i feel so warm and special. you talk to me like im important

i am going to try to be more active

now that i realize theres not a lot of yancore blogs that are a. active. and b. not by terrible people. and c. dont crosstag into lovecore, i have realized i should post more

yes this is 90% because theres a gap in the market and i want attention. no i will not take criticism on this. its queue time baby

the things id do to kiss you at the top of a ferris wheel. . .

you gave me purpose

i am forever bound to you, my dear

now that i found my iridescent knife, i cant help fantasizing about you running it down my neck

please help me escape an abusive mother

i feel so absolutely terrible asking for donations, but my situation is getting worse by the day and there’s only so much i can do

i’m a 24 year old latino trans man in new york. i suffer from clinical depression, an anxiety disorder, and bpd - as well as several physical health problems such as a compromised immune system (celiac disease) and chronic migraines.

despite my compromised immune system i work part time (i’m an essential worker) but i make very little due to few hours.  i’ve lived with my mother for my whole life and she has always been incredibly emotionally and verbally abusive. since the start of the covid-19 pandemic, her treatment of me has become something i am unable to tolerate without shutting down. i’m at the point where it’s hard to function. each day is a battle with her that leaves me wondering if suicide is the only way out. she’s begun wildly gaslighting me and triggering shutdowns and dissociation. i’m so tired from both work and doing everything for her + my emotional exhaustion that i can sleep all day (and i do).

i have actually started a profile for affordable living for my boyfriend and i today, but nyc affordable living is a lottery you must apply for. my boyfriend is also a trans man and lives out of state, but was put out of work by the pandemic. his home life is also not ideal. at this moment in time, neither of us have the savings or income to even apply for housing. all that i know is, my mother is telling me i need to leave asap.

please, if you can, donate to help me, my boyfriend @dadbodsarehot​, and my pet rescue duck into a better and safer situation. i didn’t know where else to turn. 

you can send any donations here (my paypal.me is under my witchcraft business’ name).

you can also contact me directly for $5 tarot readings or $10 astral readings. if you are interested in spirit/entity companionship, you can also join my shop discord and browse the spirits i have available for binding. it currently gets next to no business.

please reblog this if you can’t donate. thank you so much, everyone.

here’s a picture of my duck, paz, to make you smile (you may have seen her around social media)

does anyone else collect things that remind them of their beloved?

is there anything sexier than stealing cute objects to give to your darling?

you are my last thoughts before drifting off, and the first thing i think about when i wake up. i am yours, every hour of the day

everything i do is for you. every action and thought is fueled by the thought of seeing you

of touching you

of holding you

everytime we talk, i find a new reason to adore you

every moment were together makes everything worth it

im so hopelessly enamored with you

im yours forever

you cant get rid of me now. ill always be back, beloved

you belong to me

and me to you

i'll repeat forever

so you know it's true

id kill to lay my head on your chest and hear your heartbeat

my heart melts when i realize you could destroy me, but choose not to

my weaknesses are do easy to exploit. but you protect me instead

for all my flaws, you still love me

i am eternally yours. now and forever. til death do i part