Growing older means that everything you have been through and the knowledge you have gathered are combined. The knowledge gathered twists into a tangled mess. A mess that only you can unfold when you are ready. Growing older makes my inner child hurt. I hear the rips and tears of my heart when the darkness comes. My inner child feels restrained because my words mean nothing. Communication is a one way road with the end of it being a dark alley. The darkness thickens when every step taken. Trying to communicate as effectively as possible but always ends with a wall. A dark slimy wall that collects the words in its slime and parts of the messages slide through the cracks. My inner child was to scream at the top of her lungs because my words mean nothing to you. Day by day my life was sculpted by you. My cage you sculpted with you hands. My cage that I finally escaped. I can see the anger in your eyes that I am out of my cage. I see all the heart aches I have been through. I can feel all the words I have tried to speak to you. I can feel the pressure that I have when i speak to you. Growing older means having to heal your inner child. Heal myself.

Your blue eyes has some green in them. Its like im swimming in the ocean when i look at them. i cant stop from staring when i look at you. i just really wish i could be with you too. Your embrace is manifested with the lights. Its like im glowing everytime im in your sights. i’m falling in love, in love with those blue eyes.

I hate when people tell me I need to ‘get out of my comfort zone’ I don’t even have a comfort zone. I am literally always uncomfortable

“Do you ever feel like everyone has a place and you don’t… As if you don’t belong anywhere? Because I do, I do all the time.”

— D.O. // I’ve been feeling lonely lately (via weareallwriters)

im just sad

not killing myself is a personal achievement but you cant really brag about that at dinner parties

i feel just so empty

I really feel this 🙃

are you living or are you just jumping from one obsession to the other to run away from yourself

i hate that i think about you