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☆Day 12

Food that my mom cooks, ✨️RICE✨️, FRUITS & VEGGIES, oats, MILK, broken wheat, bread, noodles, Food that my dad brings, SNACKSS (chips, peanut butter), SWEETS/DESSERTS 💅🏻😔

☆Day 11

I don't have favourites, i just randomly scroll any blog i like

☆ Day 10

Basically food & NEVER bringing lunch to school was kinda a task at beginning bcuz we bring lunch & eat in the classroom only (no canteen) so I'd to tell everyone multiple times that i don't like eating in school blah blah & they're like.."eh why" So I'd to be out of the class all recess roaming around corridors (getting my steps in) , staying in washroom. I missed on all those moments the WHOLE YEAR having lunch with my frnds & the gossips.

☆Day 9

Yes, I've heard such comments ever since i was just a kid, even though they say it like its a joke...from my parents, brother, freinds, relatives, neighbours, teachers, mates or random guests.

Yayy I could finally write a simple short answer 🤠

found my official dream body

☆Day 8

I don't workout.

☆ Day 7

They absolutely know everytime, I live with them & they know what & how much I'm eating.

They probably care but ofcourse not in a concerned way but they must be *secretly* happy cuz not recently but during my childhood years I've heard my dad saying things like

"fatto" " u will cry one day when u won't be able to find clothes that fit u", "it will be hard to marry u off, even fat men wants pretty & slim wives"....

believe me this wasn't that mean like it sounds...actually he loves me a TON & i mean it, on the contrary he will go buy me anything(mostly food) anytime i ask for (or i not ask for) he cares for me a LOT...he was just looking out for his obese daughter's future ig , they were extremely happy when i finally lost the weight but now i need to lose it again & it feels hard this time :<

Why do i always end up venting...like its a simple question i could just answer in a sentence ..anyways :)

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☆Day 6

If we go by the definition, then not really but i do overeat a LOT mostly. But i barely actually binge.

☆Day 5

There's a lot of reasons, I've been a fat kid my whole life and its been a dream of mine to be skinny, to look clothes better on me, to be the only thin one in my fat family, so that everyone compliment me & ask for advice, i can flex my weight loss & some ppl burn in jealousy, finally have a flat stomach, see & feel my ribs, collarbones, jawline, can shop anywhere, clothes can be loose on me, i can run, jump & workout freely, eat less naturally, have a better body , be confident around boys, don't think its a prank when someone court me. My family can finally stop teasing me. I won't be the fat freind, be at peace while dressing up & going out, look good in camera & mirror, be happy while weighing myself.

I can finally stop trying to lose weight. Yes I'm doing it for myself, my old self & future self💗🎀

Since everyone is doing it...

Comment a food and I won't eat it for a week

Only i didn't, i just lost 0.5kg of that so I've officially gained 1kg while restr!cting wow this makes me wanna b!nge so bad

I can't gain 1.5kg overnight, its just water weight ryt? I'll lose it all tomorrow, I'll lose it ryt?

You can take the girl out of the €d but not the €d out of the girl

☆Day 4

Gaining it back duh 🤷🏻‍♀️ idc about anything else