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Winchester Cherry
In which I record my thoughts whilst watching Supernatural for the first time.
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!!!!!!! GUYS
LOOK AT MY PHOTO OP WITH JARED THOUGH
He was excited to see a Sam and said “What happened to you THIS time?” Which?? I guess he remembered the sling????
And I told him I wanted us both as demon blood Sam and to dispel the demons from Chris together and he was like “yeah okay!” and completely settled down into character like–breathe in, breathe out //SAM.//
And we took the picture and that part was a blur and I remember not being ready yet before Chris took it
And then I went to leave but Jared just kinda kept looking at me? I think he was trying to judge whether the blood would get on his shirt because he hugged me and it was such a good hug and it lasted forever and our heights weren’t too different so it was so comfortable it was such a great hug
and yeah! That’s my Jared photo story!
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Damn that is just superb.
Winchester cosplay
Now with more Impala!
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The Vulture and Death BY
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Team Free Will for the color pallete meme, Castiel in #12, Demon!Dean in #8, and Boy King Sam in #3.
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OK, so I have not been blogging about season 9, but Charlie and Dorothy running off together for hot lady quest times in Oz? SO AWESOME AND I AM SHIPPING IT SO MUCH!!1
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Sam Winchester’s Journal – Entry #19
Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned, it’s been more than ten … no, fifteen … years since my last confession—if if telling Pastor Jim I drank my first beer with Dean when I was 12 and ended up drunk after half a bottle can be considered a viable confession, of course. I don’t even know how to do … this. The fact I don’t believe you’re listening isn’t helping, to be honest. I’m sure it’s some angel behind your desk who is in charge now anyway, a kind of Heaven’s civil servant who writes down carefully on a form the names, dates and sins of every human who enters this booth before sending the information to the “Absolution Department”. Or maybe you’re making an exception for me, considering I’m the guy who started the freaking Apocalypse …
Anyway, no more ramblings. Here it goes.
Forgive me father for … for … I don’t even know where to start! I should ask to be forgiven for everything, it would be simpler! I did so many things I shouldn’t have in my life, made so many mistakes I will never be able to repair that I don’t think I deserve absolution anyway. Even if I confessed for two weeks in a row and bathed in a pool of Holy Water, it will never be enough to wash away all my sins. And when I say “sins”… I‘m sure you’re more used to listening to husbands confessing about cheating on their wives with their secretary, or to kids telling you they stole candies at the supermarket. But me? I’m bringing things to a brand new level. I’m not here to confess that I’m seeing a hooker every Friday during my lunch break, but rather how I almost reduced the planet to a pile of ash, chose a demon over my own brother, killed Lilith, let Satan out of his box … among other stuff. Not bad for one man, huh?
But you already know about all this. I don’t like boasting but I think you have some idea of who’s the guy talking to you right now, as I’m some sort of “celebrity” up there. And down there too, unfortunately. Not that I asked for it …
The most terrible thing is that I was convinced all this time that everything I was doing was right. All I did was in the name of the greater good, but the more I was trying to avoid catastrophes and to save innocent people from what Fate had in store for them, the more I was rushing Earth one step closer to the Apocalypse. It was like … being in a car and hitting the gas instead of the brake when you see there’s a precipice right ahead. The only positive point I learned from this experience is that I’m a bad driver and that nobody should let me take the wheel. Ever.
What was next on the list, again? Oh yes, losing my soul. I almost forgot about that one. I know I’m not directly responsible for leaving a part of me down in the Pit, but it doesn’t mean I don’t have to face the consequences of my actions. What I did during this year and an half … I think it showed what my true nature was more than anything else. This person I had become, with no boundaries, no sense of good and evil, was still me no matter what. I’m not sure any other person who had to deal with losing their soul would’ve turned into a killing machine and caused such bloodshed wherever they went, like I did. It says more about who I really am more than all the other mistakes I made in my life.
I’ll never be able to forgive myself because I remember everything. I remember all these people, all these creatures I killed indiscriminately and with no mercy whether they deserved it or not, how they were begging for me to spare their lives, screaming at the top of their lungs not to kill them. The distress in their eyes still haunts me, night after night, even more than my memories of Hell sometimes. I never told Dean about this and he doesn’t need to know.
Speaking of Dean … it’s time to deal with the elephant in the room.
I can’t count how many times I disappointed my brother and how many times I let him down. Ruby, Amelia, not looking for him when he was in Purgatory, even leaving for Stanford years ago. All this is just a random list of symptoms that show I cannot be trusted whatever the situation. I know we are family and that we have to stand by each other no matter what happens, but it doesn’t explain completely why Dean is still here and how he finds the strength to face me every day after everything I did. I don’t understand how he can even tolerate me around him, how he can take care of me like he does, still seeing me like the little brother Dad asked him to protect. It’s only a matter of time before he turns away and I won’t even blame him. I mean, how could I? Every time I asked my brother to trust me, to let me “grow up”, we saw where it led to, huh?
Amelia was the last nail in the trust Dean had in me. He doesn’t say anything anymore, of course, except some quick allusions here and there or some mumbles when he’s drunk, but I’m sure that deep down, he’ll never forgive me. When I see how easily he came up with the list of things I had to confess, it says a lot about what he keeps inside.
I’m talking about my future with my brother, how he’ll probably leave me for good because he’s tired of handling me with care, like a bottle of nitroglycerin that could explode at the slightest shock, but none of these speculations really matters now. I know far too well what this last Trial means to me so conjecturing about my future is rather … out of place.
I don’t think I have anything to add, I don’t have the time anyway so, listen, Father: there’s no redemption for a guy like me, but you’ll have to make an exception and forgive me all my sins even if I will never be able to forgive myself. What is at stake here is too important and for the first time in a long time I think we can win and end this for good. Other people will die if I don’t finish this.
So, give me the strength to go through this and forgive me. Forgive me, Father, for what I am and everything I’ve done.
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Season 8 Episode 23: Sacrifice
Finale time!
Sherrif Jody Mills! I love you. Don't talk to that Crowley asshole. Ughughugh NOOOOO no holding hands. Fuckin' Crowley what are you--goddammit!
Ahaha, God was a bit of a sexist, says Metatron.
Deals being made...hahaaah! OR NOT!
Oh, Cas and his sexual awkwardness.
Sam confessin'. This could take a while.
What, biting, what? That is quite a mouthful of blood.
Aww, Dean witnesses gay love.
And Crowley sings Bowie and...gets rescued? Heheh, maybe not. Ooh, Abadon is so burned!
Hmm Crowley is losing it a bit. Maybe a lot.
Hmmm, Naomi says Angels will walk the earth. Lyin'? Or truin'? Is Sam gonna die? Oh, Naomi's gonna die! I never trusted Metatron.
Fuck, hulu has so many commercials. Makes me wanna watch illegally.
"So?" Damn right. Sam should follow through, IMO.
Castiel, humanized!
Awww, Sammy, you didn't let Dean down, come on now. :-( Bro love AND bro hugs. And...Sam problems.
I have no idea what all this means in the men of letters' house? Oh, dang, there go the angels. Guess everybody's humanized.
Wait so did Sheriff Mills survive or not?
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Season 8 Episode 22: Clip Show
OK so not that the finale hasn't already been spoilered by tumblr, but I am still apparently on ep 21. Whatever. It's fine.
OMG is this the dude from Windigo episode? That was soooo long ago.
Aww, Cas likes the bunker.
Beer, jerky, and three peanut butter cups. That's a good dinner.
Aww, Cas is sorry for everything.
I think I'm just going say "aww" whenever Cas says anything.
Dean, you so mean! Aww. :-(
Ooh, secret rooms within the secret house. Demon dungeon. Dean, you are too happy about that.
Freaky deaky old home movie.
Aww.
Hmm, a demon is a human soul tainted by its time in hell. Who do we know who has spent time in hell...
Aww, Cas grocery shopping. For pie. Aww.
Whoah, demon curing. The implications!
Hmm, I'm not trusting this Metatron so much.
WTF, you want to cure a demon, so you pick a fucking knight of hell? I don't think that's a great idea. Uhhhh also cutting off her hands is going to make it difficult to cuff her?
Whoah, Crowley, that is villainous!
Ugh, I just realized how depressing the name of this episode is.
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Season 8 Episode 20: The Great Escapist
Hmm, Kevin, not sure if this is reality or not.
Nope.
Ugh, Kevin, poor baby. And Garth missing, too.
Cas, bein' weird as usual. Hmm, heavenly spooks. Foiled by Biggerson's very sameness!
I hope we meet Metatron, that would be rad.
Shit, dude, angels are bad news.
Angel killin' gun! Pretty slick.
Kevin, are you being wily?
Ew, gross place to keep a tablet.
Hmm, purifying trials.
Reunited!
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Season 8 Episode 20: Pac Man Fever
Despite having caught up with the show (!!!), we are still apparently not watching episodes on the night they air. Cause I have knitting group that night, and also we don't really have TV, only the internet.
SUPERNATURAL by Carver Edlund. The video is paused on this screen while my husband makes toast. Dang one of those dudes is packing something really unreasonable in his jeans. Great hair, too.
Hmm, Dean in a white jacket. This is looking distinctly AU-ish. Oh, and an army uniform! Haha, he turned off the phonograph and it got louder.
Uhhh, that's a lot of dead people.
And...it's...a....COMMERCIAL BREAK! AIEEEE!
WOOO CREDITS FELICIA DAY
OK now Dean is normal and Sam is messed up. MarySam with the shaky hands. (That's a reference to the Who BTW.)
Wait so Charlie just emails them out of the blue? Yaay, she's here, I love her so much. Awww yeaaah they having LARPing plans together that is adorbs.
I love that she read the books, ahaha. Also she can shoot.
HAHAHA the clothes shopping montage, sooo classic!
Chain of custody request, haha. This is what should always happen.
Ugh, teenagers are awful. Don't poke a corpse with a stick, that's just disrespectful and gross. (Broment. Heheh.)
Wait so Sam showed up at the crime scene in Charlie's yellow car? (OMG yellow car!)
The coroner!! OK, not really that surprised, but cool anyway.
Aww, Dean really cares about Charlie. <3 I ship them like crazy actually, I'm sorry. It's probably not okay.
Ooohhhh, that business was in Charlie's dream...WHERE SHE IS A ZOMBIE SLAYING BAMF, hell yeah!
Awwwww, her mom read her the hobbit. That gives me actual feels.
Aw, shit, Charlie, you are actually making me cry real tears.
Aww, woman of letters.
Awwwww, love. And a Star Wars reference. Aww. I am pro this.
Aww, brolove as well. So much love.
Oh man, yep, real tears. Good job, Supernatural.
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Season 8 Episode 19: Taxi Driver
Ugh poor Kevin, shitty dreams.
Unto. That's how god talks.
Wait you can just draw a devil trap on the crossroads? Why didn't they that before.
Man, I'm not totally down with the good guys torturing people, even demons.
Wait I totally missed how they found this reaper.
Wait, but they didn't discuss a price?
(WTFFFF there is seriously an ad for a drug that has "sudden death" as a possible side effect?!?! Is that really better than having ADHD?)
That's Dean's pie, Kevin.
Crowley stabbed guy. So...how will Sam get out of hell? Theory: Dean will complete the task by getting Sam out.
Hmm, Sam gets a taste of purgatory.
Whoah pretty scary, that dark, sucking hole into hell. Yeesh.
What, so Bobby's just right fucking there?
Man so Dean has to behead Benny. That's messed up.
Hmm, they lost their Kevin.
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Season 8 Episode 18: Freaks and Geeks
OH IT"S THAT KID! She was awesome. Haha, and now she's a teen makin' out in a car. With a huge dick, apparently! OH no, with an awesome hunter. Oh but she was only bait, that's a bit sad.
Yeah, Dean, you're responsible for that kid.
Oh, no, I was right the first time, he's a giant dick.
Hmm, hunter school. Kind of a neat idea, but something doesn't smell right about Victor.
(OMG Hulu is showing commercials for Lost, that is NOT what I need)
Yawn, but Chrissy is still a badass. Although Aidan is really a dick. Hahah, she will kill you, though, it's true.
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Season 8 Episode 17: Goodbye Stranger
What! Bad Cas.
OMG she made him kill Dean sooooo many times, I think I might cry.
Voluptuous Asian Lovers!
Whoooaaah what's this business with the model town and little baggies of dirt, dang.
This lady is so charmingly bashful about being a PhD candidate.
Castiel! Dudes, Cas is compromised.
"You know, I can hear you, I AM a celestial being."
Ugh, Meg again. Is this supposed to be giving me Meg/Cas feels? Not into it. Although I, too, remember the pizza man.
"Hand it to me and I'll take it to heaven." Hmmmm are you a good Cas or a bad Cas? Fight it, Cas!
"I need you." :-(((( OK NOW KISS! Oh, well, can't have everything.
Whoah Meg stabbed Crowley!! Oh but Crowley stabbed Meg. Goodbye, Meg.
Uh-oh, Crowley and Naomi, a match made in...uh...I'm not sure where, actually.
Uh so my husband and I are both sort of mystified by the LOTR reference?
Hah, Cas on a bus. What a strange ending.
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Season 8 Episode 16: Remember the Titans
Dead dude! Being eaten by an eagle! Ut, no, he ain't dead after all.
Ha, the cop believes in zombies.
Dead again! I'm thinkin' Prometheus. Oh, yep, the liver. Dead giveaway.
Hmm, a shady lady.
Hmm, it seems your godlike fertility got this lady with child.
Oh yeah, I totally called it.
Man, "Shane" is really taking all this in stride.
LOL, Dean bragging about the men of letters.
Zeus is in the heus!
Aretmis is pretty rad.
Awww, Dean is praying to Cas.
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