicked his tongue.

"You can't blame them. They're rather lousy at their duty for Castle Rose." another voice rang to his ears from the shadows. How could he not notice? Pulling out his pocket knife, he went into his fighting stance, ready to attack the person. "Relax, I'm not here to let them catch you." The (h/c) woman spoke as she smiled at Levi. "That's what they all say." He growled, squinting his eyes to get a better look at the woman who stayed put in the shadows of the building.

"How can I make you trust me?" She asked. "Get your ass here out in the light, and show yourself." Levi said, gripping his knife harder. The woman obligated almost instantly and removed her hood. Levi felt his breath hitch at her. She was beautiful. No, not enough to describe her, he thought. "I think I heard something from over there!" Quickly snapping out of his thoughts, both he and the woman heard the guards coming to them. "Quickly." She grabbed his free hand. "Run with me." she pulled him along with her as they ran to who knows where.

~ ♡ ~

"Levi! What took you so long? We were so worried— who's this?" Farlan stopped and stared at the woman that led Levi back to his place and with the other two. "She...helped me get here." Levi muttered. Isabel's eyes sparkled, "Woah, you're so pretty! Wait, how did you know which way to get here? Only the three of us knows this place." That took the other two males attention to the woman. "Yeah... How do we know you didn't lead them here.." Farlan snarled.

The woman chuckled, "Trust me, I've been watching the three of you ever since I snuck out of that horrid place." She laughed. "I wouldn't order them to haunt you three down. I admire you all." She smiled. "Order them? Wait." Levi was about to reach forward when the bell from the castle rang loudly. The woman's eyes widened. "Oh my." turning her heels to the exit. "I must go. But, we'll meet again." She glances at Levi as their eyes met with a longing gaze before running out. "W-wait!" Levi and the other two ran out with her, but stopped when they saw the guards just outside their hideout. They quickly hid themselves, and spied on the situation.

"Princess! We were so worried we couldn't find you anywhere at the castle. Your father had to ring, again." The trios eyes widened. Princess? "Eren it's fine, and please, I told you to drop the formalities and call me, (Y/n) instead. Right, Mikasa?" (Y/n) looked at the tall guardian. "We have to get back, Armin's having a hard time calming himself since he found out you were gone." Eren laughed, "and he's not even the father!" The two of your most trusted guards and your faithful friends guided your way back. You looked behind the shadows and locked eyes with Levi once more. Saddened, you think you'd never see him again.

Little did you know, you two would meet again. Levi would be damned if he didn't see your face again.

~ ♡ ~

"Prince Jean, please leave.." You sighed as you stared at your other suitor. "Give me a chance, my lady! I promise, not only will you get all the gold I have, not to brag but I am a master in the sheets ~" He flirted. Luckily Eren was beside you the whole time and yelled, "She said no, horse face. Get the fuck out!" Eren yelled. Jean hissed, stomping his feet to the ground angrily, before walking out he yelled at you, "THIS IS WHY NO ONE WANTS YOU!" Eren was about to throw a punch at the douche before Mikasa stopped him. "Oi." She called. Before Jean could even register who called, her fist landed a punch on his face, knocking him to the ground before shutting the doors.

"Some dick Prince he is." Eren snarled, "(Y/n), don't believe in what he says, alright? No woman should be forced to marry someone they don't love. Especially a horse." You chuckled lightly. You were getting pissed from the suitors you were getting. They were all trash. Last time, Prince Reiner Braun tried to make his first move on you, Eren, who was pissed as fuck kicked him out without hesitation. Your father, Erwin Smith was a kind and understanding man. He'd allow you to marry anyone as long as he wasn't a thug or a bad influence.

My, if only he knew you'd fallen for Humanities Thug, Levi Ackerman.

~ ♡ ~

"Ohh, I think someone has a crush on the princess. Hmmm???" Isabel smirked as her faced closed in on Levi's before he pushed her away. "Don't be foolish." He sipped his tea. "She's a beauty indeed. Woman like her are rare." Farlan spoke as he cleaned his knife. Levi glared at the blonde, feeling am unnecessary jealousy boil inside him and a hint of protectiveness. "She protected us for Pete's sake, she could've ordered the guards to take us down a long time now! Who knows how long she's been watching us." Farlan sensed Levi's hard gaze on him. "Plus, she saved you."

Levi looked down on his hands as the gold object glimmer in the light. "Whatcha got there big bro?" Isabel piped. "Some shitty lamp I almost tripped on." Spotting a speck of dust on the lamp, he clicked his tongue before rubbing the spot off. "Why pick it up then?" Farlan asked. "It's gold, might make a few money—" "LEVI BRO! IT'S GLOWING!" Eyes widening as the lamp flashed reddish powder from the inside. Letting go of the lamp, the trio huddled together as the lamp bursted.

A human like shadow appeared from the red powder. "Goddamn was it cramped in there!" She whined before stretching. The powder fading away as the trio discovered the woman had no legs. "What the—" Levi was cut off when the woman in glasses palmed his cheeks, "Damn you're short." That made Levi instantly hit her. "Ow! No, seriously. All my masters are tall as Titans, yet. You're so fucking small. It's hilarious!" She gagged from laughter. The trio, still looking as confuse as ever, looked at her. "W-who are you!?" Isabel stuttered. The woman stopped laughing and coughed, "The name is Hanji. Hanji Zoe! You've gotten yourself quite lucky there..." glancing at the raven haired man.

"Levi." Levi said. "Levi! How fate brought me to your presence." Hanji bowed jokingly. "What are you?"Farlan asked. "Well..." A glint of mischief spark in Hanji's eyes. "Let me sing you a little song... My dear thugs."

- Time Skip -

"So, you're a genie and you can grant three wishes?" Isabel tilted her head. "Mmhmm." Hanji hummed. "But only! Only, for shorty here." She pointed at Levi. "Since he found me. He makes the three wishes." Hanji flew to Levi, "So what's it gon be? Shoes with heels? Leg extensions? Or height??" Hanji blabbered. "Do you ever shut up, shitty glasses?" He groaned at the pestering genie. "When I'm in the lamp, I do." She smiled. "Levi, you should make your wish all to yourself count." Farlan spoke, making the three to look at him. "Anything right? You can wish for your mother back, right?" Looking at Hanji, who somehow now has a book on her hands. "Hmmm making someone back to life? Of course, of course, what do you think I am?" She laughed but then sighed, "I just really want to be free.." she mumbled, in which Levi caught on.

"What do you mean, dip shit?" He questioned. "Eh? Oh, us genies are like slaves to the good and evil. Our powers could fall into the wrong hands...and I..." she paused. "I want to explore the world without a single burden on my shoulders... I want to be free, and not end up in the wrong hands.." Hanji sighed. "I'm counting that as my final wish then." Levi said, walking to the large open view, Castle Rose can be seen clearly. "W-what?" "Clean your ears would you? I said I'd make my last wish your freedom." Levi groaned, but eyes soften as he gazed on the castle. Hanji's eyes sparkled. She found the worthy master. "Then it settles! First your mom, then Hanji. What about your second wish?" Farlan asked. "Oh, oh! I know! How about to make the princess fall in love with you!" Isabel squealed.

"Oh? You're in love?" Hanji smirked. Levi, still stuck on the thoughts of (Y/n) nodded. "I want to impress her.." He spoke, still glancing at the castle, dreaming of one day to be there with her, his friends out of the filthy rut they stayed until now. "I want to be the man that would suit her. Someone worthy for her." He then looked at Hanji. Hanji's mouth was agape, "But you already are worthy, Levi." Her serious tone caught him by surprise. "You just have to be you." She tried to convince him. Levi shook his head, "I'm a thug, a man with no title or anything to provide or support for someone as royal as her. I have to be deserving enough for her. So that's my first wish." He looked at Hanji, eyes shining with determination.

"Help me win her heart."

~ ♡ ~

Sighing as you gaze upon the city from your room balcony, your thoughts wondered off to that familiar thug you kept your eye on. Levi. "I wonder what could Levi be doing now." You said, sighing dreamily. The thug can steel anything, and your heart was one of them. You knew your father wouldn't allow, but you wanted to tell him how you felt about him. The only problem was he still hasn't return back from who knows where he was. You were about to walk to your room when you felt a gust of wind blew into your face softly, your hair flowing graciously out as goosebumps formed on your skin. "Hey." You gasped. In front of you, was a flying carpet and with Levi on it. "Y-you." You stuttered, feeling your cheeks heat up. Not believing on what you were seeing. Levi chuckle, extending his arm to you. You titled your head in confusion. Did he want you to ride that thing? "Do you trust me?" He asked. Looking back, you hoped Mikasa, Eren are asleep by now along with your worrisome friend, Armin. You smiled, taking his hand as you felt a delightful spark in your nerves. "I've always have."

Finally pulling you up with him, you wobbled a little, nervous yet excited. "Relax. Just hold my hand." His hand held yours tightly as you relaxed and sat down crossed legs beside him. The carpet soaring up to the night sky, you smiled brightly. The outside world, you could see everything. Unaware a pair of loving eyes watching your shining orbs gaze upon everything with so much life and interest. He knew he made his first wish right if it meant having moments like this with you, his dear princess.

~ ♡ ~

"I've never seen big bro so happy." Isabel gawked as her eyes spotted a smile on the stoic man's face. "Why is that?" Hanji asked. "He was never the lucky one with happiness. It's rare to see him smile. Yet, it feels nice to see him happy." Farlan smiled at the genie, awaiting for the two love birds adventure.

Looking at Levi as he escorted you back to your balcony, "Thank you, Levi." You smiled brightly. "Really, you've made this all so... Magical I just.." You blushed looking down. "I don't know what to say." You laughed lightly, Levi smiled softly before reaching out his hand to cup your cheek. Fingers stroking the soft skin. "No need to thank me, Princess." his voice sent shivers down your spine as he cages in closer. "I did all this just so I can spend time with you." he pressed his forehead against yours. Hypnotized by his steel eyes as your cheeks reddened even more. Seeing his eyes flicker on your lips, your heart pounded. He was definitely the one you want to be with.

"(Y/n)! Your father's back! But he's bleeding to death!" The door flew open, revealing a distressed and confused Armin. Pulling away from Levi you gasped, "W-who's thi—" "Armin where's dad?" You panicked. Ignoring the man, Armin guided you down with Levi following you.

~ ♡ ~

"Levi/Big bro/shorty!" The three said in unison as they somehow got inside the castle. "We saw the King, he stomach was severely injured." Farlan said. "His guts were blown....there's no way in hell a person would survive that." Hanji reviewed the body of King Erwin. "Hands up, you thugs." Mikasa threatened, "I don't know what the hell you're doing here, but you all are under arrest."

"Mikasa, no! There's with me don't worry." You calmed the deadly woman. Kneeling down to your father, you cried, "Dad, dad please pull through this..." You begged. "We need you.." Hanji glances at Levi, who looked down deep in thought. "Levi?"

He had two wishes left. His mother and Hanji's. He wanted to have his mother so badly by his side, but the thought of betraying Hanji? What kind of person would he be to break a promise. Realization then hit him. He can't have everything he wanted. Unfair, he thought bitterly, and sighed. He had to be true to himself as Hanji told him.

He knew what he had to do.

"Oi, shitty glasses. I'm ready for that third wish."

~ ♡ ~

"Why'd you do it?" You asked, seating comfortably at the window view from your room. "Why did you wish for my father's life, when you could've had your mother that time?" Levi kneeled down and placed his hand on your lap, grasping your hand. "I can't always have both things I love. It was either you or my mother. And I know your father's an important man in this world. My mother needed to rest after everything she's done for me." Levi said, kissing your knuckles lovingly.

"I never regret making any wishes." He said. "As long as the family I have right now is fine, I couldn't be more happier." You smiled, stroking his hair. "I wanted you to be happy. And I wanted to be deserving." Levi added, you frowned and cupped his cheeks. "You being you is enough to make me happy, Levi. I don't care if you have no title, or any princely mattered stuff." pulling him up for a short peck on the lips, "I fell in love with you. And you being here with me now is all I ever wanted and enough to make me happy." You smiled, nuzzling into his face as he did the same too.

"HEY LOVE SHITS THERE'S A FEAST DOWNSTAIRS. GOD I NEVER KNEW FOOD WAS DELICIOUS!" A certain glassed woman barged in the room. Levi clicked his tongue in annoyance, "I don't know if I should regret freeing you from that lamp." he groaned making you giggle. "You love me shortieee hehehehe, don't suck each to hers face to much or you won't have room for dessert! Isabel is chowing down like a pig!" with that Hanji ran off, happily freed from the lamp.

"Where were we?" You giggled before he hovered over you on the bed, kissing you passionately while holding you close to his body. He vowed to stay true to himself from now on, and cherish everything he has done to get here. Now this was an life he could get use to.

"Dessert."

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Facade // Levi x Reader

Genre: Pure fluff

Pairing: Levi x You

•••

He was always a man with strength. Inhuman strength to be exact. He could either be the only ally men put their fate to, or a dangerous threat. This man showed no optimism whatsoever. He was stoical. You could never tell what he was feeling everytime you try to engage a conversation. He was like this humanoid. No feelings, only has to achieve the goals that are given, and a killing machine.

Not only do the scouts fear him, but the people who have encountered him in the past. His title started from the rough undergrounds to the citizens from above. He was named, Humanities Strongest. Although some fear him, some respected him, and praised him. He was the light of hope in the Survey Corps.

Growing up has been hard in his state. Losing the only person he thought to love, and gave him life. Losing two of not only his friends, but what he considers as remaining family in the most brutal way. Having to be taught that killing and acting tough would be the only way to survive by his uncle, who has also left him at his early teens. He grew from being the dying runt, to a thug, a cadet into the captain he is now in the present.

But when will everyone realize that what they think about your dear Levi isn't at all true?

To you he has been nothing but the vulnerable one. His usual furrowed brows loosen as they relax. His hard, cold stare soften even by just a glimpse of you.

Those hands that people seen swing a knife oh so professionally yet dangerously, at times curl into a hard fist that can easily knock out a person with just a punch. Those hands that have been tainted by the blood of both killed enemies, and the fallen soldiers.

Those were the hands that also held yours delicately when no one was looking. The hands that would even hold yours unconsciously everytime you both sleep together. Hands that would pull you into his soft yet protective embrace that people would fear to even come contact with the man.

Did I forget to mention his legs? Those legs that would kick you back into your place? Those legs that would tangle in bed with yours everytime you two would cuddle? Yeah those legs.

Have you seen this man once smile? No one has. But you, you do.

Everytime you both would end up with eachother just gazing to memorize every detail you have, his lips would curl upwards as adoration would shine on his steely eyes. He would smile softly at the small things you do to him.

Fiddle with his fingers when you were once placed on his lap as he did paper work. He didn't concentrate much due to the fact what you were doing was that word he couldn't say— adorable yet endearing.

The times you would stroke his hair when his head was either placed on your lap or your chest to soothe away all his nightmares worries and stress. How he loved the way your small fingers do they're magic.

Or that time when you randomly hugged him from behind when he was sipping his tea, and did those what you call, "sounds of affection" into his neck. Many would find it weird, but he he would let out a small chuckle because come on, he found you so damn cute.

He felt his heart flutter when one time during a meeting you brushed your hand onto his since you were both next to eachother. Your playful behavior somehow got him as well as he bit the inside of his cheek to resist a smile from showing to his fellow comrades.

"vi...levi.."

He groaned softly when he felt your fingers stroke his hair. "It's breakfast time, love. Aren't you ready to get up?" your voice was so soft and full of endearment he could just listen to you all day even if you would talk something out of nonsense at times.

Levi opened his eyes, half lidded as he tiredly scanned the position you both were in. Legs tangled together, his arms still strongly holding you against him, head placed comfortably on your breast with your fingers still massaging him.

Moments like this Levi didn't want to leave.

And he's sure as hell you didn't too.

Looking back at you, you felt your cheeks heated. He looked at you so lovingly no one has ever seen. The soft look his eyes held, the smile that made his cheeks reach a little with a cute crinkle on his eyes.

He was so in love.

"Let's just stay in. It's our day off anyway."

And you both wouldn't have it any other way.

The facade he always displayed for everyone, melted away from your presence. Oh Levi Ackerman. If only they'd see you be this gentle and loving, who's to say you're the most dangerous man that lived?

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