guys i'm so bad at tumblr

hi to the people of tumblr i’m back

i’m so scared i’m so fucking scared

fuck im gonna fail tomorrow i wanna cry

i’m going to cry

i’m gonna attempt to study 7 lessons in 4 hours 😭 and maybe get a nap in aswell

i can’t study anymore my mental capacity has reached its maximum levels but i have this last exam and i’m really really trying to push through but nothings working i can’t do this i’m going to fail

#happy international women’s day

harry being a furry in 2023 was not something i expected

Harry in Jenny Lewis‘ „Puppy and the Truck“ music video.

tw// trauma dumping, depression, weird parents.

remember when my mum didn’t believe i had actually severely hurt my wrist and didn’t take me to the doctor for 3 months?? and then the doctor didn’t even get an mri or x-ray and sent me directly to physiotherapy and misdiagnosed me?? and then again my parents not believing me when i said it still hurt everyday almost a whole year?? and then i rebelled and saw a different doctor alone who actually got me an mri and then diagnosed me???

two and a half fucking years later i’m finally getting surgery done. so fucking thankful bcs i’ve been through hell and have had to fight for a surgery i actually needed for literal years. the injury and not being able to rely on my hand itself had sent my almost-depressed-state into terrible terrible depression. i hope it’s scheduled soon and i have a speedy recovery bcs i am sick of this. even writing this is making me realise how traumatic it all is/was.

only if she believed me and took me to the doctor when i asked and not called me dramatic. now she doesn’t understand why i don’t want to live with her. worst part of it all, she still thinks i’m over-exaggerating.

It’s enough to make a girl blush 😳

CONVERSATION

Fan: no one’s asked me how my head is!

Harry: no one’s asked you how your head is? [gibberish] how is your head?

Fan: Never had any complaints!

i have re entered my phase in life wherein the only artist i can listen to is zayn and honestly i love it here

Video of Louis allegedly responding to a fan’s sign ❤️ via stronglikehes 01.03

This is so cutee

That really is adorable. 🥹🥹🥹

no bcs is this fr 😭😭😭

Btw if we're mutuals and you feel like you always have to start the conversation I'm really sorry, my ADHD means I'm really bad at keeping track of people that aren't literally in front of me so it's very hard for me to keep up with Internet friends, even the ones I love the most cuz I'm either like "oh I wonder how they're doing?" and then do nothing about it or I'm like "oh so and so is messaging me yay! I wonder what's happened in the couple days since we last spoke!!" and they're like "so how was your summer" and I'm like "what?" and the last time we spoke was April.

Tl:dr; please don't read my lack of initiation as lack of caring, I'm just very bad at friendship maintenance skills like time management and task initiation

i’m freaking out majorly ab tomorrows exam oh my god