I spoke to him again and he said that he feels like me asking him if he slept well, if he ate dinner already, if he was going to bed soon, are all malicious questions. I just wanted to know if I could make him something, I just wanted to know if he was gonna leave me alone so soon at night. I just wanted to know if he’s been sleeping better.
Maybe I am annoying. I know I must be annoying him so much after my suicidal scare.
I don’t know what to do. I’m having a panic attack today. My boyfriend told me I’m not funny, I’m repetitive and I make him feel like I force conversations with him. He says all I do is prob him.
I feel awful. I just like asking questions because I like hearing people talk. I don’t mean to push him away by asking if he slept well. I don’t know what to say anymore when I talk to him if I’m not supposed to ask him how his day is. I’m so sad.
I don’t know what to do. I’m having a panic attack today. My boyfriend told me I’m not funny, I’m repetitive and I make him feel like I force conversations with him. He says all I do is prob him.
I feel awful. I just like asking questions because I like hearing people talk. I don’t mean to push him away by asking if he slept well. I don’t know what to say anymore when I talk to him if I’m not supposed to ask him how his day is. I’m so sad.
I posted this to my Twitter and YouTube, but here is a video of me trying to test my Shyvana PNGTuber model but my brother and boyfriend wouldn’t stop spamming memes in the general chat for me to put in the demo testing reel.
Here’s my fallout oc! Nika Spurtov, a war hungry Russian woman that loves eating people. (Saw a resurgence of people showing their fallout ocs and wanted to share mine :)!)
been having hard time drawings and keeping motivated. My irl job is just so soulless. Left is my wip of my dnd oc and right is my silly doodle of Shyvanna I was hoping to use as an avatar