me every so often:

[01/30/2022]

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can anyone explain a coach to me?

like, i think i get the gist but i don't. exactly know what it entails - or what the difference between a coach and a buddy is.

i am having a really hard time staying under my calorie limit and not binging :/ i've had inquiries about having a coach in my dms and i am tempted to do it but don't know if i can handle it because i don't respond well to criticim abshs.

any help would be appreciated!!!

said i would log what i eat and then dropped off the map for almost a week B)

7.12.21

i am going to start logging what i eat :]

today i only started eating at four pm, so that was good! but i didn't eat well At All.

started with a mini bag of sunchips (140), then later four marshmallows (90), and for dinner i had a veggie sandwich (350~). i also just ate some of the chips i have (260~). this brings my total to a Disgusting 840cals. not a good day.

i am also so!! very lonely. ever since my girlfriend left me, it's been bad - but ever since school ended it has been so much worse. i am so desperate for a friend. i just want to feel comfortable talking to someone - literally about anything. between work, i just play video games for hours on end and vape until my head spins. i hate it. i crave a bond with someone like i had with my girlfriend. not the romantic part, just tbe part where i had someone to talk to and wasn't only talking to them when they needed something. if anyone is looking for a friend, oh boy, i am available. :')

- ty

i just wanted to lose some weight but now im deathly afraid of almonds

i'm restricting again but this time i have a nicotine habit so it basically Has To work.

the worst part abt eating in front of friends is that u feel like they’re staring u down for every bite u take

me, canonballing back onto ed tumblr mere days after redownloading my fitness pal:

other people rn: this whole ordeal isn't making me loose control over food at all :) im able to restrict so well !! can't wait to hit my next gw!! 💕💕

my ass binging again:

My fbi agent watching me download tumblr again after another failed recovery

i graduate next year,

and i'm going to look fucking h o t at my graduation.

i'm going to buy whatever dress i want,

i'm going to take pictures with all my friends,

and i'm going to look back at that day and not hate what i see.

i'm determined.

i work retail,

and i spend so much time staring at customers - wishing i looked like them.

there's no way that they don't notice.

babe the only thing i’m eating during quarantine is PUSSY

When you have to accept the fact that you have a huge rib cage, broad shoulders and hip dips so you'll never have that hourglass figure.