my american tumblr mutuals still being awake is frightening to me. is it not beddy bye time?? is the sky not asleep??

my american tumblr mutuals still being awake is frightening to me. is it not beddy bye time?? is the sky not asleep??

“who’s the first person that-“ it’s her it’s her it’s always her. she’s the first one i look for when i walk in and the last one i want to see when i leave and i try so hard to just catch a fleeting glimpse because even if that’s all i can have, it’s enough for me

i mean. i see why theyre beefing she was kind of a bitch

YOU go to sleep

go to sleep

im at the cast party!!!! well i just lwft but you know

go to sleep

im at the cast party!!!! well i just lwft but you know

in my head the star wars equivalent of tswift is some human woman named tay’lor spiff or something and her stans are losing their minds over theories that she’s secretly a jedi singing about the horrors of war, even though she’s from a neutral system that hasn’t seen so much as a moral panic in 50 years

why couldnt i ride with [name] or something 😭

ITS NOT EVEN MY HOUSE. ITS SOME GUYS. ITS NOT THE DAMN CAST PARTY. WEVE BEEN HERE FOR TEN MINUTES

get me OUT of this house

get me OUT of this house

AUGH couldn’t i have gotten a ride with literally Aanyone else

thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

idc if he has a good personality he literally sexually harassed someone. you are not looking the smartest rn…

GIRL WHY DO YOU STILL WANT TO DATE HIM 😭😭😭

GIRL WHY DO YOU STILL WANT TO DATE HIM 😭😭😭

im not listening to all that but im happy for you or sorry that happened

new guessing game seeing pictures of art nouveau architecture online: REAL or AI GENERATED??

what was with that new game changers episode