ugh i love this, i live for the dream and illusion that nanami is just an actor and im super happy to read AUs like this. thank you for writing this inspired by one of my fanarts <3 it really means alot!
Inspired by a fanart made by @valleymorow!
Your fanarts of Nanami always blesses my day hehe
He looks at you; all teary-eyed for a man that died on screen. Nanami would've sympathized with the tragedy, if the man in front was anything but a character he portrayed on a show.
He watches your jaw tensed, silencing the whimper from the on-screen shoot of him walking on a beach as his character holds on to a fantasy that was still much a dream than reality with his position.
Well, dreams mattered less when overcome with a power move his character couldn't escape from. Leaving him with only his legs as the remaining piece of him.
It knelt down swiftly with charred skin and fabric sprinkle around it. The impact of such scene was felt heavily, even Nanami pities the main character who witnessed it all from the distance. More so to his beloved that mutters words under your breath, watching you shook your head with eventual gasp as the finality of his role sinks in deeper than Nanami who had read the script from the start of the second season.
"No... " you muttered before looking at Nanami with disbelief written all over your face. The shine from the TV glisten in your eyes, your brows scrunched together with a frown on your face. Your bottom lip was red and clearly bitten from anxiety, a habit he notices often from you.
"Is that it?" You questioned, desperately, pausing the TV with the scene freezing on his legs prosthetics.
"Like, there's no deux ex machina? No talk-no-jutsu? No future reveal that he's alive or something?" Question after question after question but all were replied with a shook of his head, hearing you sigh in resignation from the truth.
At least what he knows so far.
"The manga's ongoing, hon," Nanami states the fact first before pulling you closer, letting your head rest on his shoulder. "Who knows if he ever comes back."
"Gege is not kind enough to resurrect a character, even if they're his favorite, unfortunately," you replied with a sigh.
He's your favorite too, it's a thought that ran swiftly in his head. Such statement would underestimate the admiration you had over his character too.
From the fanfictions you read under your breath. The stickers you have accumulated and decorated your space and the fanarts you have replaced your wallpaper a few times throughout the duration of the show. You also engage in fan interactions online, going down rabbit holes of theories he was amazed that others can come up with and showcase Nanami with memes he has yet to understand, really.
"Well..." Nanami diverge the conversation, albeit with hesitation and jealousy overshadowing his goal of comfort.
But he persist with a tease, "you have me, right?"
You hum, contemplating his words with a glance and a gap between you two. The cold from the air conditioning have caused a chill going down his spine, Nanami's now aware that you took the comforter you two initially shared.
Well, he did ate most of the popcorn.
"Getting a lil' jelly over a fictional man, are we, Nanami?" You were quick to deduce his words. To which he was unashamed to display it face-front; a pout to sweeten his jealousy with a surge of confidence to dip down, lowering his face next to yours.
The tips of his fingers brushing against yours too. From the corner of his eye, the shine of your wedding rings twinkle.
"My dear, the man you're longing for is merely an extension of me - and yet you chose to fawn over them than the real deal."
The power he displays on screen were edited through the scenes, his weapon was blunt and made out of plastic and he's hardly as strong as on the moments his character displays their strength.
He's an actor first and foremost.
Human too.
You gave him a peck on the lips with a smirk that left him breathless. The heat of your body brushing against the cool of his skin, lulling him to the warmth he seeks from you. With a grip of your hand on his hip to pull him closer.
"Then, tell what you have that he doesn't."
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hi i really love your art, do you have any plans to open a local shop? i couldn’t buy from previous times cause i didn’t have tix for the cons 🥲
i'm in the works of opening a local one here, but still deciding if i should go with shopee or lazada hahaha
let's see 😅
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