wildernesschosen
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independent & mutually exclusive NATALIE SCATORCCIO from yellowjackets. adored by august (they/them, 21+). low activity, triggering themes will occur. minors DNI. dash only, sideblog to likehaunting101.
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she hadn't expected taissa to help her with this let alone truly CARE that nat was hurt -- even after everything, there was such a deep refusal to believe that she could take up space in anyone's life or mind. maybe deep down, she didn't even want to. teeth dug into the side of her cheek as the silence filled up the room like SMOKE -- it was almost hard to breathe through. the urge to deny tai's help, to push her aside with a look or a snarky comment was so strong that it rose up in her throat like BILE. but she was trying new things. she was TRYING to open up. jesus fuck, lottie was really getting to her.
"thanks," came a slow response, tone dry and eyes watching the other almost suspiciously. always waiting for the other shoe to drop. mere HOURS ago, didn't they have weapons in their hands? weren't they looking at shauna like a lamb brought to slaughter? "wasn't sure i was gonna MAKE IT back there," nat admitted quietly, shrugging it off though like it was nothing -- like her life didn't flash before her eyes. "do you think shauna HATES us now for this?" pretty ironic, she thought to herself. considering once the brunette held a knife to her own throat. "this whole fucking thing -- it just takes over when we give it the chance. maybe lottie was right and we should've left."
@wildernesschosen asked:
[injury] sender cleans receiver’s wound & patches it up.
in her mind, taissa owed natalie. she'd always done so much to keep everyone safe and nobody really helped her in return ( as much as they should have ) she could be harsh to the other woman, but it was the only way she knew how to be.
there's a silence as she cleans natalie's wound, never wanting to be too sentimental but secretly wishing that she would let herself be. taissa finally finds her voice, looking down at her as she finishes up. "for the record -" there's a pause, like there's a whole debate in her head about one sentence. "i am glad you're okay."
#perfectionreached#i got carried away as per USUAL dfhdsfds#i figured older verse???#where nat is alive and nothing hurts ah thank YOU#v. trying to learn forgiveness. [2021]
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midsommar (2019) dir. ari aster / yellowjackets (2021-present) cr. ashley lyle & bart nickerson
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"I hope you find the peace you're searching for."
@tornblackedgcs
PEACE. what did any of them know about peace at this point? there was a scowl on her face, a knot in her brow as nimble fingers moved to continue cleaning the gun that laid out in pieces on the table. her job, her burden, her life. without this, what WAS she to them all?
"i don't think that's what i'm searching for out there. DEER, maybe. a rabbit would be fuckin' nice." a grumble, eyes glancing up towards the dark haired boy as her tongue and teeth moved over her bottom lip. bit down. but wasn't she searching for peace in her own way out there? even in the blistering cold, there was quiet. there were moments where nat was allowed to just think -- or NOT think, if she wanted. she could breathe and close her eyes and simply exist.
"is that what you're looking for? peace? you think you'll FIND IT?"
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&. 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐝, 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.
( you know that dynamic of the emotionally closed off one & the kind one they have a soft spot for? yeah, that’s the vibe. )
said from the lone wolf.
❛ you think you know me, but the truth is, you don’t. ❜
❛ going home isn’t an option anymore. ❜
❛ i’m fine. there’s nothing for you to worry about. ❜
❛ do you wish i was different? ❜
❛ i just, i don’t want anything bad to happen to you. ❜
❛ you deserve better than what you’ve got. ❜
❛ i guess we both lost something we were fond of. ❜
❛ i’m not leaving you out here alone. ❜
❛ you don’t have to keep me company, i’m fine by myself. ❜
❛ coming here to see you is the only place i could go. ❜
❛ i’m afraid of losing you, okay? ❜
❛ i know you probably hate me right now, and i get it. ❜
❛ what is with your weird fascination with me? ❜
❛ yeah, you keep on telling yourself that bullshit. ❜
❛ i didn’t mean to hurt your feelings, i just have a lot on my plate. ❜
❛ you’re lucky you got away with only a scratch. ❜
❛ if i could be a different person, i promise you, i would be. ❜
❛ people like us don’t get to decide when we’re done. ❜
❛ i’ve never had anything good happen to me when i trusted others. ❜
❛ you won’t survive out there. they tear all good things apart. ❜
❛ i don’t know what’s the truth or what’s a lie anymore. ❜
❛ you got guts, i’ll give you that. ❜
❛ the more you know, the shorter your life will be. ❜
❛ for the first time in years, i felt something that i thought had been lost to me. ❜
❛ what you think you’re going through is nothing to what i have been through. ❜
said from the soft spot.
❛ you’re not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜
❛ how is it that you’re never scared? ❜
❛ you think i’m weak because i’m not like you. ❜
❛ you wanted to be left alone, right? ❜
❛ how do you make the pain go away? ❜
❛ you shouldn’t smoke, you know. ❜
❛ destroy what is destroying you. ❜
❛ i hope you find the peace you’re searching for. ❜
❛ you know my door is always open to you. ❜
❛ i look at you and my heart breaks because all i see is loneliness. ❜
❛ you’re avoiding the subject and you know it. what are you hiding from me? ❜
❛ you’re not at war anymore, you can come home. ❜
❛ it feels like you’ve been avoiding me. ❜
❛ what are you so afraid of? ❜
❛ you shouldn’t be out here by yourself. ❜
❛ why do you care? you could have just walked away. ❜
❛ i know you. how else do you think i found you so easily? ❜
❛ if it was the other way around, would you have come back for me? ❜
❛ i just thought you’d like some company. ❜
❛ are you jealous? want me all to yourself, do you? ❜
❛ i knew you had a heart. ❜
❛ can you look at me? please? ❜
❛ i don’t think i’ve ever seen you smile. ❜
❛ if you won’t take care of yourself, then who will? ❜
❛ you have something beautiful inside of you. it’s hard for some people to tell, but it’s there. ❜
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whatever didn't kill me turned me into this
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the antlers that lottie saw when nat laid her head on her lap….. did those antlers belong to nat? was that nat sitting in her therapists chair asking “does a hunt with no violence feed anyone”? the antler queen is most likely more an idea than a person truly, but i was thinking abt this
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YELLOWJACKETS | 2.06
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* subtle romance starters
i wish i could control myself around you
you look amazing
in that dress you could have anyone you want
it’s difficult to be around you
i’ve dreamt about being with you
i’ve wanted to kiss you since the moment we met
we could be together for tonight
no one needs to know
you could do it, i wouldn’t stop you
i can’t control myself around you
i can’t stop thinking about you
i want everyone to know that you’re mine
i can’t just be your friend
of course i was jealous
have i told you recently that you’re completely gorgeous?
you’re under my skin
i’ve thought about this nonstop
i can’t wait to see every inch of you
has anyone ever told you how beautiful you are?
you have to see what i see in you
you’re the most interesting person i’ve ever met
you have so much to offer
you’re a work of art
let me be yours
i think about you, like this, all the time
my lips were made to meet yours
you are, of course, my every thought
i want to know you fully
together, we’d be a force
once wasn’t enough for me
i can’t wait until i can kiss you again
you look better out of your clothes than you do in them
your perfect face is the least beautiful thing about you
have you been thinking about me?
do you want me as i want you?
how long have you wanted this?
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a huff of a laugh, on eyebrow arching as nat's gaze continued to linger on the boy. he was funny -- a welcome distraction. "well, you already said it. can't take it back now. it'll simply live in my brain forever." a promise? a threat? she would leave that up to him to decide. another drag of her cigarette, another ash into the cup. lather, rinse, REPEAT. "i'm surprised we haven't scared you off," the blonde admitted, a smile widening on her face. "i think there was some kind of bet going around about how long you'd last. the pot got up to, like -- fifty bucks? you've been proving everyone wrong though."
as soon as the word left his lips, he knew it wasn't going to go over well. the sentiment might, but not the word. charlie didn't want to invade the girls' spaces (especially since he was coming from a losing hockey team to a winning soccer one.) so the last thing the punk boy wanted was to make anyone uncomfortable, but the taunting was hard to push past. at least normally he was a bit more quick-witted and aloof than just straight up complimenting someone.
"wasted? nah, nah. i don't...do much outside of alcohol." he had friends who did who he could call on if need be, but the temptation was never there. "want something? yeah. i want a different word to have said other than lovely. my damn dad coming through on that one. one of the classic robert o'reilly manners lessons keywords."
#kidoftheblxckhole#also i Apologize i have not really written nat before so im like a baby deer doing my best LOL
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MY FINGERS ARE BLEEDING.
independent & mutually exclusive NATALIE SCATORCCIO from yellowjackets. chosen by august (21+, they/them). low activity, triggering themes may occur. minors dni. dash only, sideblog to @likehaunting101.
AND IT LOOKS LIKE MY FAULT.
rules under the cut.
I. hi! my name is august (they/them, 21+). i am a nonbinary jewish person living in est with a job that sucks up my entire life, so my activity is low/sporadic. i have a few other blogs in different fandoms so i'm always hopping around. i have a discord if mutuals want to write, plot, be friends, etc.
II. i'm always down to plot but personally for me, the best way to start out writing with new folks is memes / quick starts to kind of get the feel for chemistry and flow. i'm all for jumping into plots but i am also nervous and anxious about bothering people too much, so i like memes and quick little fun stuff to break the ice first.
III. i've been writing on and off between tumblr and other sites since roughly 2012. this is a hobby. i don't tolerate hate, drama, etc. racism, antisemitism, homophobia, transphobia will not be tolerated here. i won't interact with harry potter muses -- do your thing, if you really wanna write them go ahead but unfortunately the whole thing has just been ruined for me. if you use fc's of abusers and known shitty people, i won't interact. i don't do call out culture, i don't get involved in shit unless something is actually harmful. don't spread your hate near me. i will hiss. and i will block.
IV. nsfw and triggering themes will occur and i will tag everything accordingly. i don't really do smut, don't feel the need for it. if i don't tag something that is triggering for you, please shoot me a message and i'll remedy the situation!
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SOPHIE THATCHER as NATALIE SCATORCCIO
YELLOWJACKETS (2021– ) 2.08 - It Chooses
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CONVERSATIONAL SENTENCE STARTERS
❝ you wanna know how i know you’re a good friend— not just for me but in general? i always feel better after hanging out with you. ❞
❝ sometimes things aren’t alright and they’re not gonna be okay for a while. and that’s alright. as cliche as it sounds it’s okay to not be okay. give yourself time. ❞
❝ have you even taken the time to let yourself feel it? everything that’s been happening. eventually, you have to slow down and let it feel real. ❞
❝ i’m not really the advice type, but i am damn good at coming up with distractions to forget the bullshit for a while. ❞
❝ was this not what you expected? ❞
❝ i think the whole idea of ‘finding yourself’ is kind of bullshit. we are what we chose to be. we make ourselves. ❞
❝ did you come by for a reason or did you just want some company? ❞
❝ i’m going to tell you this, once, because i think you need to hear it. you deserve more. you should expect more from the world and put in the work to get what you deserve. ❞
❝ i brought some seeds for your garden. i thought about bringing a bouquet but— this way you can grow them and enjoy them longer. ❞
❝ please, stay for dinner? i enjoy your company. ❞
❝ come sit a little while with me. tell me how you’ve been? really. ❞
❝ you don’t know how glad i am to see you made it. here, let me get you a drink. ❞
❝ if you’d like to discuss it in private, we can step outside? ❞
❝ whatever it is you wish to tell me, it won’t leave this room. ❞
❝ well, i’ve been wanting to talk to you. but i don’t really know how to put it all in words. ❞
❝ how have you been sleeping? ❞
❝ don’t take this the wrong way, but you don’t quite look well. ❞
❝ don’t feel bad for not knowing— i was trying not to bother anyone. you didn’t know because i didn’t let you. ❞
❝ miscommunication is a shitty trope in sitcoms and it’s even shittier in real life, so let’s just take a moment to breathe. and let’s get on the same page. alright? ❞
❝ is this a time for me to listen or fix it? ❞
❝ i don’t really have anything to say, i just know that i don’t really want to be alone. ❞
❝ could you just…talk to me? it doesn’t have to be anything important. i just like listening to your voice. it calms me. ❞
❝ honestly, it was a long time ago. i don’t really remember the details. ❞
❝ i’m rather proud of you. i don’t say that often, so believe i mean it. ❞
❝ you seem content here. happy, even? ❞
❝ i’m not here to drudge up the past. i’m just hoping we could have a future. ❞
❝ i see you’re not getting much sleep either. should i make us both some tea, then? ❞
❝ are you sure you didn’t want to mention something to me? ❞
❝ are you sure you’re alright? ❞
❝ i’m a fan of your work, actually. ❞
❝ you have more of a reputation than you might think. ❞
❝ you haven’t heard of me? how refreshing. ❞
❝ go on, tell me what’s on your mind. ❞
❝ something is troubling you, yes? ❞
❝ with a smile like that, i can’t help but want to know your secret. what’s got you so cheery today? ❞
❝ come on, you’re clearly upset. and i’m not the asshole who pretends not to notice. ❞
❝ oh, i’m going to enjoy making my first impression with you. how am i doing so far? ❞
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