You've been waiting the whole year for the autumn. The colourful leaves, their sound under your feet, rains and it's smell and the opportunity to bake pies specially.

So here you go. You've been walking in the park waiting for your boyfriend as he was arriving from his training session. Whilst the walk you thought to collect some leaves which you found nice as a decoration for your kitchen bar. Thought the process you didn't noticed Jake walking to you from the back so you got scared when suddenly he lifted you with his arms and spinned around.

When he let you go you turned to face him and yelled but saw his wide smile and pink cheeks and it made your mind change.

"Hey!" You said and threw to hug him. He locked his hands on your back and rested his head on your shoulder inhaling your scent.

Even though it was just a couple hours since he left for his schedules he missed you much. But also he was very tired and couldn't wait to go back home and spend the remaining hours by cuddling with you.

"Hi" he whispered to your neck and you pulled out a little only to turn your head and place a kiss on his cheek.

Next you did is showing him the leaves you collected "Look what I got! Aren't they pretty?" He looked for the bouquet you kept, still holding you "They're. But you're prettier" and he planted a soft kiss on your lips letting you go. "How was your day?" He asked as he held your hand and started going. You shoved yours locked hands inside your coat pocket saying: "Nothing new. But I thought if we can make a pie", you smiled to him and he could see the sparkles in your eyes. He knew your obsession with baking so he couldn't help but smiling at the memories of the view when you cooking or baking. "Of course we can" he replied.

"Don't you tired? It seemed like your training session was hard enough. We still can have some rest if you need". You were right in front of the apartment' door as you took the keys from the one pocket opening the door and walking forward "No, I'm sure about your idea. Let's make a pie" Jake said walking by you.

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"Everything for you"

fem!reader x ice skater!park sunghoon

w.c: 522

Inspired by: Blossom - Enhypen

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"Fighting! Sunghoon!" you shouted as you saw your boyfriend take to the ice. He's been invited to the ice show, and now he's going to perform his new figure skating program in front of the coaches and especially for you on the training court.

He recently asked you for help with the theme of his program, so you've been involved in creating it. You helped him with movements, facial expression control and body language so he could show his feelings through skating. Not that he couldn't do it himself, but he wanted you to be involved too. He believed that you had a special eye for creating his programs.

So he got on the ice and took the starting position. "Blossom" begins to play as he starts his moves. His arms twisting around him, his hands moving gently. The footwork was more complex than before. The steps were wider, the jumps smoother, the spinning that was at the end showed all the feelings he wanted to demonstrate. And finally, the final stance and the end.

You felt your heart flutter as he skated. And you felt blessed because you worked on it with him. You all clapped when the song ended and he smiled gratefully at you, stars sparkling in his eyes as he met yours.

When he stepped off the ice onto the ground, you couldn't wait and literally pounced on him, so well did he execute the program. "You did so well," you whispered to him as he picked you up in his arms and sank a kiss on your lips. Not deep, but grateful, filling. "I made it through because you helped me and were there for me. I did it more for you," he whispered back, looking into your eyes, and kissed your lips again. Sunghoon knew how much you loved his skating and was doing his best to make you shine because of him. Not that it rubbed off on his ego, but it made him feel good to see you happy too.

After talking to the coaches, who said that the program was perfect and that he would definitely win, you decided to take a walk.

Autumn had arrived and the leaves had taken on their colors. People were starting to put on coats and the weather was mostly rainy. And so, as you were walking down the alley, looking out for colorful trees, unfortunately, it started to rain. All you both could do was to run home as fast as possible to avoid catching cold.

After all the cold caution points, you were both basking under a blanket with cups of tea, some love drama was on TV, and you thought it was one of the best fall days of your life. Cuddling with Sunhoon made you feel loved and appreciated, and you promised yourself to never forget it. "Thank you." you said lifting your head from his chest, his arms hugged you tightly, "For what?" he asked, "You let me help you, and that means a lot to me, so thank you","I love you more than anyone, so everything is for you, my princess."

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Warmth

fem!reader x (maybe an idol)!Jay

w.c: 474

Inspired by: Pink Sweat$ - At my worst and Pink Sweat$ - Real thing

(the songs are not related to this, but I listened to them while I was writing)

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Candles, petals, vanilla scent, warm water and the love of your life. What could be better? It's the best way to spend evening after a hard day. The song Sway by Michael Bublé plays, and you and Jay dance right before you dive into the tub. Warmth fills your body. Not just the warmth of the water, but the warmth of the other body. Bubbles swirl around and sound fills your ears. Your heart flutters at the feeling of safety, of softness as you feel your eyes begin to close. Strong arms pull you closer, and you shiver by the touch. You feel Jay move your hair a little and leave a soft kiss on your neck.

You both had a constant stressful job, and this was kind of a way to relax afterward.

You were so grateful to Jay. Even when you know he's tired, he still spends time with you (as if he wouldn't). You rest your head on his shoulder, pouting your lips out and he smiles, smacking you. Jay started massaging your neck and shoulders, and you groaned in pain. Your muscles were as hard as rock, but pleasure ran through your veins when you felt his touch. When you bent over, he massaged your back. After a couple minutes, you sit up straight and turn to face him to ask to switch places: "Hey, I want to help you too," you replied and he stroked your cheek with the palm of his hand and kissed you again, "Whatever you want, sweetheart," he said and moved to switch places with you.

You started with his head. You run your fingers through his hair, knowing how much he loves it. Then you lightly scratch his scalp with your fingertips. Moving lower, you do the same thing he did to you. Unexpectedly, you whisper a "thank you" in his ear, and he giggles.

When you both finished, Jay handed you a towel and helped you out of the tub, turning you around and placing you next to the counter in front of the mirror. You brushed your teeth and did your skincare routine while he chuckled lightly at your Luna (Sailor Moon's cat) facemask. You laughed too as he struggled to put his mask on.

Time flew by and now you were lying on the bed, pulling the blanket up to your chest. Jay lay on the bed a little later and pulled you closer, as if he wanted you to be a part of his body. Intertwining your fingers, you felt sleep come over you and you couldn't help but close your eyes. The feeling of Jay's love filled you as your love filled his body. Falling asleep, you whispered: "I love you," "I love you too. Goodnight," he replied, and you both drifted off into the realm of Morpheus.

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Passionate continuation of the evening

fem!reader x non idol!jake

TW: protected sex, mention of pleading

w.c: 623

inspired by: Алексей Воробьев – Как в последний раз (russian singer and a song) and DLMLU – Stray kids

(the songs are not related to this at all, but I listened to them while I was writing)

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You celebrated your anniversary at a restaurant. Your relationship with Jaeyun was six years old. Yes, you're not married yet, but you decided that even though you love each other to pieces, no one was ready to sign. An evening of candlelight, wine and food. Sitting across from each other. He's in a black suit, you're in a white smocked dress, one personifying the other.

You don't remember how you get home. All you feel are Jake's kisses on your neck and his hands pressing your waist against the wall in the hallway. With every move he makes you open more space for his lips, tilting your head in different directions. Finished with caressing your collarbones, he goes up your neck again, jaw line up, kisses behind your ear and is at eye level, taking your chin and peering into them. He looks tenderly, lovingly. Your hazy gaze drops to his lips. Seeing this, Jake licks his lips and brings them to yours. Lightly at first, barely touching. Then a little more insistently, deepening. Your tongues continue to entwine until the air in your lungs runs out and your hands move from his forearms to his face.

"Shall we move to the bedroom?" You open your eyes and, breathing heavily, ask.

"Let's go." He whispers back and kisses you again. Just as passionately, without pulling away.

Carefully turning around, you with your back, Jaeyun guiding you, you move toward the room. You take off his jacket and shirt while he unties your dress and slips it off your shoulders. Now it's lying somewhere in the space of the apartment. Getting to the bed Jake lays you down and starts caressing your neck and shoulders again. You fidget with excitement and grab the man's palm with one hand, intertwining your fingers. You feel his smirk against your skin and pull him toward you, forcing him up. When Jake is at your eye level he reaches for the clasp of your underwear. You arch your back, letting his nimble fingers undo it. You gasp as he runs his gingers along your lower abdomen, tickling it. When Jaeyun leaves a trail of butterfly kisses from behind your ear to your pelvic bones, you can't stand it and let out the first barely audible moan, whispering at the same time: "Please…"

Jake continues to undress you, leaving kisses on your hips and gradually moving up to your face. Gently kissing first under your ribs, then your collarbone, your neck, under your jaw, your ear, and finally your lips. He sits down between your legs and starts undoing his belt and fly. Reaches over to the bedside table for a condom. You try to focus your eyes on the man's actions, but eventually you close your eyes, throwing back your head and arching your back with a blissful moan. You feel the first slow thrust, then the second. Jake moves gently, taking his time, letting you savor the moment. All you can do is take hold of his shoulders and cross your legs behind his back. You're both breathing hard, moving in unison. Pleasure spills molasses over your bodies.

Jaeyun sinks onto the crumpled sheets beside you, wrapping you in the blanket. You move closer, laying down on his chest and hear his heart pounding fast. He deeps his fingers in your hair and you lift your head, asking for another kiss. Jake smiles warmly at that and touches your lips with his. He places his palm across your waist and pulls you close, giving and showing all the love and care he has for you. In response, you say:

"I love you."

"I love you more." And concludes with a kiss on the top of your head.

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the princess from the tower

fem!reader x non idol!jake

w.c: 722

inspired by: Zayn, Zhavia Ward – A whole new world (The Alladin End title)

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"I can show you the world Shining, shimmering splendid.  Tell me, princess, now when did You last let your heart decide?" With an exhale, Jake tickles the top of your head, humming. You've positioned yourself on his chest, between his legs, and are now gently stroking his arms around your waist with your fingers. 

"I can open your eyes.  Take you wonder by wonder  Over sideways and under   On a magic carpet ride" A kiss behind your ear follows, then down your neck, his nose gently trailing over it. 

"A whole new world.  A new fantastic point of view  No one to tell us no  Or where to go  Or say we're only dreaming” - you finally lay down on top of him, resting your head on his shoulder and start to run your fingers over his fingers. 

"A whole new world  A dazzling place I never knew  But when I'm way up here  It's crystal clear  That now I'm in a whole new world with you  Now I'm in a whole new world with you" You turn your head away, framing your lips, which Jake catches with all the trepidation and tenderness of his own. 

A large tree shields you from the sunlight, the breeze is cool, and the grass around you rustles pleasantly.  You were the princess from the high tower to Jake and he was the prince who brought you out of it.  And so now he's called you out into a field of flowers shimmering in the sunshine. He doesn't need words, just like this - carefree, spending time with his beloved. He'd love to take her away with him forever but she doesn't dare think of running away from home. 

“Are you sure you don't want to come with me?” He asks the same question over and over again, waiting for the cherished "I'm ready to go with you" but the princess ignores him. Sometimes it feels like it's all for nothing. That he's something temporary for her. No matter how many times Jake repeats to himself that their love is real, just as many times the thought of the pointlessness of it all arises. If he hadn't come to her tower, she'd probably have forgotten all about him. 

“But I'm with you now, and I always go wherever you call me.” You whisper and you catch the sadness in his face. Jake thought again about the outcome of this conversation - she'd shake her head negatively again, and his miserable dreams would be shattered. Oh, how he wished he could wake up in bed with her, make breakfast, lunch, and dinner, spend all of himself on her, and fall sweetly asleep again knowing that she wasn't going anywhere, that she didn't need to be rescued from the house. 

“Forever. Forever with me. No holds barred. Just come with me, don't you think that would be better?” He finishes with a note of pity and waits for an answer already thinking that this will probably be his last attempt. Yes, he will suffer the loss of the love of his life but it will be more painful to have her around sometimes. 

You sit down facing him, taking his palms in yours and looking into his dark eyes. He catches the meaning of the gesture and lowers his head. 

“I'm sorry” It's enough to make Jake start to get up off the ground. He slings his bag onto his shoulder as you stand up, intercepting his hand and thinking you should tell him not to leave, but you don't. 

“Then I don't think "we" should stay. Every time I have a hard time with spending time with you knowing that eventually you won't agree to run away. No matter how many times I call you, every time you turn me down. So tell me, why don't you wanna be happier? Can't I make you happy?” His eyes sting traitorously and he concludes abruptly, giving no chance for excuses. “Maybe we just met at the wrong time, who knows, it will show. But I can't wait any longer, I'm sorry. It's not gonna take forever.” And walks away, breaking the last bond - the hands that have warmed each other for so long. 

His silhouette fades away until it disappears into the field of soft sunset…

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hard period

fem!reader x non idol!jake

TW: +18, mention of self-harm, the reader is mentally unstable; lmk if I forgot something.

w.c: 447

Inspired by: Die for you - The Weeknd and Golden hour - Jvke

(the songs are not related to this at all, but I listened to them while I was writing)

By reading this, you confirm that you are of legal age and take responsibility for reading it yourself.

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The bulb flickers, the light dims, illuminating the room in a dirty gray. The cold tiled floor is covered with transparent drops. A girl has been lying near the bathroom for more than half an hour. Holding tightly to her hair, she tears it out, trying to find solace in the pain. Prior to that, she broke the mirror over the sink after a dialogue with her reflection about how worthless, incapable, stupid, insignificant she is. Even earlier, she destroyed half of the apartment: chairs, candlesticks, dishes, everything that first came to hand. The only thing that could help her, or rather who is her boyfriend, but he is simply not aware of what is happening. Alone, unhappy, she shudders in silent sobs, with thoughts that her life is meaningless, that it would be nice to end it right now, but she has no strength and is scared. The realization of death is terrible, it’s scary what Jake will think when he sees the disfigured body, the reaction of the family is terrible - they won’t survive what happened, and the mother will completely go crazy.

“Maybe no one needs me?” It flashes through the girl's head, and she, taking a piece of the mirror, climbs into the bathroom, turning on the cool water. Clothes get wet unpleasantly and she takes them off, throwing them somewhere to the door. Gently, without pressure, she runs the shard along her thigh, still pondering her decision, then runs it over her stomach and shoulder. Tears again accumulate in the eyes and the small one rolls down the cheek. The front door slams inaudibly, after a couple of minutes a quiet knock on the bathroom, but the sound of water and concentration blocked everything. The light from the corridor enters the room and the guy first stops on the threshold in a stupor, and then flies up to the girl. He does not know what to do. First, he tries to bring her out of a trance, then pick up a sharp fragment, the second is successful. He touches the water - it is icy, so he first lowers it, and then takes out the girl, wrapping her in a towel. Everything happens without words. He tries to draw her attention to himself, holds his beloved by the cheeks, which with a defocused look looks somewhere at the wall. He finally takes her to the bedroom, laying her on the bed, dresses her, and lays down next to her, drawing her to him, warming her.

"Honey, why are you doing this to yourself? Why did you want to leave me, your family?" - whispers in the top of her head. Hands as tightly as possible clasp the exhausted body.

"I'm sorry. I just can't do it anymore. It's hard for me." - is heard in the chest area and he moves away a little.

"Baby, why didn't you tell me? After all, we talked about this - to share if something oppresses us." He meets her red eyes and can't help but let out a sob. "Please don't do this to us. Speak up if something is bothering you and maybe together we will come to a solution to the problem. Just don't leave us, everything is solved." - in response, she nods and again cuddles in his arms, inhaling the soothing perfume. She is surrounded by the warmth and care of a loved one, and his head is filled with thoughts of how to get her out of this state. Sleepless nights and busy mornings ahead. After all, if this is repeated again and again, it's time to resolve the issue in a more global way…

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Well, this is my first post here. I hope there are not so many mistakes in the text, because actually I am not a native speaker, although I have an advanced level of English, anyway you can help me by correcting me. And please tell me if it was good or bad and thank you for reading.