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aera3014 · 9 days

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The house I lived in

Is not my home

With wings that trampled

On their own

Even though its where

My family lives

It lacks freedom

With tension thick

The house I lived in

Is not my home

With withered flowers

In a empty pot

Chained up in a room

For my entire life

I remember the day

That I turned nine

The house I live in

Is closer to home

Despite being a place

Away and cold

My wings grew lighter

And new flowers they bloom

I sit between nature

And listen to nature's tune

-Aera

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aera3014 · 25 days

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City Life

Bustling traffic of northern cities

Dripping sound of raining daisies

Rustling of the trees gone wild

The whistling of the winds gone dry

The shallowness of an empty heartbeat

Filled with kerosene that keeps it lit

Filled with loved with a heart of despair

Gentle touches that are full of care

-Aera

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aera3014 · 1 month

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“what was the most pain you have ever felt”

healing from someone, i once thought i would heal with

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aera3014 · 1 month

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When you die, people don't cry because they miss you. They cry because they lost whatever you were able to give them, until they realise that someone else can give them that same exact thing.

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aera3014 · 3 months

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Stars

Have you ever looked up at the sky?

Wishing you were a star up so high

Away from all the things that hurt you

Wishing that this petty dream comes true?

Yes, I have looked up at the sky

As if I am running out of time

I stand under these stars I always view

Wishing that this petty dream comes true

-Aera

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aera3014 · 3 months

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Waiting is painful

Forgetting is painful

But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering

Paulo Coelho

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aera3014 · 3 months

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Always remember

Don't lose your shine as a diamond to be someone's gold

-Aera

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aera3014 · 3 months

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POV

When someone asks you what makes you happy but you don't know what to reply as you never thought about it because nobody ever asked you this.

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aera3014 · 3 months

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I don't know

I don't know when

Living became a chore

Each day I look for

Something I don't even know

I don't know when

Breathing became too hard

Because nothing in this world

Is ever going to last

I don't know when

I started wishing to disappear

Losing worth in life

Losing everything I've held dear

-Aera

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aera3014 · 3 months

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I once knew a girl

From the stars

With cheerful eyes

And a lovely heart

She left a star

For me to love

When she left

Like a dove

Even today I

Look for her

Even though

She's six feet under

I know a girl

From the stars

With dying eyes

And a silent heart

-Aera

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aera3014 · 4 months

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Don't

Don't tell me

Everything will be fine

When hope is losing its shine

Don't sing to me

To make me sleep at night

When you cry yourself to sleep every time

Don't hold my hand

As if I matter to you the most

When in this dew maze you yourself are lost

Don't tell me you love me

Because you've made me hate myself the most

Because I know, my sadness is what breaks you the most

-Aera

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aera3014 · 4 months

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Brilliant eyes

Held brilliant stars

Cherry lips

With smiles gone far

(Emerald skies

And languid seas

Lost within thousand

Dancing leaves)

Tired eyes

With broken hope

Cherry lips

That smile no more

(Cloudy skies

And druken seas

A child that now

Cries wistfully)

-Aera

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aera3014 · 4 months

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Something

This year I look for something

Something I forgot

Without it I feel so empty

Like a broken watch

The mist never felt so thick

In it I am lost

The stars feel too far away

It's me that I forgot

-Aera

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aera3014 · 4 months

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Sometimes

I wish

I could sleep for days

So that

When I wake up

I could meet you again

-Aera

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aera3014 · 4 months

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2024

This year I won't cry for you

This year I will smile for me

This year I'll make the flowers bloom

This year for me I'll live

This year I won't hurt myself

This year I will love myself

This year I will forgive myself

(This year is for me and myself)

-Aera

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aera3014 · 4 months

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Another year

Another year has passed

Yet I'm where I always was

You who held a hand out to me

Now point fingers and put the blame on me

The path that you showered with petals

Is full of thorns in this life-like cradle

But no, this year I won't cry for you

I'll smile for me (but I know I can't start anew)

-Aera

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aera3014 · 5 months

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#a luxury I wish I could have

luxury

not having suicidal thoughts is the norm for most people.

but for me, it's a luxury.

a luxury that astounds me whenever i get the privilege to enjoy it.

a luxury that i have to be grateful for.

a luxury i thank god for.

but for most people, it's the norm.

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