Tumgik
wildrosevm · 8 days
Text
I just....I just learned that there's a word in the English language...for when you run into someone to hug them with all the enthusiasm and strength you have....I learned that it's called glomp.
My God, English has so many words to describe physical intimacy, I'm in love
Tumblr media
55K notes · View notes
wildrosevm · 2 months
Text
Them❤️And I have something to say on the post❤️
Tumblr media Tumblr media
'That's your father' chants intensify
252 notes · View notes
wildrosevm · 4 months
Text
2023
Yes it was an hell of year. It was the year where I fought with myself the most, and more than ever with my ex boyfriend. It was hard honestly because I was tired of being shouted and pulled down. It was hard going out from a relationship like that, toxic. Having my wings pulled off. Doing EVERYTHING to please his family and at the same time being treated like trash. I have to admit I am no saint myself, I did a lot of mistakes myself. But some of them opened my eyes.
One day of april a almost 55 years old man in a dream stole my news paper as we looked at those stairs in front of us. He smiled and told me that it’s time to let go and follow my dream. The same wise man, yes he is my wise man, said in his book:
“I never lost faith that I could get on in this business, so I stuck it out. It worked out for me and that's what I tell people today - always live your dreams and don't let other people put you off. They're usually the ones who have failed themselves or never achieved their ambitions. They don't want you to get on because they've never done so.”
I reflect about the first time I gave up with 16 because my mental health was not the best, still not but I am working that. Meeting the person who I call my “Wrestling Dad”, Joe E. Legend, in 2022, took some time to reflect about a lot of things.
Going back in time to when I first started watching. To the right moment I told myself “I want to be a professional wrestler” and then going back to watch NXT UK. Seeing that young man, and two other people who inspires me a lot. One of them being my first mentor. (Hello Rohan my ray of sunshine). I told myself “This is what I thought I have lost.” And after this dream and breaking up with my ex at the start of May, the first thing I did on 11th May 2023, the day after the wise man birthday and my finals, I packed my bags and told myself: it’s now or never. Three days later was my birthday and that’s the best birthday present ever.
By travelling with Sirius, helping other promotions, training. I met good and bad people but especially I met people that completely changed my mindset. One of them is my other mentor, the dear Feyyaz Aguila. From him I am learning a lot not just from a point of being a professional wrestler but I am learning a lot as a person. And having someone that supports me like he does that means a lot to me. Feyyaz, my brother… Teşekkür ederim.
I was thinking about moving to the UK but I decided to stay in Germany and have enough experience and first matches nearby. Manifesting me moving away on June, give my everything for wrestling and be a better and successful person, with a better mindset. For my trainers… SURPRISE SURPRISE.
I am still manifesting that I am going to the UK, to do the travel that the person I thought loves me never wanted me to do. Manifesting that I will throw that ring from Central Pier and burn the last picture as I cross the eyes of the wise man as he tells me “My child, it’s time to go, my son is waiting. Let’s train!” As my smile wides. Because I want this to happen. Because professional wrestling is where I belong.
Professional wrestling is my escape. Professional wrestling saved me from a lot of things. From getting lost in people, from losing myself. I want to live for professional wrestling. No one and I say no one can take that from me.
You know when I was putting my dress, my heels and my red lipstick on. The day I met Rohan and Metehan. I looked myself in the mirror. A woman was smiling at me with her siren eyes. She just said: Hello Valentina.
That was the night when Maria De Matteo was born.
2024 will be the year of Valentina Marotta but especially it will be the year of Maria De Matteo.
3 notes · View notes
wildrosevm · 4 months
Text
2023
Yes it was an hell of year. It was the year where I fought with myself the most, and more than ever with my ex boyfriend. It was hard honestly because I was tired of being shouted and pulled down. It was hard going out from a relationship like that, toxic. Having my wings pulled off. Doing EVERYTHING to please his family and at the same time being treated like trash. I have to admit I am no saint myself, I did a lot of mistakes myself. But some of them opened my eyes.
One day of april a almost 55 years old man in a dream stole my news paper as we looked at those stairs in front of us. He smiled and told me that it’s time to let go and follow my dream. The same wise man, yes he is my wise man, said in his book:
“I never lost faith that I could get on in this business, so I stuck it out. It worked out for me and that's what I tell people today - always live your dreams and don't let other people put you off. They're usually the ones who have failed themselves or never achieved their ambitions. They don't want you to get on because they've never done so.”
I reflect about the first time I gave up with 16 because my mental health was not the best, still not but I am working that. Meeting the person who I call my “Wrestling Dad”, Joe E. Legend, in 2022, took some time to reflect about a lot of things.
Going back in time to when I first started watching. To the right moment I told myself “I want to be a professional wrestler” and then going back to watch NXT UK. Seeing that young man, and two other people who inspires me a lot. One of them being my first mentor. (Hello Rohan my ray of sunshine). I told myself “This is what I thought I have lost.” And after this dream and breaking up with my ex at the start of May, the first thing I did on 11th May 2023, the day after the wise man birthday and my finals, I packed my bags and told myself: it’s now or never. Three days later was my birthday and that’s the best birthday present ever.
By travelling with Sirius, helping other promotions, training. I met good and bad people but especially I met people that completely changed my mindset. One of them is my other mentor, the dear Feyyaz Aguila. From him I am learning a lot not just from a point of being a professional wrestler but I am learning a lot as a person. And having someone that supports me like he does that means a lot to me. Feyyaz, my brother… Teşekkür ederim.
I was thinking about moving to the UK but I decided to stay in Germany and have enough experience and first matches nearby. Manifesting me moving away on June, give my everything for wrestling and be a better and successful person, with a better mindset. For my trainers… SURPRISE SURPRISE.
I am still manifesting that I am going to the UK, to do the travel that the person I thought loves me never wanted me to do. Manifesting that I will throw that ring from Central Pier and burn the last picture as I cross the eyes of the wise man as he tells me “My child, it’s time to go, my son is waiting. Let’s train!” As my smile wides. Because I want this to happen. Because professional wrestling is where I belong.
Professional wrestling is my escape. Professional wrestling saved me from a lot of things. From getting lost in people, from losing myself. I want to live for professional wrestling. No one and I say no one can take that from me.
You know when I was putting my dress, my heels and my red lipstick on. The day I met Rohan and Metehan. I looked myself in the mirror. A woman was smiling at me with her siren eyes. She just said: Hello Valentina.
That was the night when Maria De Matteo was born.
2024 will be the year of Valentina Marotta but especially it will be the year of Maria De Matteo.
3 notes · View notes
wildrosevm · 4 months
Text
About me
Hello my rosebuds,
I decided to start this blog to document about my wrestling journey. It's actually hard for me to start this blog because of people around me that are not really happy about me starting a blog and opening up about my journey.
And not just that, but even other topics like mental health and abuse that I will talk in future. This post will be pinned so you can all read when you first enter this blog.
Sometimes I will do and post videos where I can talk about things and projects.
My name is Valentina, but you can call me Val. I am a 24 years old young Italian woman from Germany. I am a wrestler in the making and now I am at the Outlaw Wrestling Germany, but soon about to leave to contiune at the Westside Xtreme Wrestling.
I am just a young woman who 20 years gave her heart to wrestling and then two years ago to a young British-American man. A young woman who writes poems on the free time and tries to write a novel.
I hope you will travel with me in this long journey.
Lots of love
Your Wild rose.
1 note · View note