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SAVE YOUR TEARS 2/?

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Hi guys !

I’m so sorry, I had a long week and no time to write this chapter. But here i am now, with lot of ideas to develop this fic.

Also (sorry if I say it again hahah) but English isn’t my mother tongue so excuse me in advance for the possible mistakes.

I hope you’ll enjoy it <3

The sun is gonna rise again

At the end of the day, Emily didn’t feel better. Worse, she felt weaker as hours passed and when they finally opened their home door, the pain was almost unbearable. But she couldn’t just say it and pretended it was alright although Aaron knew something was up. He was looking at her with worried eyes, feeling something was different from usual. His fiancé didn’t rush to Sergio as usual, giving hugs and telling him how much she had miss him. Instead she just rushed to the bathroom, and he could definitely hear her groans through the closed door.

“Em.” Knocking softly at the door. “Are you alright in there ?”

She didn’t answer, too busy throwing up. Her whole body was failing on her, and she hated it. Losing control was the worst thing that could happens to her. For a second she just pressed her forehead again the toilets, feeling very dizzy, her head turning. No way she could pass out again and in here, that would be so humiliating even if her fiancé had already saw her in worse cases. But being hungover and sick wasn’t something Emily Prentiss was ashamed of.

“Yeah.” She groaned, trying to at least sit up, “give me a minute.”

He knew deep inside of him that she needed time for herself and some privacy but on the other side he couldn’t just leave her on her own, considering how she was feeling. And as minutes passed, he couldn’t wait anymore, opening the door thankfully not locked, failing to hide his smile when he saw she had fallen asleep.

“Oh Em.” He thought to himself, lifting her up and carrying her the bridal way to their bedroom. She didn’t even flinch a bit, letting him put her in bed. Once he got sure she was alright, Aaron quickly made his way to the shower, still worried because it was unusual for her to get sick like this. And then he doubted, nausea could be sign of…? No way, she would have told him. When he got back to their room, he was still very confused but decided to wait for her to wake up before making theories that would only perturb his already busy mind. He quickly fell asleep, exhausted from their case, hoping Emily would be fine.

But she didn’t.

She woke up hours later, feeling a sharp pain in her stomach. And it was nothing she had known already, it was painful as hell and she couldn’t stifle the cry of pain that escaped her mouth. “Fuck.” Her stomach was burning from the inside, she struggled to sit up, her vision was blurry and it wasn’t because of the darkness around her. “Fuck…it…hurts…”

She could barely finish her sentence that she saw the light on Aaron nightstand on. He’d been barely sleeping and all of his sense were turned on, his face livid when he saw the pain all over her face. “Em what’s going on?”

His voice was raspy from sleep, but she could tell that he was worried. She didn’t even remember how she ended up in their bed. He quickly stood up, facing her, slowly stroking her cheek as she grimaced because of the throbbing pain in her abdomen. Tears were rolling down, and she knew lying would definitely not be smart, she was clearly in pain and he could see it crystal clear.

Without more hesitation Aaron grabbed some sweatpants, getting ready in seconds and grabbed her things, stuffing his keys and phone in his pockets, this time he would not ask her, he was dragging her. “We’re going to the hospital, and no it’s not a suggestion.”

She opened her mouth to protest but the sharp pain answered for her as she cried out. “Let me help you baby.” He said, lifting her up, ignoring his back that would definitely not thanks him later.

They rushed to the hospital, Aaron using his federal advantages, not really caring about anything else than Emily. He got totally lost when the nurses took her away from him, unable to stay in here alone and wait when the love of his life was being examined. He had no ideas of what was happening, and the way she looked that scared only made him wants to protect her at all costs.

After what seemed an eternity Aaron, who was almost asleep in the waiting area saw a doctor coming to him. He jumped on his feet, a worried look he couldn’t hide in his face.

“Agent Hotchner?” The doctor asked, clearly seeing the way the other man was nervous. “It was an ectopic pregnancy, we stopped the bleeding, she will be fine now.”

He had never heard of it. The doctor saw his confused stare and started to explain, every words hitting Aaron right in his chest, his heart exploding when he heard that the baby didn’t make it. So she was really pregnant, and she didn’t even know it…

“Does she…”

He nodded. “We told her the second we saw it on the ultrasound. She told us she had been to the doctor but ectopic pregnancy can be hard to detect. She was approximately 6 weeks along.”

“Will she ever be able to carry a baby after that ?”

Aaron didn’t recognize his own voice, it was almost trembling. He was livid, trying to understand how their life had change that quickly, they could have been parents together, and now what he didn’t know he would have was leaving an empty spot into his heart.

The doctor softly smiled, giving him a small tap on the shoulder. “It can happen, but it won’t stop her getting pregnant and bring a child to the world. She will just need regular check ups, and everything will be fine. I’m sorry for your loss.”

He looked sincere, and Aaron only nodded, swallowing hard. He needed to see her, she was probably scared and confused. “Thank you. Can I see her?”

“Sure, she will probably be a bit groggy from the anesthesia but she’ll recover, you should be able to take her home in a few days.”

Aaron thanked him again and made his way to the designated room, pausing a moment when he opened the door, seeing his beloved one in the bed, her face was pale but the pain had fade away. At least she wasn’t suffering anymore and that’s all he wanted, seeing her cry had literally broke his heart in pieces. And at this very moment he was glad that Jack hadn’t been in the house, for nothing in the world he would want to scare his son again.

He decided to wait on the chair next to her, holding her hand to let her know no matter what, she would never be alone anymore. Aaron tried to stay up as long as he could but exhaustion hits him so hard he gave up and fell asleep. He woke up hearing small winces of pain, and as he opened his eyes he saw that Emily was awake, clearly trying to sit up.

“Sweetheart…” he couldn’t hide his relief when he saw she looked better than hours ago. She was very pale, but she was back to him.

“I’m sorry…”

Her voice was shaking, she wasn’t looking at him, ashamed. She had been pregnant two times in her life, first time she wasn’t ready and decided to abort because that was the best option. This time she knew they would be ready together, but she couldn’t make it because her body had failed her, again and she felt useless.

He frowned his eyebrows and kissed her hand. “You have nothing to be sorry for sweetheart, what happened is not your fault. It’s no one fault do you understand ?”

She didn’t move, still feeling guilty, tears silently rolling down her cheeks. He cupped her face so she could look at him, not in the world he would want her to feel bad about something she couldn’t control. “I didn’t know it. The baby.”

Her heart was cracking at every words, her chest full of sadness and her stomach empty. Her hand automatically rubbed it slowly, her brain realizing she had been carrying the perfect mix between her and Aaron. And now it was all gone.

“Emily, sweetheart.” His voice was shaking, and she saw tears rolling down how cheeks.

They both cried silently at the loss of their baby, none of them ready for it, their lives were already so bruised they couldn’t imagine adding something else to it.

Both of them needed each other that was inevitable, they always had this connection even when they both even didn’t know about it, closing eyes when everyone was pointing out this fact. They were both very stubborn that wasn’t a secret.

“Come here with me.” She whispered, tapping the bed, trying to make more place for him to lay. He did what he had been told so, slowly enveloping his arms against her bruised body.

“I didn’t know I was ready for a baby. Until today…” she whispered, her head resting on his torso.

“I was wondering if you were pregnant…with all the nauseas, when you passed out. And I’ve realized i wanted this with you. As long as you want it too, it’s your body sweetheart.” He slowly replies, kissing her front head. He knew her backstory and would never put pressure on her, that was her decision.

“I’m sorry.” She repeated again, fighting against tears coming back.

“You don’t have to be sorry.” He replied patiently, rubbing her back, soothing her like he would do with Jack after a scary nightmare. “It’s not your fault. You could have never planned it to happens.”

“I know but…if I had known about the pregnancy, maybe I could have protect this child…”

“Nothing can prevent what happened, the doctor told me it was inevitable. Beside, I’m glad you’re okay, you’ll recover and maybe we can try again?”

She can’t help but chuckle, her fiancé being the sweetest humain on this planet. “I would like to.”

“Good.” He kissed her again, resting his head against hers. “Try to sleep a bit sweetheart, rest yourself, the better is waiting for us.”

It sounds like a promise, but he know the world will give them a better future, no matters how dark it gets, the sun will rise again. She smiled softly, letting her drift to sleep, feeling safe in his arms.

And that’s how the team found them hours later, they had been worried when none of Hotch or Emily showed up at work so they called Jessica.

“If a story could be written, it would be about them.” Derek said, looking at his friends throughout the window of the room, feeling sad for their loss but knowing they would grow even more strong.

“They don’t deserve it.” Garcia whispered, being very emotive as always, crying softly. She couldn’t bare the knowing of her friends being hurt.

“No one does. But they are strong, and we’ll be there to help them whenever they need to. We’ll let them time, that’s the best to do.” Rossi added, looking at his sleeping friends. “Come on kids, we’ll come back later, Hotch would not want us to stay here day, we have some work to be done.”

They all agreed, leaving the flowers and chocolate they brought near the door, silently making the promise they would always be there to support each other, because that’s how their BAU team worked ever since.

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thehuntss · 6 months

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SAVE YOUR TEARS 3/?

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Hi guys!

Another one to brighten your day (hopefully ^_^). It made sense to write one last chapter to conclude the fic soooo, I really hope you’ll enjoy it <3

Thank you so much for your support & comments they means a lot 🥹

Everyone has fears.

Emily surely had some, but now that Ian Doyle was dead she always thought she could start her new life without being haunted. But this time she developed a new fear, a very strong one, left by an invisible scar. The only one she didn’t have on her body but the most painful, the one she constantly carried with her, no matters what or where she was. And this fear started just after the loss of her baby, of their baby.

She couldn’t just walk in the street without thinking about how life would have been with a new kid, a kid of her own. She loved Jack like hers, she didn’t give birth to him but it was the same, she could never stop loving this sweet boy. But this sudden pregnancy was troubling her, because she had no ideas she was pregnant and the day she found out was also the day it disappeared. As quick as it appeared.

This day she went out for some milk because Jack always liked some with his cookies and they ran out. At the store she saw a woman pushing a stroller with a very tiny baby inside. And her heart broke in pieces. The stoic and stern face couldn’t let others people know about her actual mood but she felt devastated. It could’ve been her. The only thing she could focus on was Jack little hand in hers.

When she got back home she was on her nerves, putting the milk in the fridge after pouring a glass for Jack, then heading to their bedroom to take a nap. Day off didn’t feel that good, she hated Strauss more than anyone at the moment. It wasn’t her fault but sending her home was not the way she could heal from her loss. Working had been hard but at least she could keep her head out of the fog, focusing on cases. But after 2 weeks she started to break down when she thought no one would notice, and that’s how she ended up here on a Tuesday afternoon. Thankfully she only had one day off, but that was already too much.

Aaron had his own way to mourn, he got himself into more work but whenever he was home both of them were clingy. Like if something could just torn them appart. They had spent a few days together, staying on the couch and eating pizzas, for Jack’s biggest pleasure. He didn’t really understand but clearly saw the way how sad his parents looked.

An hour later she was about to drift to sleep, exhausted of being sad when she heard soft steps coming closer, Jack little face showing up. He was so sweet and innocent she could kill anyone who would take this away from him.

“Mommy…” he called softly, pulling her arm.

She smiled at him, ruffling his hair, before noticing why Jack had come to her. And she was shared between awe and confusion. His little hand was stuck in the glass of milk, hand still holding the cookie.

“I stuck.” his little voice was desperate and she immediately sat up, holding the glass to help him. “Pull your hand sweet boy, don’t worry I got you.”

In a swift move his hand was all free and she put the glass on her nightstand, lifting the boy so he could sit with her. He immediately hugged her, his head on her chest. “Thank you, love you.”

Her heart broke once again but this time because of the love she felt for him. “You’re more than welcome sweet boy. Careful with the cookies okay ?”

He nodded and jumped off the bed, definitely leaving the glass here, running downstairs to watch the lion king. Smiling, she snuggled against Aaron’s pillow, finding sleep quicker than expected. She woke up when she heard the familiar sound of the front door opening, and when she saw the time, almost 6pm she stirred in bed. Aaron was back, and she had never missed him that much.

She could hear from their room Jack fussing around, excited to see his dad, jumping in the living room and running to him. Aaron barely had time to put away his briefcase that a little tornado ran to him with open arms. “Daddy!”

“Hi buddy!” He kissed him, lifting the boy in his strong arms. “How was your day?”

“We forgot milky, and I watched Simba!” He happily replied, as Aaron laughed. His son had seen the movie so many times he couldn’t even count. “Where’s

mommy?”

He shakes his head, pointing the stairs. “Mommy sleepy.”

Aaron put down his son, knowing that Emily wasn’t sleepy, she was just sad and he could relate to it, her energy had been drained by this event and he couldn’t blame her. “I’ll go see mommy, and then I’ll be back to make dinner. Nuggets and mashed potatoes?”

“Yeah!!!” The little boy said, very happy about it, running to the living room to play with his toys.

When Aaron entered the room Emily wasn’t in bed, but probably taking a shower as he heard the water running in the bathroom. He changed into his home clothes and patiently waited for her to come out.

When she got out she was wearing one of his shirts, her hair still wet and dripping onto her back.

“Hi honey.” She smiled, kissing him softly. “How was work?”

“Very long, papers days, no case for now, I’ve missed you.” He resumed in a few words, looking lovingly at her. “What about you ? Jack told me you had a nap, are you alright?”

“I’m not used of having free time..” she chuckled, she didn’t want to talk about her sad mood when he was here. And he clearly got the message, knowing her mind was still assimilating the events and she needed time for herself. So he would not annoy her with it right now.

“Are you hungry ? I promised Jack some nuggets with mashed potatoes.”

She smiled at him. He was the perfect father and Jack was very lucky to have him. Emily nodded, all of her dark thought fading away as soon as her fiancé was with her. Family time would always make her feel better.

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3 months later

Emily was bored. They didn’t have a case yet - but she was glad to know even psychopath were tired - and they were all sat at their office, trying to find a way to cut the boredom. Reid was reading few books at the same time, nothing unusual, Derek was playing with his ball, the sounds of it against the wall almost irritating, David was making coffee and Penelope was babbling about astrology next to Derek. And Aaron was clearing his desk from every files that would make him come home late.

She was about to stand up to have one of her shame cigarette, something she hadn’t done in months, maybe a year, but today was very long and 5 minutes would not change the situation. But that’s the moment JJ arrived in the bullpen, a big wide smile over her face. She hugged Emily, the brunette being confused.

“Congratulation Emily, I’m very happy for you and Hotch.” She said, as the others turned their look at them, suddenly intrigued.

“What?” She frowned her eyebrows, not getting what the blonde was clearly telling her. “I’m sorry, did I miss something ?” Emily asked, looking at Derek who just shrugged his shoulders.

“I…for your pregnancy, it’s a very good news.” JJ said, realizing that Emily was definitely not aware of it, judging by the look on her face. “I mean…the blood test…”

“What ??? Princess is expecting a mini Hotch ??” Derek almost jumped out his seat, hugging an Emily completely lost.

“Congratulations Mia Bella!” David exclaimed, abandoning his coffee the second he heard the good news.

“I’m happy for you both Emily.” Reid smiled, stopping his reading.

“Peaches !” Penelope almost yelled, making them all jump. “Another BAU baby, it’s so exciting, another little one to cover in gifts! I’ll knit something for him, or her!” She almost threw herself into Emily’s arms who had remain silent, everything seeming abstract.

“Wait, everyone.” She cut them all, trying to figure out when did this come from. “I’m not pregnant.”

JJ smile didn’t fade away and she took out a piece of paper from her bag, handing it to her. “Remember the medical appointment we had to go, the blood tests for our annual qualifications?” She nodded as the blonde continued. “I got a call this morning to tell me the results were ready for pickup. And when I saw the nurse she mistakenly thought I was you and before I could tell her I wasn’t she had already tell me congratulations, you’re pregnant.”

Silence in the bullpen, no one talked, all staring Emily and Hotch who had arrived, intrigued by this little reunion.

“Congratulations JJ.” He said with a smile. Apparently he only heard her last sentence.

“Oh non, Henry is enough for now, however I should be the one congratulating you Hotch.” She replied, the other nodding. And they all saw the same confused look on Bossman’s face. “What ?”

Emily swallowed hard, her hand instinctively caressing her stomach, a gesture they all saw and smiled about. Hotch hated being the last one to know something they apparently all knew about and turned to his fiancé, unsure of what to say.

“Are you…pregnant?” His voice was low, she knew he was being too shocked, she could tell by the way his forehead frowned.

“Apparently I am.” She whispered, finally realizing as she saw it written black on white. That was real, and couldn’t convinced herself it was not. She then gave Aaron the paper and saw the way his muscles tensed in a second.

“I….wow.” Looking at her with a lost but happy smile.

And something no one had ever seen happened. Aaron lifted Emily in his arms, kissing her before putting her back on the floor. They would celebrate tonight. He only realized afterward when he saw the team staring at them with surprise expressions on their face.

“Can’t a man be happy to have a baby ?” He smiled truly, something very rare when it wasn’t with Emily and Jack in the confort of their home.

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They did it step by step on the evening. No rush, just them enjoying their time. They had a quick dinner, Emily still in shock, fearing already something would happens to the baby and Aaron being confident, trying his best to reassure her.

Once Jack was asleep and after a quick shower they were both laying in bed, naked and safe in each other’s arms.

Emily then decided to pull herself up entirely on him, covering his body with hers and giving him sweet kisses.

“Em.”he muttered, his hand running over her waist, already feeling his blood rushing south down. And he was sure she was doing it on purpose. This morning wasn’t enough for you ?” he smirked.

“Never enough honey…” she whispered, nibbling his ear, perfectly knowing it was a sensitive spot. She felt him shivers against her, and it only made the fire in her body grows even more.

“Emily Prentiss, when did you become that soft?”

She laughed, “Don’t tell anyone.” sitting on him, purposely on his shaft, looking at him as innocently as she could, offering him a perfect view of her breasts. And by the way his eyes were shining, her plan was working. Aaron ran his hands over her still flat stomach, slowly on the scars, then reached her breasts. He cupped one of them and got up, just enough to kiss it, his tongue playing with her nipple, leaving her breathless, unable to control her moans. She grabbed his large shoulders, eyes closed, bitting her lower lip, feeling the excitement growing bigger and painfully inside of her.

“Aaron,” she groaned, slowly moving her hips against his hardness, too impatient, unable to keep playing this little seduction show she herself started. He didn’t answered but she suddenly felt him bit her nipple, making her scream.

Emily couldn’t wait and slipped one hand between their bodies, reaching his hardness and guiding him into her hot centre. She lifted up just enough her hip to let him enter and sat down, both of them moaning when they felt the connection. They stayed like this for few seconds, Aaron loving the sensation of being inside of her, buried deep inside. “Never giving up the command huh….” He whispered, his hands on her hips, as she started to move, driving him crazy.

“You’re not my boss here honey…”She smirked and slowly started to find the good rhythm, knowing they both wouldn’t last long, it was just too perfect. The feeling of her silken wall around him and the view she was offering him were enough for Aaron and with three more moves, he spilled himself inside of her, grunting, unable to keep it quiet.

“Let go sweetheart…” he whispered with a raspy voice, still moving slowly, wanting Emily to live the same orgasm. “Come for me....” He accompanied her, his hips thrusting harder into her, feeling she was close when Jack suddenly opened the door without knocking.

“Mommy…”he cried, stopping when he saw what was going on, only seeing Emily bare’s back and his dad laying under her, the sheets - thankfully - covering their private parts.

“Jack, what did I tell you about closed doors and knocking?” Aaron said, trying to cover them as much as they could, Emily still around him. He was trying hard to calm his breathing, still not fully recovered from his violent release. The little boy’s face became red, suddenly unable to say a word, like if this scene erased the reason why he came running into his dad’s room.

“Sorry daddy.” He replied, not really sure of what was going on, still too small.

As soon as she heard the door, Emily had grabbed the sheets and was trying to cover her, still on Aaron, being extremely embarrassed to be seen like that. They were both grown up adults but it was the first time she was getting caught, and just before the release, it was frustrating as hell. Looking down, she saw Aaron’s face that appeared to be half embarrassed, half annoyed, half amused.

“Wait for me in your room buddy I’ll come in 5 minutes.” He said as Jack nodded, his little face turning into a grimace, Emily always used to confort him and the boy had grow a very big love to her, he always asked about her when he felt scared or sick. “I want mommy…”

Aaron wasn’t that surprised and simply smiled to his boy, Emily feeling her cheeks blush a bit. “I’ll come sweetie, just let me 5 minutes.”

“Monster under the bed.” She said when he left, Aaron smiling at her, she was the most beautiful woman in the world. In his world. He silently slipped out of her, kissing her one more time.

“You should go sweetheart, for sure the boy isn’t your biological one but he’s stubborn like you.”

She chuckled. “Or should I say like you, my silly honey.” She quickly grabbed some shirt and pants, making her way toward Jack’s room. “When I come back you’ll have fo show me your monster.” She winked at him, a malicious look all over her face.

She left Aaron thinking his life couldn’t be better, after everything they had been through.

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