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xylamalkoshan · 3 days
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It's my 10 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳
10 years! 🥰
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xylamalkoshan · 6 days
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Mommy (2014)
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xylamalkoshan · 7 days
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21.04.24 | 2127H. | White House, Taguig
Celebrated Nanay's birthday (The one who takes care of my two little brothers) with a simple family dinner in a nearby restaurant. Brought my girlfriend with me because she was visiting for the weekend.
Surprisingly good food! Also liked the interiors and the exterior facade. Had tons of photos with the fam.
Here's a ranking of what we ordered, with photos posted from left to right, top to bottom.
• Beef Rendang
• Bah Kuh Teh
• Beef Stew
• Beef Brocolli
• Katsu Curry
• Chicken Karaage
First time dining here and already asking my girlfriend if we can come back here. 😅
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xylamalkoshan · 7 days
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Sometimes, it isn’t the one who takes your breath away, it’s the one that reminds you to breathe.
k.b. // by jennifer johnson
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xylamalkoshan · 7 days
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xylamalkoshan · 11 days
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The feminine urge to quit the social media world permanently, to delete all possible information about my existence to the point that everyone would question themselves if I really stepped my foot on the land of earth, if I really existed, and I would just live quietly and become private for the rest of my life.
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xylamalkoshan · 11 days
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One deep talk and apology can fix a lot of things but people ain't mature enough for that.
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xylamalkoshan · 12 days
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they call me tv show because I have episodes. they call me comic book because I have issues
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xylamalkoshan · 15 days
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Badly need kausap
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xylamalkoshan · 16 days
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Nalulungkot na naman ako, opening night na ng One More Chance: The Musical and I was not able to score a ticket to any of the shows hayssssss... parang want ko mag deact until July hahahaha.
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xylamalkoshan · 17 days
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11.04.24 | BGC
Late night coffee + midnight breakfast with the bestie because being with each other is the cheapest therapy we can afford since we were twelve years old hehe.
Also down for all the chismis as if we haven't had enough virtually lol.
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xylamalkoshan · 17 days
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Hanggang sa panaginip ko gumagawa ako ng 2D plans at 3D drawings. :)
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xylamalkoshan · 18 days
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Ang Sayaw ng Dalawang Kaliwang Paa (2011) dir. Alvin Yapan
Man Suang (2023) dirs. Ning Bhanbhassa Dhubtien, Chartchai Ketnust, Pond Krisda Witthayakhajorndet
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xylamalkoshan · 19 days
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Nakalaya rin sa pag-ibig nyang kapos
Ngayong nakakulong na sa 'yong yapos
Pwede bang manatili na sa akin?
Ayaw ko na ng pag ibig na bitin
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xylamalkoshan · 19 days
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I've been feeling a little insecure lately.
I honestly don't know why or when I started to feel this way. I used to not give a f*ck about my physical appearance. Ofc I take care of myself, or at least do the bare minimum to make myself look presentable. Although I wasn't always complimented, I never heard anything negative as well and that's enough for me - settling for the average looks.
Lately I've been scared to step on the weighing scale. It has always been a constant battle, as someone who has PCOS. At 5'3, my heaviest weight was 194lbs back when I was 20. Even then, I've always been confident and never let comments about my weight pull me down. I was able to shred all those weight when I started a more healthy lifestyle, with most days on my bicycle, some in tracks, and also picked up on hiking and camping. Now at 26, it felt like my metabolism has gone sh*t for real. I no longer feel confident wearing the shortest shorts or shirts that aren't at least one size up.
I know I've put on weight the past months, and my coming back to work has forced me to lead a sedentary lifestyle once again. I try my best to squeeze in a little workout sesh every once in a while but they were limited given my schedule.
Sabi nila I don't look that fat naman daw, that my weight is still proportional to my height. But whenever I look at my past photographs, it feels like I no longer know that girl, as if even she is looking back at me, judging me. My skin is tanner, my elbows even more so, I've lost my jawline lol, my eyes have darker circles, my face is breaking out with pimples, blackheads, and even an occasional wart, I have eczema on 4/5 fingers on my right hand, and it feels like my belly makes me look as if I'm 3 months on the way.
I feel so fckin insecure and it's something I never expected from myself. I should probably just grow my hair longer, get nail extensions or something, and throw on a pair of high heels to elevate my mood lol.
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xylamalkoshan · 22 days
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La La Land dir. Damien Chazelle | 2016
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xylamalkoshan · 22 days
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mia and sebastian in another universe
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