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"When everything goes wrong,
perhaps it's setting itself right." - Asha, Snowpiercer S03E08
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Do people get tired of each other after being together for a long time?
When two people spend a lot of time together,
they become very familiar with each other.
You might argue about small things and feel tired
and start thinking that you don't like each other anymore
and that you're not a good match.
Then you meet someone else
and you feel like that person is great for you,
even better than your current partner.
You have fun conversations that seem to last for hours.
You treat each other with kindness,
and you seem to forget about your current partner.
But in this moment,
it is important for you to remember that when you first got together,
you also had endless things to talk about.
You should know that feelings can become ordinary over time,
and it's only with people you don't know well
that you have a lot to talk about.
Real feelings show up when you have nothing to talk about,
and excitement turns into true love.
If you can overcome this phase,
then you realize that there's nothing in this world
that can break your bond.
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Virginia is for lovers...at least that's what they told me
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I awake in the night
To hear the engines purr 🚂
#LongLiveTheEngineEternal
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"You hurt a lot of people in your past.
People hurt you.
You don’t want to feel pain, but it’s unavoidable.
Suffering is a part of the human condition.
You can’t get to joy, to relief, without hurting– sometimes yourself, sometimes others."
- Pastor Logan, Snowpiercer (TV Series 2020 Season 2, Episode 5)
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😢😭😟😞☹😥
There's a girl I knew
Innocent and true
She liked to take things slow
She never could say no
She always saw the good
In people when she should
Have listened to her friends
Who knew how this would end
She showed up at his door
He lives on the first floor
His roommates were both gone
Okay somethings going on
But he saw her concern
He knew that she was pure
So he sat on the far side of the couch
While he stared at her mouth
They talked for hours
He seemed interested
She'd never met someone so good at listening
She told stories and he was polite
She didn't notice he touched every part of her with his eyes
She kept coming over it became routine
He disguised his hunger and she picked out the movies
She thought it was cute when he held her hand
Blissfully unaware of what he had planned
She gave in
Just a little bit
and it felt good didn't it?
Harmless fun is all it is
Until it isn't
Cause this boy was on a mission
and what he wants he knows he'll get
But he just couldn't let her know that yet
So he stopped things before they got too far and said “i won't let you do something you'll regret”
He charmed her with his words
Had every line rehearsed
Painted the red flags green
She fell for everything
She even fell for him
and that's the moment when
He knew that he had won
He could finally have his fun
It happened in a flash
No time to take it back
Had one thing on his mind
Reaching the finish line
One hand around her throat
The other down her clothes
She pressed her lips to his neck
So he wouldn't get upset
She's a quick learner
He's a great leader
His plan was working
To use but not keep her
He gave a rose her very first thorn
Tangled in blankets that once kept her warm
What was exciting
Now just feels helpless
How could she let herself be so reckless
The thing she'd protected all the way up till then now belongs to a boy she'll never see again
She gave in
and lost herself because of it
She took the blame for all of it
How could she blame him it's just who he is
Good intentions
a lot can change in 5 minutes
Cause that's really all the time he needs
and now he'll always have a piece of me
There's a girl I knew
Innocent and true
She no longer exists
But I can tell you this
The girl that I see now
In the mirror looks so proud
Cause she put herself through hell
But found forgiveness in herself
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I hope a part of you always loves a part of me.
I hope it's hard for you to ever find that missing piece.
Hope you think of me when you make love to somebody new,
And it feels like something's missing when he's, he's touching you...
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"The feelings that hurt most, the emotions that sting most, are those that are absurd - The longing for impossible things, precisely because they are impossible; nostalgia for what never was; the desire for what could have been; regret over not being someone else; dissatisfaction with the world’s existence. All these half-tones of the soul’s consciousness create in us a painful landscape, an eternal sunset of what we are." ― Fernando Pessoa
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"Maybe I was destined to forever fall in love with people I couldn’t have. Maybe there’s a whole assortment of impossible people waiting for me to find them. Waiting to make me feel the same impossibility over and over again." ― Carol Rifka Brunt, Tell the Wolves I'm Home
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she said "have you ever loved someone so much you can't unfeel their spark?"
oh my god, i'm falling apart again
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Will I ever fall in love without letting the past take control?~
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