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9-1-1 6x11 "In Another Life"

#the way you can see Buck realizing that HE IS ENOUGH just before he’s saying ‚i think it is‘#i‘m screaming #Oliver did so incredible in that scene!!#911 fox #911 spoilers #Oliver stark #evan buckley #bobby nash #father son #evan buck buckley #Buck #911 show #911 6x11

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It absolutely destroys me that the “sirens” trying to lure Buck into staying in his dream world were people needing him yet again. It was the promise that maybe if he stayed he could save the people of this reality too.

“I met your sister, she’s kinda awesome. Can you introduce me?” Because maybe that way he saves Maddie and makes Chim and her happy. “Can you help me find my dad?” What if Buck stayed and made contact with “angry guy” Eddie and offered help to get his son back? His parents literally begging for him to stay here, where they didn’t screw up, where they get the chance to do this the right way…

And Buck is the guy who fixes things. He wants to, oh so bad, even knowing these versions of them are but a figment of his imagination. Because even in his dreams he loves them so deeply, even Daniel who he’s barely met and has been a stand in for his worse self talk, even like that Buck loves him.

“I have a family. They aren’t this one, but they are real and they need me,” Buck says, as he pushes past Daniel. But once the time comes, once the choice is there, Buck’s worst fears come rushing back in. “No one there needs you.” And so, the sirens show their teeth: stay here, where everything is broken, so you can fix it again. So you can keep fixing, keep giving, keep bleeding yourself dry until you quite literally die by slowly fading away, until you stop breathing, all because you couldn’t stop wanting to be needed.

And then Buck, bless him and all his growth, makes the choice: I’m not going back for them. I’m doing it for me.

Buck loves so hard and so much that he nearly died chasing that feeling of being wanted because he is needed. But finally, finally, he understood that he is wanted just because. Just for who he is, and not what he can give to or do for others. And so it came the time and he chose himself.

#this describes it so perfectly #Deep down Buck is just a broken kid #and by fixing everyone else he tried to fix himself #but he doesn’t need to be fixed because he’s loved regardless #he doesn’t need to do everything to be loved #and he finally realized that #so he went home for himself #to finally be loved instead of constantly wanting to be loved #idk if my rambling makes sense but you know what I mean #911 spoilers #evan buck buckley #evan buckley #911 fox

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feeling a little embarrassed right now because I just went and poured my heart out to Oliver on Instagram about how much Buck means for me because I can relate to him so much and how therefore Oliver has made such an important impact on me because he brought Buck to life so brilliantly…

#hope he never reads it #i mean i somehow want him to know it #but it’s also a bit embarrassing #so hopefully he won’t see it #but if he sees it i hope he know how good he did #and how appreciated he is #because he’s such an amazing human being #oliver stark #evan buckley #buck #evan buck buckely #911 fox #911 show #911 season 6 #911 6x11 #911verse

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✨Oliver Stark Defense Squad Member✨

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911 releasing such a emotionally loaded episode tonight and me having to wait for two more days until I can watch it… how am I supposed to deal with this??

#that episode is probably gonna destroy me #but knowing that it’s out there waiting to destroy me is gonna destroy me first #all just because i live in germany #and have to wait until the episode is uploaded to prime video #911 fox #911 spoilers #911 show #911 6x11 #evan buckley #evan buck buckley #buck

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Evan Buckley + math

#Buck is me #we both suck at math #like really i can’t do math #my brain just freezes #evan buckley #911 fox #911 show #Buck

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no but imagine the conversations at the other firehouses…

Firefighter A: Have you heard the newest about Buckley?

Everyone: What happened this time???

Firefighter A: He got struck by lightning yesterday.

the newest probie: Who?

Firefighter A: You know the guy who got his leg crushed by the ladder truck, had a pulmonary embolism while recovering and then was hit by the tsunami while being at the pier.

#evan buck buckely #911 fox #911 spoilers #911onfox #evan buckley #oliver stark #911 show #firehouse 118 #station 118 #eddie diaz #bobby nash #hen wilson #howard han #maddie buckley

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