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I’ll for sure be here tomorrow! I’m off for the next two days so expect some replies ♥️
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the way i got two asks for gaara from that angst meme .. im side eying yall so bad rn .
#i probably wont actually be around until tomorrow idk yet#im kinda tired and im not off until tuesday / wednesday#i need to do commissions but i think im gonna take the night to myself#i do want to chill and try to write on discord so !!
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some angst idk y’all i like crying
“ i don’t want you here. just go. ”
“ you ‘didn’t mean to hurt me?’ yeah you did. like it or not, i know exactly who you are. ”
“ why won’t you even look at me? ”
“ i’m not angry at you. i’m angry with myself for trusting you. ”
“ i wish you’d stop trying to destroy yourself in some misguided effort to feel worthy. ”
“ i know it’s not fair to say this, but i don’t have anything without you. if i don’t have you i have nothing. ”
“ you can’t love me. not the way i need to be loved. ”
“ i’m broken. and i don’t need anyone to try to feed me white lies about it. something inside me is broken and it isn’t just going to be put back like it was. ”
“ sometimes being broken isn’t about trying to put things back together like they were before. it’s about picking up what pieces are left and building something new. ”
“ okay, so you’re a monster. so am i. lets be monsters together. ”
“ because of what they/you did i’m damaged. ”
“ what the hell is wrong with you? ”
“ what the hell is wrong with me? ”
“ i can’t fix you. you can’t expect me to know how to fix you. ”
“ yeah, i’ll be here. i’ll be here when you’re ready to stop running. ”
“ my world is just falling apart. it’s like everything is just crumbling around me. i don’t know what to do. i just want it to stop ”
“ you’re the only thing that makes sense right now. everything else is just— the world is so loud. and the only time it feels quiet is when you’re here. ”
“ i don’t know how to talk about shit okay? it’s too hard. but i do care. i need you to trust me that i care. ”
“ stop punishing yourself. you wanna make up for what you’ve done? get off your ass and do something about it. ”
“ whatever it is you think was going on between us, you’re wrong. ”
“ it didn’t mean anything to me. ”
“ you should move on. i did. ”
“ i feel like i’m one bad day away from becoming everything i’ve fought against. ”
“ stop pushing me away. i’m not going anywhere, asshole. and as soon as you get that through that thick skull of yours, the better. ”
“ i don’t need you in my life. i don’t want you in it. ”
“ i can’t trust myself. if i let myself get comfortable enough, when i try to be happy, people get hurt. ”
“ people like me don’t get to have peace. ”
“ i’m not the person you want. i know you think i am. but it won’t take long for you to realize this is a mistake. ”
“ you want the truth? the truth is when i love people it burns inside me like a poison. it infects every part of me until it feels like they’re in my goddamn soul…and then i fuck it up. and it’ll destroy us both. ”
“ i’ll always choose you. that’s the worst part of it all. i’d choose you over and over, even though i know you wouldn’t do the same. ”
“ you never had to be perfect. you just had to stay. ”
“ will you please just stay for once. just. don’t walk away. ”
“ if i loved you less, i might be able to talk about it more. ”
“ just tell me something real. tell me something i can remember no matter what happens to us. ”
“ when you look at me, i feel seen. i feel like you see past everything i’ve always surrounded myself with to try and protect my heart. no one has ever looked that deeply at me. ”
“ how can you uncover so much about someone, make them let their guard down and lay themselves bare to you. and then just throw it all away? ”
“ if you walk out that door don’t bother coming back. ”
“ why are you so afraid of trusting this— trusting us. what’s making you hold back? ”
“ will you still be here? will you stay even after you’ve seen all the ugly parts of my heart. ”
“ i don’t care how willing you are to die for me. i want you to fucking live with me. live for us. ”
HURT/COMFORT
[ DISCOVER ] for one muse to find the other crying alone.
[ COMPANY ] for one muse to sit with the other so they don’t have to be alone while they’re upset.
[ EMBRACE ] for one muse to suddenly hug the other one for their own comfort.
[ OFFER ] for one muse to suddenly hug the other one to comfort them.
[ SETTLE ] for one muse to comfort the other and end up cuddling.
[ SHOULDER ] for one muse to rest their head on the other’s shoulder while they comfort them.
[ CARRY ] for one muse to find the other injured and carry them to safety.
[ SECURE ] for one muse to carry the other to bed after they fell asleep.
[ STRUGGLE ] for one muse to resist being hugged but then break down and crumble against the other.
[ CLEAR ] for one muse to wipe the other’s tears.
[ BREAKDOWN ] for one muse to ask the other if they’re okay prompting them to finally stop bottling things up.
[ BRUSH ] for one muse to run their fingers through the other’s hair while they open up or cry.
[ NURSE ] for one muse to tend to the other while they’re recovering from injuries.
[ TRUST ] for a scenario where sender’s muse is the only one receivers muse will let close.
[ COAX ] for scenario where receiver’s muse knows they’re the only one sender’s muse will let close.
[ CALM ] for one muse to subdue the other during an outburst.
[ CLARITY ] for one muse to help ground the other back in the present (i.e. after nightmare, breakdown, battle etc)
[ PREVENT ] for one muse to stop the other from going too far during a fight.
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i work closing tomorrow so i wont be around, i've been highly focusing on commissions but i'll do my best to be more active this weekend, so expect some answers , replies , etc. and uhh go ahead and like this for a meme call !
#me hugging u all#i am sooo tired#i was sick half the day but i finished a commission !!#anywho .. i have high muse in general but not motivation rn so
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i am home ! and i don't work until the afternoon tomorrow so i'll be around tomorrow BUT !!! i'm gonna go to sleep here soon . you can like the starter call i posted and i'll get around to starters tomorrow morning <3 thanks for everybody's patience with me , i know i'm slow as a sloth !
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🐝 * ― 𝑺𝑬𝑿𝑼𝑨𝑳 𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑺𝑰𝑶𝑵 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺. ( nsfw. as a reminder: your muse = sender and my muse = receiver. add + reverse to reverse the action. feel free to adjust to better fit your muses. )
❛ you look absolutely irresistible right now. ❜
❛ there’s so many things i’d love to do to you. ❜
❛ it isn’t fair how much you turn me on. ❜
❛ i can’t stop thinking about you. ❜
❛ tell me what you want me to do. ❜
❛ do you want to take this somewhere more … private? ❜
❛ if you keep looking at me like that i don’t think i’ll be able to control myself any longer. ❜
❛ is this okay or do you want me to stop? ❜
❛ would it be wrong for me to kiss you? ❜
❛ i’ve noticed you’ve been staring at me this whole time. ❜
❛ why don’t you come a little closer? ❜
❛ the things i’d do to you if we weren’t out in public … ❜
❛ can you feel what you are doing to me? ❜
❛ i’ve got something really special planned for us. ❜
❛ we’ll see where the night will take us. ❜
❛ i’ve never felt such an instant connection with anyone else before. ❜
❛ you can do whatever you want to me. ❜
❛ it would be a shame to waste such a perfect opportunity. ❜
❛ i’ve always wanted to do this. ❜
❛ you’ve been teasing me for far too long. it’s my turn now. ❜
[ WALL ] * your muse pins my muse against the closest wall.
[ ALMOST KISS ] * my muse leans closer to your muse almost like they’re trying to initiate a kiss, only to pull away in the last second.
[ TEASE ] * my muse teases your muse either by touch or words or any other way that works for them.
[ TUG ] * your muse tugs my muse closer and wraps their arms around them.
[ STRIPTEASE ] * my muse gives your muse a show as they take off their clothes.
[ LAPDANCE ] * my muse gives your muse a lapdance.
[ SECUDE ] * my muse whispers sweet nothings to your muse.
[ EYE CONTACT ] * your muse gazes deeply into my muse’s eyes.
[ LINGER ] * your muse gives my muse lingering touches.
[ STUCK ] * our muses are stuck in a small broom closet together.
[ BLUSH ] * your muse makes my muse blush with their words.
[ CLOSER ] * my muse comes closer, invading more of your muses personal space.
[ ACCIDENTAL BRUSH ] * my muse touches your muse ( somewhere intimate ) on accident.
[ PURPOSEFUL TOUCH ] * my muse touches your muse ( somewhere intimate ) on purpose.
[ FLIRT ] * my muse flirts with your muse.
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i am home ! and i don't work until the afternoon tomorrow so i'll be around tomorrow BUT !!! i'm gonna go to sleep here soon . you can like the starter call i posted and i'll get around to starters tomorrow morning <3 thanks for everybody's patience with me , i know i'm slow as a sloth !
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My inumaki muse coming back full force was not expected
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A part of me still wants to change my alias, not so much because of the commission blog — which has already been edited and separated but also because of the fact that I’ve grown so much since I found the name ford and I love the name, am very attached to it ! But .. I don’t know.
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i want to write some starters tomorrow so this is a new & fresh starter call ! -- i'll actually do all of these tomorrow so if you'd like to, press that heart and please please please !! specify muse ( s ) -- i may reach out to plot as well .
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much like her , blood drives no kind of control over him , it ' s only a familiarity anymore . where sweat & * tears fold and peel away into the metallic substance thanks to his abilities as a death painting . the sound of her voice has his attention easily , her answer causing him to nod as an affirmation to his listening . STILL , it stumps him a little [ ... ] the gojo satoru he ' s heard so much about , revered as ' 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙎𝙏𝙍𝙊𝙉𝙂𝙀𝙎𝙏 ' by everybody he ' s come in contact with thus far , a part of him insists that his strength alone proves to be attractive right ? don ' t women like powerful men ?
𝑝𝑒𝑟𝘩𝑎𝑝𝑠 𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝘩𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑐𝘩𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑑 , or , perhaps choso just never cared enough to pay attention to the things that seemed just within the realm of mundane . shoko tells her story , and he nods again in understanding , AS IF HE COULD . but he ' s learning & * that 's the important part isnt it ? ❛ i see ❜ and he pauses , fiddling with his sleeves . ❛ do you think it ' s worth it ? love .. or whatever ? ❜ a hand flippantly gestures in front of them. you can remember watching ( LOVE ) fall apart right in front of your eyes , the actions that people claim are from good intentions / also nicknamed ' love ' but choso himself , well he ' s not too sure about the concept . like handing your heart over to somebody without knowing if theyre a cannibal [ ... ]
the blue gloves that cling to her hands like an extra layer of skin are coated in the metallic red substance, one which she's grown rather numb to seeing, smelling, and even perceiving. choso stands by her side while she attends to a sorcerer who has gotten injured. it was nice having him on their side and not actively trying to murder poor itadori yuji. her question was spoken as a joke, but he seemed to take it seriously, and she reminds herself that this man hasn't lived the same kind of life she has. he's not human or curse, but a mixture of both.
still, @yookimi seemed intrigued, intrigued enough to ask his question. when her cursed energy comes to a halt, and the sorcerer before her is healed, she turns towards the death painting with a tender, tiny smile. ❝ i have, ❞ shoko answers softly, peeling the gloves from her hands and tossing them into a nearby garbage can, ❝ nothing too serious, i'm quite an absent person due to my job. and the idea of dating any of my co-workers wasn't too appealing. no one ever caught my eye. ❞ she's never quite been the type to fall in love, not easily. but perhaps, once upon a time ago, she had fallen in love. if so, that memory was long gone.
#·ˊ‧˖ ♡࿏ ⊹ * 𝘪𝘤. ≋ ˖ choso kamo ❜#HEHE#i am v proud of u yes#idk what exactly this is i rambled but <33
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i want to write some starters tomorrow so this is a new & fresh starter call ! -- i'll actually do all of these tomorrow so if you'd like to, press that heart and please please please !! specify muse ( s ) -- i may reach out to plot as well .
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thinking about the finding. oh yes the bruise-littered skin and rubbed-raw wrists and red-rimmed eyes, oh yes the shallow, pained breaths and semi-consciousness, in and out for the pain, but more acutely: the finding. the 'you are safe now' as well as the 'how do i touch you without hurting you'. the 'i'm here, and i'm sorry that i'm late'. you know
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i want to write some starters tomorrow so this is a new & fresh starter call ! -- i'll actually do all of these tomorrow so if you'd like to, press that heart and please please please !! specify muse ( s ) -- i may reach out to plot as well .
#I KNOW I DIDNT DO ALL OF THE ONES FROM BEFORE#i cleaned up my blog so hopefully that wont be an issue
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i know all your secrets , i know all your lies , i know where you keep em' buried deep inside. no , you can't hide .
#zestials ── an indie , private & headcanon based zestial from hazbin hotel. not affiliated with nor supportive of v*vizepop. mutuals only, minors dni. ﹙ as loved by rory / any pronouns , twenty3. ﹚
#look… I love seeing this blog on my dash#I love .. everything about !!!!!#·ˊ‧˖ ♡࿏ ⊹ * 𝘰𝘰𝘤. ≋ ˖ promos ❜#I waNT TO INTERACTTTT and intend to 👁️
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my favorite roleplay memory is so ... i can't even narrow it down ? because for me , it's always been the friends i've made .. i've become friends with so many talented people in all the years i've been on this site ... getting to explore all of the various dynamics that just happened to work . i really don't have a specific ' favorite ' when I've been on this site for ?? a decade or more now, it's easy for me to forget the specifics and such, but I've made so many lifelong friends and close friends that i talk to on the regular . it's nice to be surrounded by people who all care for one another .
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🚕 my most embarrassing roleplay moment
oh oh .. i had to think on this one but uh i thought @pontevoix 's alias was peach for the longest. ... like YEARS .. and it's not so that was embarrassing ' cause i was also saying it in my tags and stuff ..
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