BAD ROMANCE. osamu dazai
* ˚ ✦ synopsis: trying to maintain a relationship is difficult when your boyfriend is apart of the armed detective agency while you reside with the port mafia.
* ˚ ✦ genre: headcanons
* ˚ ✦ author’s note: more dazai content!!!!!
you and dazai’s relationship is complicated to say at the least.
not because of you two, you two were perfect. he was anything a girl could ever asked for in a man.
kind-hearted. spoiled you like hell, and knew how to love you in all of the right ways.
the problem was the fact you both worked for long-term rivaling organizations. this was years of hatred between its leaders and it wasn’t something that could be reversed overnight.
so the both of you found a workaround.
trying to find time in between work days and missions to meet up and spend some time together.
going on dates in public is incredibly risky since everyone knew about you being in the port mafia and dazai being in the armed detective agency.
word spreads like wildfire—so it was best that you both had these moments together in the comfort of your own homes.
these escapades had been a huge breach of trust from both sides, but the both of you didn’t care. you both loved each other, and love conquers all. right?
“dazai—mmm—i have to go…”
he pulls away from your lips, and a dejected look on his face arises. the time that both of you could have together is extremely limited due to your busy schedules. trying to squeeze in quality time has been difficult especially when trouble has been lurking on the streets of yokohama for weeks.
“what is it now?” dazai said, slightly annoyed but a hint of concern laced in his voice.
“mori needs me. he says it’s important.” you started to fix your clothes, and got up to grab your jacket. you heard a small groan slip from dazai’s mouth.
“you sure you can’t stay just a little longer, darling? i haven’t been able to get you alone all week.” he grabbed your hand and pulled you back down on the bed. you frowned. he sounded so upset.
“i can’t ‘samu. you know how he gets, and he doesn’t like waiting.”
“i know that. i’m sure you could come up with some type of excuse as to why you’re a little late, right?” his words take more of a seductive tone as his hand starts to trail down your arm, and both of his hands snake around your waist. you almost start to melt into his touch before realizing what is going on. “dazai—i can’t. i have to go.”
you pull him in for one last kiss, his lips seemingly never wanting to leave yours. you also place one more on his forehead before slipping from his touch and darting out the front door thinking you had already spent too much time with him than usual. he sighed deeply knowing you wouldn’t get another moment like this for a while.
being from two different agencies makes dazai worry a lot sometimes.
he knows you’re more than capable of handling your own, you were literally one of the strongest port mafia members.
nonetheless, he couldn’t help but resent mori for putting you in life endangering missions.
what if one of those times you don’t come back alive?
he wasn’t exactly prepared for the moment he would learn that you were dead because of “unfortunate circumstances.” he couldn’t handle losing someone else that he had to learn to love and care about. not again.
this leads to him being slightly overprotective. sometimes blowing up your phone and asking where you are at, wanting to send someone to keep an eye on you so he can make sure you’re safe at all times.
god forbid that you don’t answer your phone after telling him you’re going on a mission.
sometimes it could be overbearing but you’ve kind of accepted that this is the life you signed up for. you were already constantly under surveillance by mori so being watched by your boyfriend wasn’t something that bothered you anyways.
plus it keeps him sane knowing he could swoop in and save you in any moment the situation is taking a turn.
< 4 new messages >
osamu <3: where are you?
osamu <3: are you okay?
osamu <3: if you need anything please let me know.
osamu <3: you know i would do anything for you. you know that right?
my love: yes, osamu, i know. i’m fine. i’m just a little busy right now. i’ll ttyl later, okay?
osamu <3: alright. stay safe for me please. i love you so much.
my love: i promise i will. i love you even more. 💗
trying to keep things a secret from the port mafia is actually incredibly difficult.
you were quite impressed with yourself until tachihara caught you text dazai during a meeting.
tachihara wasn’t a snitch by any means, so he minded his business and didn’t confront you about it until after the meeting.
he approached you and asked what was the deal with dazai. you tried to act coy, dismissing the idea. on the inside, you were freaking out. you couldn’t risk one of your biggest fears becoming a reality.
he quickly reassured you that he wouldn’t tell and lightheartedly said he knew how to keep secrets. he had noticed you being a little more distracted sometimes and looking at your phone a bit too much.
you remarked that you were extremely relieved. you didn’t give him the entire rundown of what the situation was between you and dazai but you told him enough that would help him understand.
same thing in dazai’s end, but he’s a master of manipulation and gaslighting. not even saying this as a joke, he would legitimately gaslight any member of the ada into thinking they were crazy that he was in cahoots with anyone—let alone someone from the port mafia.
plus, as much as he cared about them, this was for their good. because if they found out about anything, they would make it their mission to end things and he wasn’t thinking about doing that any time soon.
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OUT OF MY LEAGUE. yuji itadori
* ˚ ✦ synopsis: now that you and itadori crossed paths again and ended up together, you both reminisce on middle school memories.
* ˚ ✦ genre: drabble
* ˚ ✦ author’s note: out of my writer’s block ! yippee ! inspired by the song out of my league by fitz and the tantrums !
“what?” itadori said, almost as if he was going to laugh.
“you thought that you were out of my league?” he was in disbelief. it wasn’t a secret that itadori was well-liked in middle school. there was not one person who disliked him—including you. and saying that you liked him was an understatement, you had huge feelings for him. you had never approached him in the past because you were the embodiment of a social outcast.
you weren’t the athletic type, the really smart type, the loud and extroverted type, you just were there. you existed in a space full of people who desired to be seen. except you. you didn’t want to be seen. you had found peace in your own company at such a young age that any type of feelings that you thought you had for yuji itadori was immediately thrown out the window. you only gained a couple of close friends in your middle school years, and that’s followed into your current high school years.
you’ve found yourself being a little more outgoing as you got older and because of that, you caught the eye of itadori.
“i mean, yeah.” you murmured. “we were, like complete opposites. everyone knew who you were while you probably didn’t even know who i was.” he looked away and scratched his neck. you continued. “exactly. so how in the world did you expect 13-year-old me to come up to you?”
“i’m… not sure.” he chuckled.
“i mean, i’m not mad about it or anything,” you sat up thinking maybe your tone was a little harsh. “because i have you now, right?”
“yeah. it’s just…” he turns toward you. “if i’m being honest i’m out of your league.”
you raised your eyebrow. “how?”
“you’re like really beautiful, first of all. i still can’t fathom the fact that i’m your type sometimes.” your eyes widened in flattery. itadori was vocal about how he felt about you but not as straightforward as he is now.
“you’re super down to earth and a lot more mature than i am. it kinda surprises me when you don’t get weirded out by some of the things i do. i really appreciate you.” he takes both of your hands. “i mean it.”
you’re at a loss for words. itadori’s no stranger to being intimate and serious in moments like this, but it genuinely shocked you when he told you about yourself. maybe it was true to an extent. “i…” your lips curl into a grin. you couldn’t help but grin.
“i appreciate you too yuji.” you both sit and take in the moment. this conversation, even though little words were said it put a lot more things into perspective. maybe even highlighting inner insecurities you subconsciously had and soothing them quite a bit. amid your thoughts, itadori had broken the silence.
“i mean, at the end of the day, who could possibly resist me?”
“moment ruined.”
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