also while we’re on the topic of derealization body horror, i’ll say it again: post-s6ish, Sam should have reflexively referred to his body as his “vessel”. catching and correcting himself, especially around dean and bobby, but slipping up just often enough that we know that’s how he thinks about it all the time.

which could have also lead well into him treating it as disconnectedly as he does. he’s taking care of his vessel not because it is him, but because it needs to hold him, and he only has to take care of it for as long as it needs to do that. in s8, when he starts throwing his health down the drain to the trials, of course he’s fine with it. his soul is what matters, right? his vessel is just there to take the hits and get him to his destination. let it burn up. it doesn’t matter. this is a normal and healthy way to conceptualize his own body.

supernatural if devils' traps had always felt a little sticky to sam -- not actually trapping him, but he could feel where they were and if they were drawn correctly, and they felt like they *wanted* to trap him

We are trying to help you, Sam.  Then shoot. 

Could you please do some 'Sam doing the trials' painting?

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sam learning about destiel and immediately thinking "thats cool and all but what if cas and i fucked instead" is truly unrivaled thank you sam winchester

“he has beautiful hair” bro just say you love him ??? IDIOT 🙄

You guys don’t get it. Sam Winchester had nowhere to go on winter break during college

also happy annual sastiel belt scene day to those who celebrate.

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sam + hair pulling

sam winchester not being the top choice of spn fans will always be astonishing to me like we did not watch the same show.have you missed the part when he's an allegory for a daughter and jesus christ and queer people and when his demon gf girlbossed a little too close to the sun and they accidentally freed satan or when he knew the most niche random mythology facts or when he started allucinating the devil and when he heard voices and when he jumped into a pit with the devil to save the world and let's not forget his insanely beautiful tits what more could you ask for.what the fuck you guys are not getting

I’m fine.

TORTURED BY THE NARRATIVE PULL UP!!!!!!

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