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ughhhhhstillemo · 4 years
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easy
everything used to be so easy
especially life in general
now i need to be perfect
need to be the best
and most of all
need to have the perfect body
my first go around
skipping breakfast was too easy
so i added lunch to the skipping menu
once again... too easy
dinner was then added to the menu
difficult to get around my family
but mentally, too easy
after two years of this easy fast
i “recovered”
but just a year later i fall back into these habits
except, i never stopped skipping breakfast
but i tried to skip lunch again
but it was no longer easy
i was afraid of being judged
skipping dinner was even harder
my body craved for another bite
no matter how much the voice in the back of my head said “no”
my mind and body was telling me no all the time
but my mind just wouldn’t let me
it frustrates me
i want to be skinny
but i guess, i don’t want it enough
it’s round 2
i need to keep pushing
even though it isn’t as easy as round 1
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ughhhhhstillemo · 4 years
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i am like 6 pounds away from my goal weight does anyone know how i can lose it in 2 weeks. i’m visiting my relatives and they’ve always bullied me about my weight.
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ughhhhhstillemo · 4 years
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FREE PADS AND TAMPONS
Hey all you lovely people who have periods, the world is starting to look a little bit brighter now that certain tampon/pad companies have started to allow people to receive small kits and samples of pads, maxi pads, liner, and tampons for free. And I mean 100% free and discreet. You just have to give them your address and name, and bam! You’ve got all the menstrual cycle products you could ever need for no cost. Links below!
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ughhhhhstillemo · 4 years
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ughhhhhstillemo · 4 years
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this is an anti joe exotic blog, if you stan the racist animal abuser man or his transphobic documentary bc he’s a ~gay feral icon~ pls leave lmao
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ughhhhhstillemo · 4 years
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the black parade is absolutely motherfucking nuts. mcr wrapped on revenge and ms gerard way, known aries, said ok whats next? hmm i think i will give myself a bleached pixie cut, move to a haunted mansion, and write a concept record about death and alcoholism and gender and war and psychosis. i think i will also make my band mates wear goth marching band uniforms, wheel myself out on stage on a gurney every night, and maybe passionately french kiss my guitarist in the name of theatrics. yeah i think thats what ill do. and then they did it. top tier genius
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ughhhhhstillemo · 4 years
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i was supposed to be bisexual but god forgot to flip the last switch
so now i’m like “g-g-girls??? idk???what is that??” but also like “z e n d a y a and m a d i s o n b e e r “
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ughhhhhstillemo · 4 years
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i’m not gay but i’m a bit of a john mulaney gay if she listened to girl in red and the neighborhood ya know
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ughhhhhstillemo · 4 years
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the ed stands for eating disorder not erectile disfunction please don’t ask me to clarify that again i’m begging you
“if god wanted me dead he’s gonna have to try a lot harder than this!”
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ughhhhhstillemo · 4 years
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i say as i watch my bipolar disorder, ed, autoimmune disorder, and a global pandemic collide.
“if god wanted me dead he’s gonna have to try a lot harder than this!”
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ughhhhhstillemo · 4 years
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“if god wanted me dead he’s gonna have to try a lot harder than this!”
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ughhhhhstillemo · 4 years
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i want big dick energy but i don’t even have energy at this point
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ughhhhhstillemo · 4 years
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Reblog if you want an internet friend super badly. One who would remind you to write, let you rant, make stupid jokes with, be comfortable spamming, fangirl/boy with, and all around be there for you and make you smile.
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