it’s my birthday

the mirror doesn’t care that you're hungry.

your clothes don't care that you're hungry.

the people you're doing this for the validation of don't care that you're hungry.

the beauty standard doesn't care that you're hungry.

you know what they will care about?

how beautiful you are once you're skinny.

do something that somebody will care about for once in your life.

the mirror doesn’t care that you're hungry.

your clothes don't care that you're hungry.

the people you're doing this for the validation of don't care that you're hungry.

the beauty standard doesn't care that you're hungry.

you know what they will care about?

how beautiful you are once you're skinny.

do something that somebody will care about for once in your life.

Friendly reminder to myself.. <3

DON’T EAT YOU FAT FUCKING WHALE!

i complain about not having food in the house to my bf but in reality i’m so autistic that since we don’t have food i’m not hungry. like at all. until we have something i want or i crave something specific, i’m happy there’s nothing in the house. i haven’t eaten in 3 days almost 4 :)

calculated it and i’ve spend over 150 on delivery. tbh only $29 of it was actually mine the rest was sent bc of my online job that other ppl pay for but still omfg i’m so fat. i don’t even ingest 90% of it

i have a serious problem. i can’t stop spending money on food to binge thru so i can purge 😩😩 i’ve spent like $200 in the last week on delivery just to throw it up

if you’re doing it in secret, it’s not for attention

🐰: Ofc that they did it again and my account @bunnyylinn got terminated.

🐰: It made me really mad this time, because I was close to 500 followers and they were all such sweethearts so I'm hoping to find them again. If you can - reblog this please!

ed vent: i don’t get why some people with ed just leave all ed platforms after they reach their gw, like was this just some intense diet to them? because even when i gained weight after i “recovered” i still had my ed in the back of my brain saying i was a bad person for eating food, i dint just want to look good and loose weight, i associate control over my diet with my self worth, i feel as if i’m a bad person if i gain weight. i feel like that won’t change even after i reach my gbmi.

im doing this for the thigh gap. im doing this to be the girl i write poems about. im doing this to be skinnier than my boyfriend (oh my god, it is so disgusting and embarrassing that i’m fatter than him). im doing this so when i run my hands over my stomach i don’t feel chunks of fat. im doing this to be worse than her. im doing this to be thinspo. im doing this to feel comfortable naked and in bikinis. im doing this so my boyfriend will ask me if i’m ok. im doing this for a summer body. im doing this for a slutty outfit body. im doing this for the jealous stares that i used to give other girls. im doing this to be the perfect anorexic girl. im doing this to be better than her. im doing this so i don’t hate myself.

i recently learned that you can hold the repost button and swipe up to reblog it rq

like actually for real how do I continue on for the rest of my life

Growing up fat really messed my head up for as long as I could remember my weight has been my biggest insecurity while other girls were living life and having fun you’re worried about your weight you’re not happy with your size i remember being 12 years old crying in the bathroom because I was the biggest in the class now its time for a change instead of crying about my size I will do something about it I WILL get to my goal weight by any means necessary

Feel Comfort in your ⭐️ving, It’s the only way you’ll succeed! ❤️

¡You can do it! I know you can¡