I hate when people say suicide is the easy way out, they have no idea the pain you must be in to want to end your own life

I became so attached to my depression that I can't imagine my life without it anymore

i think the solution to my problems is to just kms

Cutting isn't enough, I need to rip apart every single part of my body

spoilers for boothill’s story below !

do you guys think boothill used to censor his cussing because his daughter was around, and now the habit has just stuck..

*year is 2123*

Me being a crusty ass old bitch on my death bed like I've been for like 35 years: ah yes, my beloved grandson

The grandson who's fucking sick of me holding up a Venom comic: they did it, they made your Symbrock stuff official

Me with a frail hand reaching for it: let me see it with my own eyes

Grandson handing it to me hoping I'll shut up: okay fine

Me reading it with tears in my eyes: I can finally die a happy man.

*I turn to dust*

oh noo i’m feeling vulnerable, i hope an older, possessive man into much younger girls isn’t here to get me…

I'm sorry for existing.

Hopefully, I'll kill myself one day.

I'm sorry for being so stupid and annoying.

Please tell me to commit suicide.

I didn't mean to step into your life and I apologize for that.

I'm sorry for being alive and breathing.

I hate that everywhere I go and everything I see, involves me thinking of a way to kill myself

i'm so exhausted that i can't even cry anymore

Wish I could disappear from this world

"Omg, Its like we've known eachother for years! We're literally so similar and you're like the nicest and most understanding person I've ever met, I love your personality!!!"

Thanks it's yours

Picked it up to go

As I lay in bed at 8 PM, covered in hot, painful, stinging hives, having weathered urgent care, another ear infection, three screaming tantrums, and an entire day absolutely lost to errands and family activities, I am just... well first of all trying to figure out WHAT FUCKING THING I ATE TO TRIGGER THIS FUCKING REACTION but also I am remembering one of my ESL students who once emailed me to tell me she wouldn't be in class and the reason was "I am not very today" and nothing has ever felt more correct than that sentence.

i am stuck in a perpetual cycle of making myself worse for i do not believe i can be better