Dude, i finally got myself a laptop today!! it feels nice to finally type on a keyboard again. maybe this is what i'll use to write my journals instead! btw, tumblr looks weird on the laptop lol
dude, it feels like it's been too long since I last wrote my journal entry for this account. I've just been so busy with life and struggling with a job.
so, I've been working on saving up for a laptop. as soon as I am able, I will also save up for my top surgery! I'll get to writing my journal entries soon enough and hopefully then, I'll have more to talk about than just my everyday life at home.
this year has started out slow, at least for me. took what felt like forever to getting out of this seasonal depression thing. some times it still feels like I'm still in it. I think it is because I don't WANT to do the house chores, finding every excuse to put less than half the effort to do them. I know I will be bitchy during the whole situation. I just got to be patient.
Jan 15, 24 10:01pm - holy fuck guys, my mums dog and I got V E R Y close to (the young/teenage) the fucking WOLf!! The poor dog and I are so fuckibg lucky that the wolf was only curious about our dog and had no interest in attacking her [our dog]. You know the fucking ridiculous thing though? I didn't call for help, or call our dog back. However, I was pulling her leash back inside. I was repressing my shakiness and I have no idea why. But the most ridiculous thing is: my first thought was "oh, that's a big ass dog.......OH FUCK!! THATS NOT A DOG!!"
Both the dog and I slept very well last night, because of that.
Jan 19,24 10:43pm - I watched all four episodes of Hazbin Hotel twice ever now. so if you haven't watched them, spoilers from here on out!!!
FUCK VALENTINO AND HIS ABUSIVE MOTHMAN WANNABE!! HES A SHIT PIMP!! A GODDAMN WEAK PRICK!!!
angel dust does not deserve that, despite him blaming himself every chance he gets. Also, HUSKER WAS AN OVERLORD?!¿ WHAT EVEN— that was a lot of information to take in with just four episodes! Either way, I LOVE THEM ALREADY!! Especially Alastor and Vaggie ♡♡
MAY SHE HAVE THE CHANCE TO W R E C K THIS MOTHMAN WANNABE
I love Charlie getting immediately defensive for Angel! Gah!! Everyone's relationship these two new eps, except for maybe Niffty (fuck she's fucked), is so freaking goood
(Well, iPlayer until the 15th, that's when it airs on BBC One)
Hope Street episode 3.11, let's go!
First of all, I'd say they did me dirty with this picture, but my university ID was exponentially worse.
Onto the spoilers!
Our boy Matthew has arrived in Port Devine, looking a little concerned.
For good reason when he's suddenly confronted by this lad, Dara.
Ah, a fight which Matthew escapes by slipping out of his coat. (Pretty sure this is the take where we ripped it practically in two...)
Dara's questioned, he claims he's never met Matthew in his life. Hmm.
Police do some investigating (and some character stuff) before Dara makes his way to Matthew's mother (Louise)'s house to have a wee showdown.
They both in a gang and Matthew's stolen a gun. Dara needs to get it back...
Matthew's nay having it. "This is my way out. If they want the gun back, they have to let me go."
Another fight. The gun goes off!
(Poor Pete and I were convinced after take one to put some padding on. My arm looks bulky because I'm strapped up with squishy stuff and allergic to plasters so it has to be in a sock)
Thank fuck no one was hurt. Dara gets the hell out of dodge -
Leaving Matthew to contemplate his mortality. And other people's, but mostly his own.
"Oh fuck, my bosses are gonna find me and murder me, oh shit. I'm far too young and pretty to die!"
Time for Matthew and Louise to follow Dara's example and get the fuck out of here.
The police are now on the Halbridges' trail, but they discover the phone tracking them and leave it in a field.
Meanwhile, Dara's been arrested for drug dealing. He refuses to talk, clearly nervous.
Ah, what's this on Dara's phone? So Matthew and Dara have been in a relationship for over a year now.
(The poor intimacy coordinator having to walk me through my just about second kiss in my entire life. And the third. And the fourth. And the fifth... Pete is a very sweet person. Made it all funny.)
("Relax your hand, Bodh. Just relax it. Open - open your fingers, just let me position your hand.")
They're both working for the same gang. Matthew was given the gun to hold onto by their bosses' and freaked out, running away with the weapon. His plan was to trade his freedom for the gun, but Dara was sent to get it back for the Brazier Brothers, notorious drug runners and gang leaders.
These guys.
Unfortunately, now Dara's had to tell the Brazier Brothers that Matthew is refusing. They're going to kill Matthew and then Dara. Oh no.
But Dara has an idea where they might be hiding.
At the caravan there's a standoff between the police and Halbridges. But when the Braizer Brothers are arrested, they're convinced to come out.
(Side note, my favourite picture of me, ever.)
Oh no, the Halbridges are going to jail and Matthew's regretting his life choices.
Matthew walked off to his new life inside a jail cell.
The end.
(This is where Niall Wright accidently sublexed my shoulder. To be fair to the man, I'd never mentioned it and he took his finger sliding in-between bone like a champ)
Look, it's me!! I was on TV! Bit sad they cut pretty much all the uses of SSE (weren't allowed BSL because we still had to speak the lines), but I got to be queer and Deaf so that's pretty nice.
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