Another modest outfit check from a little over a week ago

Deities leaving

So I’ve been working with Loki for over a year now and I just got him his own tarot deck a few weeks ago. His candle was going crazy so I knew he wanted to talk to me…. He’s leaving my practice.

Which I guess makes sense because freyja just entered my practice.

I’m sad about it but I know it’s for the best.

Ootd: Wearing red for freyja today

Can you guess the new goddess I’m working with based on my new crystals? Hint: only 2 are for her

Little bit more feminine of a look today for my first craft show

Ootd for work today

Ootd from yesterday I posted on my TikTok

Ootd for work! I think I wanna start wearing skirts again. I’ve got a whole bunch on a wishlist rn

Ootd for cleaning house today. I’ve got a friend coming over later to look at possibly doing some alterations of my wedding outfit (wedding is in less than 3 weeks)

Ootd for work with the new scarf I just got!!

Ootd from yesterday!!

i pick at my skin because im sleepy -> i cant sleep because im picking at my skin -> i pick at my skin because im sleepy -> i cant sleep because im picking at my skin -> i pick at my skin because im sleepy -> i cant sleep because im picking at my skin -> i pick at my skin because im sleepy -> i cant sleep because im picking at my skin -> i pick at my skin because im sleepy -> i cant sleep because im picking at my skin -> i pick at my skin because im sleepy -> i cant sleep because im picking at my skin -> i pick at my skin because im sleepy -> i cant sleep because im picking at my skin i pick at my skin because im sleepy -> i cant sleep because im picking at my skin

Ootd! Going to work! I’m so ready for it to get cold so I can play with more layers

There’s something really comforting about veiling. Being able to have that extra layer of separation between myself and the outside world helps me keep my sensory issues at bay. Being able to have everyone see that I’m religious is such a powerful thing. Having a physical reminder of my devotion to my gods provides me with the strength to power through even the hardest days, because I always have them with me.

Whether it’s a simple bandana tied on before I leave the house, a full coverage scarf, or tegidion; I always feel more comforted and confident when i’m covered.

Ahh how things change, and so fast. I’m back to wearing a head scarf daily and dressing more “modestly” (being covered up makes me feel better) and it’s definitely been helping a lot. I was exhausted all the time for a while and after a couple shifts at work where I ended up being completely drained after I decided to start again and I feel much better. I’ve even decided that I’m going to be wearing a head scarf to my wedding in a few weeks.

Taking breaks when it’s needed

So I was veiling and dressing very modestly daily for a while, especially when hestia first entered my life but at the moment I’m not. I still veil when I work with her (daily tarot reading, when I light her candle, during acts of devotion, etc.) but not when I leave my house. Don’t get me wrong I wish I could still do it daily, but it’s just not something I can do rn. I live in Texas it is 100+ degrees every day rn.

I also stopped because I am dealing with hair loss and decided to shave my head (not the only reason but that’s too much to get into) and I don’t feel comfortable wearing a head wrap with no hair showing.

I miss it immensely some days but other days I love showing off my buzz cut.

I still work with hestia obviously just in different ways and that’s ok. I light her candle while I cook or crochet or clean and that makes me feel close to her.

Sometimes our practices change even with the same deities.

honestly being aegosexual and having a sex drive is like. it's the appetite VS hunger thing. I'm always hungry. I look at pictures in books and that food looks so good and I want to eat it. but then I open the cupboard and the same tasty food I'm drooling over is just suddenly disgusting to me and also I'm starving and I don't want to eat any of this

Of course I understand sexual attraction, I read all about that in fanfics!