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violadiaries · 24 days
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had a dream where i logged in to ao3 and saw this
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so i'm manifesting it for every author who sees this
likes charge reblogs cast, rb to wish kudos and comments upon your favorite fics
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violadiaries · 25 days
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Chapters: 4/27 Fandom: Tales of Berseria, Tales of Zestiria Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Major Character Death Relationships: Eizen/Zaveid (Tales of Series), Theodora/Zaveid (Tales of Series), Original Male Character/Zaveid, Van Aifread/Zaveid (Tales of Series) (one-sided), Eizen & Zaveid (Tales of Series), Theodora & Zaveid (Tales of Series), Van Aifread & Zaveid, Original Male Character(s) & Zaveid, Edna & Zaveid, Dezel & Zaveid, Lafarga & Zaveid Characters: Zaveid (Tales of Series), Eizen (Tales of Series), Edna (Tales of Zestiria), Theodora (Tales of Berseria), Van Aifread (Tales of Berseria), Lafarga (Tales of Zestiria), Dezel (Tales of Zestiria), Original Male Character(s) Additional Tags: Character Study, Multiple headcanons, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Manipulation, Malak Experimentation, Canonical Character Death, Fluff (some), Grief/Mourning, The OMC is a malak, Not Beta Read, Other Additional Tags to Be Added Summary:
'Wind Malakhim don't fall' is something that has been said for a long time. After all, how should ones that are in control of the wind currents around them be able to fall, no matter the height. Zaveid knew how. In his life he fell more than enough. He fell in love and he fell in despair. And yet he still survived, while others around him didn't.
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violadiaries · 1 month
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I'm very much confused by this thing, but hey everyone who wants to boop me, go ham I guess xD I most likely will boop back, just for funsies 😊👍
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violadiaries · 1 month
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Eizen: Zaveid, that's Aifread's ancient treasure, why the hell do you have it!?
Zaveid:
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Me: x'D not the time to rile Eizen up Zaveid! XD
*some pages later*
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Hold up, what? (⁠〃゚⁠3゚⁠〃⁠)
Uh...alright...you meant that then...I don't mind...
*inwardly cheering, squealing and screaming*
Ok no that's a lie, I squealed out loud as well xD
Dear diary, Zaveid thinks Aifread is a cutie...
Like he had no reason to keep that up, he could have referred to him as captain or something, but no, it's his black-bearded cutie (I'm totally overthinking this but let me have this moment xD)
But hold up, there is more xD:
*next page*
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That's missing the shojo anime/manga flowers/sparkles/whatever around Aifread, but I mean I guess it checks out, your handsome knight in shining armor is a pirate Zaveid, congrats...
Question for the pirate in question: why tf did you give a random malak your precious gun that noone but you was allowed to touch, and giving him a chance to escape possibly sabotaging your own chance to escape? Just asking (θ‿θ)
Like seriously, it's never properly explained why Aifread instantly trusted Zaveid...ʘ⁠‿⁠ʘ
...
(*rewatching some skits in the game*
topic = Aifread
Zaveid apparently referring to Aifread as 'agohige no kawaii ko-chan' (I definitely butchered that, I just wrote it as I heard it) which translates to 'cutie with a beard/ bearded cutie' (courtesy of Google translate, so I'm can't vouch for the rightness, I just know 100% that kawaii ko-chan = cutie) and is translated to 'ol' pointy-beard'
Me:... I feel robbed I would've started shipping sooner if I'd known
*retreats back to my VanZavie and EiZavie corner*)
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violadiaries · 1 month
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Checking AO3 one last time before bed:
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I am confused...very much confused...
It has no hits but a private bookmark...like...what?
Oh yeah, btw. I also have a new ToB/ToZ fanfic up, ongoing this time...let's see when I finish it xD maybe I'll link it here on monday or so :)
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violadiaries · 1 month
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To get myself in the mood for (cosplaying) tomorrow:
Mapo Curry, made with the recipe of the official ToA cookbook:
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I can see why everyone digs this stuff now, it was so tasty 😋
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violadiaries · 2 months
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Wig finished :D (well some more fixing with hair spray to do, but that will do next week shortly before it's worn):
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Punk Guidance Counsellor Zaveid ToB style
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violadiaries · 3 months
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Almost forgot to share this. It was so amazing 😍🤩
-> 11th Feb. Berlin: Nier Orchestra Concert: 12024 [end of data]
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violadiaries · 3 months
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*sigh* let's get this of my chest then...
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Rant under the cut:
Exhibit 1:
taken during a little cosplay shoot in mid September...
I was incredibly insecure about (my body) everything, and was feeling low-key uncomfy the whole time, even if it had been my fucking idea...
I like the cosplay, I like the location...I just don't like myself
Exhibit 2:
taken this morning after I had finished my workout
Roughly 22 kg (around 48 lbs I think) have been shed between these two pictures, so do i feel better? More confident? Less uncomfortable? Do I like myself more?
The answer is: hell no I look at myself (my body) and am still disappointed, and close to giving up
Now do I give up? Also hell no! I have a goal to achieve, one I want to achieve, but I want to be happy about the results as well...and I just don't know how.
And if I talk to my family, I don't get much help aside from getting told I need to talk to a therapist and that they can't help me. If I go to a therapist I'm getting told that outpatient therapy is out of the question for me, because of my tendencies to think about ending my... subscription to life, you know? But I'm totally against inpatient therapy, cause the last time I did that shit I felt worse than before.
So what now? I'm sharing my woes with the internet who couldn't care less in an attempt to get it off my chest, cause I think else I'll burst.
Do I want sympathy? Nice words?
Maybe, I don't know...¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯
I just kinda wanted to talk about it, but not annoy anyone, which is why it's under the cut... •́⁠ ⁠ ⁠‿⁠ ⁠,⁠•̀
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violadiaries · 5 months
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Tales of Berseria Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Eizen/Zaveid (Tales of Series) Characters: Eizen (Tales of Series), Zaveid (Tales of Series) Additional Tags: Established Relationship, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Nightmares, after canon, references to malak experimentation, References to past trauma, Not Beta Read, Eizen being a good boyfriend, Zaveid being an emotional mess, Idiots in Love
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As Eizen wakes up in the middle of the night, seemingly out of nowhere, he wouldn't have expected what the rest of the night would bring him. But one thing was clear to him. When Zaveid needed him, he would be the rock to keep him afloat.
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violadiaries · 5 months
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 転生したらスライムだった件 - 伏瀬 | Tensei Shitara Slime Datta Ken | That Time I Got Reincarnated as a Slime - Fuse Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Guy Crimson/Leon Cromwell, Guy Crimson & Leon Cromwell Characters: Guy Crimson, Leon Cromwell, Rimuru Tempest | Mikami Satoru, Diablo (Tensei Shitara Slime Datta Ken) Additional Tags: Fluff, Rainy Days, Cute, established relationship (?), Up to your interpretation, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Businessman Guy, College Student Leon, Not Beta Read, Idiots in Love Summary:
While being stuck in the rain without an umbrella, Leon still manages to have quite the eventful day.
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violadiaries · 6 months
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Tales of Berseria Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Characters: Zaveid (Tales of Series), Van Aifread, Melchior Mayvin Additional Tags: Pre-Canon, Canon Compliant, i guess, references to malak experimentation, Laboratory Setting, References to human experimentation, Melchior Mayvin being human garbage, he's barely there, but he still is, References to past trauma, (which is totally a headcanon btw.), Not Beta Read Summary:
When Zaveid wakes up in an unfamiliar place, he tries his best to brace the horrors of what he is seeing and escape his predicament.
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violadiaries · 7 months
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Tales of Berseria, Tales of Zestiria Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Eizen/Zaveid (past), Theodora/Zaveid (past) (mentioned), Zaveid & Edna (mentioned) Characters: Zaveid (Tales of Series), Eizen (Tales of Series) (mentioned), Theodora (Tales of Berseria) (mentioned), Rokurou Rangetsu (mentioned), Edna (Tales of Zestiria) (mentioned) Additional Tags: Hurt, Sad, follows the canon, Eizen is dead, is it 'major character death' if the character is already dead?, I hate the canon, why did I write this, Zaveid needs a hug, the Eizavie can be read as platonic, I didn't intend it as platonic though, there is some RokuVel, if you squint and convince yourself it's there, like if you squint really really hard, Zaveid really can't catch a break, rating just to be sure, Hurt No Comfort, ? - Freeform, Not Beta Read Summary:
Zaveid visits Eizen on what would have been the anniversary of their first meeting.
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violadiaries · 7 months
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Chapters: 2/2 Fandom: Tales of Berseria Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Eizen/Zaveid (Tales of Series), Eizen & Edna (mentioned), Zaveid & Edna (mentioned) Characters: Eizen (Tales of Series), Zaveid (Tales of Series), Benwick (Tales of Berseria) Additional Tags: Fluff, Eizen makes the first move, Playful (?) Flirting, let's face it it's not playful, Flirting, Benwick is a cockblock, about 90 percent of the crew has resonance, because I said so, Eizen is not allowed to be miserable and alone on that ship, Not on my watch, Idiots in Love, Not Beta Read Summary:
“Is it hot in here, or is it just me?” Zaveid stood in the door to Eizen’s cabin, grinning at the first mate. “It’s you,” Eizen said. Zaveid blinked at Eizen’s slightly hunched over form as his brain processed that his voice had actually come out of the real deal and hadn’t been just a figment of his mind. “What?” Zaveid choked out. Surely he had heard wrong. “What?” Eizen asked.
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It was supposed to be a simple, single question. It ended with much more for Zaveid.
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violadiaries · 8 months
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Can't believe they didn't put the gayest thing I've seen in the manga so far in the anime smh
Guy literally nibbles on Rimuru's ear, come on man... woulda been funny to see in animation
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violadiaries · 8 months
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Prototype 1 and 2:
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Base:
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These little thingies which made me almost go insane:
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Assembled + plus some more corrections:r
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Finished:
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Unfortunately I can't open it up to load 'bullets' (which I still think, the concept of loading actual bullets into Siegfried is dumb), or in my case store my make-up pens inside. But I really couldn't figure out how to make it work, and still get finished till tomorrow.
All in all I'm pretty happy with how it turned out. Seeing as the only other attempts at making weapons(ish things) for my cosplays where a crappy looking Mezzaluna for a Food Wars cosplay and two crappy looking knives for an Undertale cosplay. Both of which happened before Corona had even struck. So yeah...it's not perfect but I like it. And the more I look at it the uglier it becomes.
So...anyone seen captain Van Aifread? Kinda need to give him his gun back ;)
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violadiaries · 9 months
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Chapters: 1/2 Fandom: Tales of Berseria Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Eizen/Zaveid (Tales of Series), Eizen & Zaveid (Tales of Series), Edna & Zaveid (Tales of Series) Characters: Zaveid (Tales of Series), Eizen (Tales of Series), Edna (Tales of Zestiria) Additional Tags: Fluff, most definitely ooc, Comfort, Playful (?) Flirting, between Eizen and Zaveid mind you, Two Shot, After Berseria Ending, after canon, Eizen and Zaveid are in love, Eizen is just bad at showing it, and Zaveid is still in denial, Edna knows though, She barely knows Zaveid for an hour and knows it, and she supports it, Not Beta Read, I really don't know how to tag Summary:
Chap. 1: Zaveid meets Edna for the first time. Chap. 2: some EiZavie pre-relationship brainrot. I can't write summaries for life, sorry :(
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