anyone else get the heart ache or sum when throwing up? hurts so much i can’t almost breathe..

today*

back at it again

am i the only one that thinks it’s so hard to stay active on tumblr 😵‍💫

The best part about weight loss is feeling it, finally, after being uncomfortable for so long. It’s running your hands over your hip bones, feeling your collarbone and sharp shoulders, the space between you and your clothing when you move. It’s sitting down without your stomach bulging. It’s walking without your thighs slamming together. It’s placing your hand to the side of your face and feeling that delicate cheekbone in your palm. Looking thin is great, but feeling thin is amazing.

im sure this next cigarette will fix me

Question for Ana’s

Do you guys have clothes saved for when you’re skinny enough to wear them? Maybe parents clothes from when they were teenagers, stuff like that?

I have 4 pairs of pants for when I hit my gw! One is a pair of cargo pants from when my mom was in the military, she was super thin! Another is these mickey mouse pants she got custom made as a gift when she was younger, and they’re soo cute! The other 2 are just pairs of skinny jeans (1 used to be mine, and the other were my little sisters, she’s the same height as me and being able to wear them would be a great fuck you, since she was always a bitch about being skinnier than me - for reference, she made some life ending false accusations).

My favorite not binging technique;

"I can have it if I still want it tomorrow", then going to bed. Most the time I don't continue wanting it, orrr I can plan it into my calories for the day 🤷‍♀️

My current motivation?

Loosing my menstrual cycle 💅

checking my bun

loosing weight is so hard when that same exact voice in your head that tells you you’re ugly and fat and disgusting says that it’s ok to have that piece of cake. and it’s ok to have another. and another. and another. and then afterwards, it blames it on you.

me staring at my calculator app for 45 seconds before i remember i was trying to open my clock app to set an alarm

getting a crush is so motivating :)

any tips on how to get skinny quickly? im so fat, im worse then that im 0bese and ugly :(

me_irl

cant talk rn i'm busy being a danger to myself

tumblr is like dark web but for teenage girls