hi I'm opening emergency commissions again!! my partner and I have a few days to get some funds together, our housing situation is super desperate right now and we have less than a week to figure it out and not really any money to figure it out with unfortunately. so, I'm opening these at a slight discount so we can hopefully get this all sorted out before it's too late!

if you're interested, the form to get a commission is here

i also have pay what you want commissions over on my ko-fi!

reblogs are extremely appreciated, thank you so much for looking!

i designed office worker ocs while studying fashion photos and joked about writing an office worker yuri but guys i dont think its a joke anymore

Friends

the rly heartbreaking thing about having a “scary” mental illness or symptoms on tumblr is that your behavior and lived reality is still seen as demonized, overwhelming, and upsetting but due to overwhelming majority of content surrounding how you live is just easily-digestible positivity posts, people decide to paint themselves as allies to people who exist with those symptoms, but the only posts that they engage with are just “schizophrenic people are lovely! if you have delusions you are beautiful! systems are wonderful!” which does nothing to help people who arent systems/don’t have delusions or hallucinations to learn how to interact with people who do, especially people who are their loved ones or are in distress. any post about how to help approach your friend who’s having a paranoid episode won’t get traction because, despite it being practically useful, it makes people confront the fact that they’re still in some way not equipped to dealing with our symptoms in a practical manner, and that is uncomfortable. the blow to their egos that they’re not made a perfect ally by showing a vocal acceptance for people with ostracized symptoms is too much to bear.

its my gender and i get to pick the appropriate times to misgender myself for comedic purposes

Almost 200 people were murdered in Armenia in 3 days and y'all are still ignoring us.

This is not a war, this is a massacre Azerbaijan and Turkey are committing against the Armenian people.

Turkey's president literally admitted that he wants to finish what his ancestors started. He wants to commit another genocide, and this time he wants to kill us all.

Silence is violence

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it’s impossible to communicate concepts to another person in exactly the way you envision them, because nobody experiences reality in exactly the same way, and not only do i refuse to come to terms with this fact but i will spend the rest of my life making my entire mind fall apart over it. this sounds more tormented than it is i just wish i was a mantis shrimp looking at the secret colors

one of breonna taylor's murderers was charged with wanton endangerment for firing into her neighbors' apartments. not for murderering a young woman in her home. but for property damage. no other charges were filed.

if you can, now would be a good time to donate to the Louisville bail fund. hundreds of protesters are currently marching with a long day ahead.

black lives matter.

i really thought i would get to go to bed early today but this mosquito born with complete knowledge of the art of war has different plans for me

walmart bought tiktok......

me and the lads watching chefclub on discord call and seeing them pull out the raw chicken:

Pay-What-You-Can Commissions!

Hey friends, 

I will be returning to work on the 14th, but my CERB will be running out next week, so I will be critically low on funds from that point on. I have been aggressively searching for a second job but am seeing no results as of yet, and the hours I will be returning to won’t be enough to keep my head above water for more than one month - if that. So! 

I’m offering pay-what-you-can commissions! The name explains itself, but basically just tell me what you want and pay me the amount of money you can afford to spare. ANY amount is appreciated, ANYTHING you can afford to donate is needed! I have a phone bill, rent, car payment and car insurance all coming out within the same week and absolutely no way to pay for it all so! The closer I can get the better. I can’t see myself closing these anytime soon, at least not until I can find a second job, so go ham kiddos. 

Thank you for taking the time to read - and if you can’t donate, I would appreciate a reblog/share so much! Thanks! :) 

Please spread!!!!

hey, so someone i know on toyhouse is trying to escape an abusive situation. here's their post:

[ image ID: a bulletin post on toyhouse titled "hello/vent", posted by a user named damedanbo.

the body of the post reads as follows:

I'm putting myself on semi-hiatus from TH while I focus on doing what needs to be done. I am trying to get out of an abusive household right now and although I love TH as an escape from that I need to spend more time working, even if it means losing my hobbies as a result. I will still be around a bit; if I can do any art or writing or anything, I'm sure I'll post it, but I don't think I will be on forum games or other forums much if at all for at least a little while. If you want to keep in contact while I'm semi-hiatus please feel free to pm me for my discord; even if I'm not on forums I still have TH open a little bit each day. I will check pms for anyone interested in buying from my sales account as well, at least daily.

This is.... really a rough thing that I am dealing with. I am pretty terrified right now. Today was a good day and then it just wasn't, and now I'm trying to fundraise and apply for section 8 and figure out how I'm going to survive past this year. I'm just scared. I'm afraid of what's going to happen to me and my pets. I'm afraid I'm not going to be able to get out in time. I know this seems like a really minor thing that happened but it was a violent incident, it is proof that he is escalating his abuse again, and it shook me. he's a taekwando black belt, I don't want to sit around and wait to see if he'll start beating us to death.

I'm sorry for this, I'm crying right now, I'm just so worked up and scared. I'm scared they're going to talk me into staying with them until one or both of us are dead, because "it's not that bad" "he's not that bad anymore." "he just yells and throws things and uses his fists." I moved back in because of my debt and because I was told he had stopped, that it was all better and things were fine now, and it was so stupid of me to believe that he wouldn't start this up again. Abusers never stop being abusers. They don't get better just because they stop beating on you for a while. Honeymoon phase is over now. I have to get out.

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there is also a bubble at the bottom of the post that says "5 comments." end ID. ]

the link to their gofundme is here, and it has more information than in the forum post.

i and they both know that everyone is struggling right now, but if you can help, it would be really greatly appreciated.

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