thexflyingxpotato
The Flying Potato
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Witch. MILF. Artist.
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Sunday, December 24
2023
(3:19am)
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Today you asked me to drink “wah-guh”.
Up until three days ago you would refer to “water” as “weh-low.”
You’re slowly starting to change the way you articulate words 🥺 part of me likes it cuz now I can understand you better. But the other part of me is sad because pretty soon you will have grown in the blink of an eye. 😢
Other words you would say that I always thought was cute:
“Fee-lash” - spider
“Fee-lash tuck” - fire truck
“Chang” - car
“Dong dong” - diaper
“Bebe wang” - bebe (in reference to self) want
“Wawa” - dog
“Bee-lan” - vitamin
“Bah-lan” - banana
“Bee-lan” - bandaid
“Oh-gah heng” - over here
“Pee pew” - people
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𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨…💔📞
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Tuesday, December 19
2023
(5:37pm)
Fun fact.
This morning I learned it’s possible to astral project face down on your pillow.
Today was the first time I astral projected anywhere outside of the “lobby”. I ended up at my parents house. They were talking about me and what they were going to send to me. Then my dad was pointing out what had been making a sound. —— looking back to where he was pointing out for my mom to look, he seemed to have seen me.
Because he waved his hands through me as if to make sure what he was seeing was really there. When I realized he really could see me and I wasn’t invisible anymore… I looked at him and put my finger to my lips to shush him and for him to know not to say anything to anyone. When he realized I had confirmed he really was able to see me, I couldn’t hold it any longer and ended up waking up and back in my waking life body.
Sadly I still can’t control when I project and where to… interesting though cuz the dream I had immediately before I projected… I felt like I was being sat on, couldn’t move, and like I was running out of air and couldn’t breathe. (Typical sleep paralysis.) but my husband had a radio he was testing and it sounded like many voices but he was moving the knob around to find the right frequency.
I ended up waking up screaming because I was mad I couldn’t move. And I went back to sleep saying “you know, maybe if I didn’t freak out, I probably would’ve projected” — (last time I ever projected was in 2022. Again, on accident. Using the dream world as my portal.)
Funny enough… now that I think about it… my body had been trying to project since last week. But I kept stopping it.
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Tuesday, December 12
2023
(1:02am)
Three days ago I woke up and had this strong urge to rearrange my whole room. I finished moving everything around that same night. Then the next morning I woke up and decided it looked more cluttered because my shelves lack cabinet doors. So I decided to move my entire room around, again. Idk why the fuck I thought it would be a good idea to start moving my dresser and shelf despite the fact I had a raging headache… but I took all the things out of my furniture and moved only 2 out of 5 drawers/ shelves before I was convinced to wait for my husband’s day off and for me to sleep early.
Yesterday was his day off and I am pleased to say i have finally finished rearranging the room. 😌
Today is also the 12/12 (2023) portal.
I’m guessing I had the urge to rearrange my room cuz the energy of what I’ve been wanting to work on and the energy of my old room setup was clashing? I’ve been wanting to organize all my notes and ideas off of my phone and type it all up; And to work on nail sets more often. I didn’t have an area that felt like a study/ work nook for me to get serious about my projects. Now that I’ve moved my room around… I finally have a little work station where I can paint nail sets and type on my laptop. I also have a reading nook in the same corner. And a separate pillow covered lounge area to watch movies and play games, and my little food/ dining room area.
Sitting here, typing at my new desk area… I feel… in control. Idk why but there’s something about having your back facing a wall, and being able to see the door and everything else around the room from your desk feels so… empowering. Feng shui is legit😭 I’m looking forward to all the work I’ll be getting done from now on.
Okay bye.
I was just excited at how nice my room feels now.
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Friday, December 1
2023
(3:33am)
Hi, so my nervous system is regulated again. It isn’t as great as it was 3 months ago, but it’s a lot better than when I came back home from the viewing. The first time took years, the second time took 6 months, and this time around it took a month and a half to recover from being triggered. I’m so proud of myself and the fact that I’ve gotten a lot faster at being able to regulate my emotions and nervous system.
I just came here to say that since the death of my grandma, I’ve been inclined to begin, and be consistent with praying on the daily. I am here today to say that WOW. Does that shit WORK!
In less than a week my prayers were answered. I came into abundance that allowed me to effortlessly obtain the things I desired. (On the guidance and condition that what I received be invested into my personal health.)
I’m so excited!
I ordered some ceremonial cacao so I can work on open in my heart back up. (After years of getting hurt and losing trust in all people.)
I ordered some zeolite spray so I can do a heavy metal detox; but also because zeolite is a binder, I can finally begin my liver and parasite cleanse safely. 😩
I treated myself to boots and earmuffs I’ve been eyeing since last year. Idk if it’s cuz I’m getting older, or falls and winters out where I live have genuinely become a lot colder over the years, but a bitch’s inner ear and ankles be HURTING when she’s outside or in the car. 😭 Needless to say… this year I’m READY for the cold >:)
I got to order new jewelry for my philtrum and my double nostrils so I finally have a complete gold setup to match my septum. —— I’ve been wearing silver for almost two years straight now… silver was my color in high school, when I kept to myself and was more creative. Then gold became my thing for all of my college years. I felt I was a lot more outgoing and “take charge” and confident in that era.
I guess it’s time for me to step into my masculine energy and balance out my newfound feminine energy and skills. I’m steadily mastering the art of allowing things to just come to me. To be soft, open, and receiving. Flexible, and creating boundaries and speaking volumes with silence and withdrawal of my presence instead of the loud, verbal and physical violence that I’m used to.
When I’d operate out of my masculinity, I would chase and hound after things. I feel this time around, stepping into my masculinity is going to be more about taking the action and having the discipline to create and execute. Now that my feminine can safely express her desires, my masculine can honor it through action. I can now make my inner dreams a reality and manifest it onto the physical plane. 🥲
With my blessings I was able to do a huuuge nail supply haul. So now I can create and execute my ideas without limitations. ; u ;
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Wednesday, November 15
2023
(10:02pm)
Today I woke up feeling sad and beat up, it was gloomy and raining outside so I went downstairs to prepare some tea. AND GUESS WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED?!?! I was surprised with two kittens 😭😭😭
“Did you see the cats yet?”
Cats? Wait— cat? MY cat? The one your aunt asked if I wanted one???
“Yeah! They’re right here *opens mesh bag on couch that’s been chilling there for a while* see? Take your pick. One is going to my sister”
🥺 they’ve been so quiet and haven’t meowed… I didn’t even know there were cats in the house. *looks inside and dies of cuteness*
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I woke up sad but now I have kittens. It’s almost like… god really said “here, some cuddle cats for your recent troubles.”🥹
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Also, I spoke too soon. So that whole, “I came home feeling light and not heavy like I expected”??? Well SURPRISE BITCH! Cuz the cPTSD has sunk in and been triggered. — I literally can feel my adrenaline rushing and pooling up the sides of my neck and tension concentrating in my upper back and shoulders. >.<
I’m easily irritable and am finding myself snapping at literally everything. The sad part of it all is the fact that I tried to take my highest dose of ashwaganda like I used to, to manage the adrenaline fatigue (I take it when I need it, and then take breaks so my body doesn’t build a tolerance) BUT THIS TIME ITS SO MUCH IT ISN’T WORKING AT ALL!!! 🥲😭
I noticed I hadn’t ate for two days straight… and it dawned on my only last night that seeing my mom at the viewing triggered me. And now, I am back in survival mode.
The first time it took me half a year to get my body to calm down and feel safe again after YEARS of abuse. Then one encounter happened and it took me 4 months. Then I was forced to run back into her just so I could have closure and grieve (my grandma died and it’s my mom’s mother… so no way I wouldn’t not see her there). And I’ve been looking for someone who would take me in for psycho therapy, but now I’ve been gifted cats to help me through this tough time 🥹🙏🏼
Life’s crazy but I feel blessed rn.
(Super quick update:
-my landlord got petty and anonymously reported my car to get it towed
-I then got stressed out about having enough and finding somewhere to get my remaining cars squared away so my landlord couldn’t have them taken away too
-my grandmother died
-I had to see my mom (my abuser) at my grandmas viewing. I had so much anxiety about running into fake ass family and having them tell me to mend things with my mom. —— turns out, everyone let me grieve and never brought it up.
-only my dad brought up that I should bring my son around more often (if at all) because “life is short and you might feel guilty about not doing so” 😒 how rich. My parents still owe ME an apology. And I’ve done my part and tried to fix things but they keep hurting me over and over again. I told him “I did my part, I feel no guilt.” Bold of him to assume I feel guilty for not seeing my grandma as much as I could in her last days… I spent my whole life with her and visited and even slept overnight with her when she was in the hospital when I could.
I don’t feel guilty. I feel at peace that she’s able to rest and not suffer in her aching body anymore. I also won’t feel guilt when my mom passes as he’s unaware of the horrible conversation she and I last had. If anything, he’s projecting his guilt onto me and trying to pass off his pride for mine.
-when I came home from the viewing I didn’t feel as heavy (energetically) as I had anticipated. Which was a good thing?
-but the next day I had a fever and body aches… then the next morning after that I felt a lot better but I kept spitting out blood and throwing up “nothing”. — I was worried about if I had worn all black to the viewing, it would absorb everyone’s energy. So I wore a white blouse and kept my hair in a bun. The part that sucked was that everyone was placing their hand in the middle of my upper back to say “sorry/ condolences” 😭😭😭 all their sadness and empathy, but also their fake ass vibes and envious energies (they were upset that I had a baby and hadn’t grown or changed in body figure like they expected me to) all transferred into the area between my shoulders. Where all the pain and “sickness” was felt.
-I had asked for only one cat… but now I think I was meant to have two this time around.
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Monday, November 13
2023
(3:07am)
Wow. So much has happened in the last week or so.
But I am only here to say, I think that I’m finally stepping into my feminine energy. Not just stepping into it but rather, embodying it.
My lack mentality and fear of running out of things has completely gone away. Instead of looking at things and longing for them, now, strangely enough, I look at things I like and just trust that it’s already mine.
I don’t think about the how, or even when it’ll come to me. I just know it’s on its way and next thing I know I manage to manifest it without having to spend my own money.
I’ll think about what I want, and I’ll receive it. (I didn’t want to spend more than $10. The bill was $17, and the cashier only charged me $5.)
People compliment me more, and will jump to their feet to help me. I don’t even have to ask.
It’s WILD to me… being in my feminine energy feels so nice. It commands respect yet it’s soft and gentle. It feels like floating and just knowing. It also feels like things come to you effortlessly. There is no more chasing. You are the magnet. The more I sit in letting go and allowing things to flow without trying to control the outcome… the faster things manifest for me.
It’s giving ‘ease’. And I love it here.
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Friday, July 28
(6:53am)
2023
Today an ex hookup/ potential boyfriend of mine messaged me to ask if I by any chance hexed him a long time ago? I laughed, said no and asked why was I being questioned for?
He said “cuz if you did make a vudu doll of me or something I was going to ask verrrryyyyy nicely if you could undo it?” 😂
I’m flattered you’d think I’d do such a thing but why would I waste my time on someone I turned down respectfully? This isn’t the first time I’ve been asked such a thing but damn.
I’m the type to leave you forever alone once I don’t see anything long term with you.
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Friday, April 27
(4:18am)
2023
I must go to sleep soon, the boys are peacefully snoring in the bed. I just wanted to say (excitedly) that in the past week I’ve been able to make and finish 3.5 nail sets. (That’s big and exciting considering I barely ever get uninterrupted time to myself🥲🤧)
I also got to tattoo my husband and try out a bigger needle (5 round) for the first time yesterday too. I’ve been super confident about tattooing using 1 liner needles. This time around I got so fucking nervous cuz rotary machines are unforgiving as hell when you make mistakes 😭😰😩 but I was able to clean up my lines and was actually impressed with the end result. Now all we gotta do is wait for it to heal so we can see how well I did.
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Speaking of tattoos, I’m almost done drawing up a new one for myself. I’m still nervous cuz I’ve never tattooed anything big on myself, and also scared of my placement ideas for the next tattoos😩 I would get them along the bony ass part of my forearm🙄😑🤦🏻♀️
Wish me luck! And let’s see how it goes once I get the time to tattoo myself~
I think I feel more comfortable piercing my own cartilage before I try tattooing my own fucking arm 🙈😖
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