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hehe you guys, here’s the last couple!!! Can u guess who my fav is 😭😭😭(obviously izuku), please don’t get me cancelled u guys, I’m just a girl having some fun 😔😔🎀🎀 also hehe most of these sketches r based on the fic ‘something (just like this)’ by OfMermaids on AO3, which I highly recommend if u like deku x reader!!! It’s SO BEAUTIFUL and I will never stop singing praises ab it cause it made me fall for izuku 10 times more LOLOL (pls read it,,, it’s my fav fic).
But some of these r just me trying to comfort myself after long days hehe :3!! That’s it for now,,, have a good day u guys💖💖💖🎀🎀🎀
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Wow??? Self-insert dump (AGAIN) (cause 😭😭😭)
Anyways here’s Deku ( x me ) cause he my fav
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Why am I so depressed today lol
#i studied one rev. i need to study more.#im so. overwhelmed? underwhelmed?#i knew this was going to happen for like a long time but now that im going toccollege and everyone really is going on their own ways#it feels so#lonely? and we havent even parted ways yet#i know ill make friends. actually maybe i wont because idk who im gonna be by then#but. i wanna stick with this friendgroup. i want to stick with this friend geoup even though i feel so inferior and even though it feels#distant at times. i wanna stay here. right here. with everyone.
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No pressure, yano
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NOOOOOO DONT APOLOGIZE IT WAS MY FAULT
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Mb I was tweaking I should've apologized earlier WE TALKED IT OUT ITS ALL GREAT
#spongebobshoes is honestly such a great friend i rlly hate to disappoint em#im glad theyre not too upset tho UEUEUEUEU#the way the weight was instantly lifted off of my chesy
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Yep they're mad
#IM SORRY UEUEUEUEUEUE#time to mentally erase all the good things theyvr said bout me in tbe book#its fine. it is what it is.
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Kinda hurt ngl
#im sorry i forgot to tell u i was giving the gift nect wrek i didnt mean to spoil the surprise#bro sounded really mad lol im sorry#dhbssjhdvsgwusv#wtv wtv wtv wtv its probably fine right? right? right? right?#idk i feel very emotionally sensitive today i slmost cried alot#and im on the verge of doing it again
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Ngl. It feels. Kinda sad to realise that every single guy friend I've ever had ends up falling in love w me or starts crushing on me or stalks me
#says smth either about me or about men#i just. want a friend. that was always my goal since birth#ive always wanted a decent casual good friend. was that too much to ask?
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"Hopefully it won't slip out of my mouth"
#tf do you mean hopefully#lord lord lord ive been praying more genuinely each and everyday is that not enough#have you not been responding to my prayers because i havent been praying properly for all these years and feel like im only using you#im having abbit more fsith now i swear i dont pray because i want to use your blessings#i guess i deserve it but are you really mad at me god? is that why youre making me go thru all this?#im actually cruing now. okay. great. yeah.#im so mentally tired today what#so. so. so. fuckjng. yired. im.#i just. please rveryone leave me alone#ngl rn i just want a quiet life. no alarms and no surprises. please.
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"It's. Fien. Fine. Fbjsbdisbsis"
Also me:
#its fine. Its fien IM FINE ITS FINE FFUKIGN FINE#im so tired of this situation man please and it always pops up during exams im going to fucking kill myself#udah sabar. sabar. sabar. im always so fucking sabar. yeah. WHY IS IT ALWAYS ME#NO ONE FUCKING LISTENS WHEN I SAY NO TO BOUNDARIES BEING CROSSED#I SAY DONT BRING ME UP IN A CONVO. PROCEEDS TO FUCKING BRING ME UP IN A CONVO.#I SAY DONT. SAY. ANYTHING. ABOUT. MY RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM. YOU START ASKING SHIT#ITS NONE OF YOUR FUCKING PLACE IM SOCFUCKGIN SICK OF IT I WANT TO CRY#NONENOFCUOU#ITS NONE OF ANYONES FUCKING PLACE TO BUT IN MY BUSINESS WITH LAUFEY BOY#PLEASE IM JUST SO TIREDNOF PEOPLE MEDDLING AND IM SO TIRED OF PEOPLE CROSSING HOUNDARIES AND#IM SO TIRED OF BEING STALKED IM SO SO TIRED OF ALL OF THAT#not to mention that got brought up when my energy is just dead because they brought up german. i really dont wanna talk about german#i thought i was over it i really did. it wasnt that bad last week (mostly because i didnt talk like yano would talk)#but fuck. that affected me sm my social battery died on the spot and i just didnt. want. to. talk. like. at. all#why am i overreacting so much about this theyre just lessons its just one person telling me that im not good at this.#why am i so useless. i just.#im going to bed.
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