FFXIV players who want their WoL to kill the Elementals: "My WoL would be applauded for freeing the Shroud of their evil and their death will fix Gridania's shortcomings, prejudices, and xenophobia."
Skypirate recently ousted from his crew because he's kind of an asshole and has the same predisposition toward loyalty as a stray getting scraps all across town. Grand Company Deserter...
Incredibly flexible morality for the right price (will dispose of a body, no problem), gambling problem, propensity for knives, guns, and explosions. Lazy, petty, arrogant. Weirdly charismatic??? A flavour of small mouthy guy who is capable of excellent work if he can be reigned in and kept on task (spite based motivation works if you can't get store bought...)
A bad person but like, fun about it!
I am once again tempted to make a trashcat miqo'te character hnnnggg my daily catboy struggles
i love making characters because it’s so often like I’m going to give you bits and pieces of myself. like my love of the color yellow. and the religious trauma
one thing I like to do in FFXIV RP is just have my character be completely wrong about elements of setting or plot. like the Warrior of Light? killed dozens of gods, stormed a castrum, made peace with the dragons? no way that's a real person. nobody can even agree what they look like! probably a propaganda story cooked up by that shady Sharlayan secret society, the Children of the Seventh Sun or whatever they're called. the Eorzeans probably have a horrible secret weapon they don't want anyone to know about, so they invented a made up monster slaying hero. occam's razor.
it's a plot point that not everyone can see moogles, so for a while I had her think moogles definitely aren't real either. I mean, she's never seen one. it's just regular people that deliver the post. the whimsical flying bat-winged rats are made up for children...
fundamentally i am a petty and mean-spirited person who is also a chill, laidback guy. basically everything is cool with me except for the fact i am irritable and hold grudges. so i’m kind of a weird standoffish dude but yeah i think i’m pretty approachable and friendly
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Es always says — said, before — that it was strange how often he had the same dream, that it hardly ever changed into anything more in the cycles after his injury but Baiju never questioned it. Not even when he had been so very small and knew the darkness to be something that went on and on in a way his young mind could only abstract into forever. Not years later when he woke to pangs in his chest where he’d only felt hollowed out ever since, in that space he imagined the Dusk Mother had cupped her hands and scooped out the gift she’d once given, leaving a dull ache that came and went as a reminder (as a warning).
He’d seen the same darkness in between the stars and felt at ease in it. It felt important.
The shaman agreed. He said, this is how she keeps you, wrapped in a mother’s embrace as she teaches lessons that may seem cruel. It is so you will be able to endure, so you will not despair. Trust in her, and Baiju did.
Each night when he closed his eyes its vastness engulfed him, no matter where he laid his head – just as it had in the cradle of the steppes. In his most fitful sleep, struck silent and bereft as he had been those days, it was an assurance to a child who was already so other amidst his tribe that he was not abandoned. A manifestation of her grace in absence – in the emptiness of the night sky in his dreams (in his chest). And, maybe more so when the dreams were all he had of who he was, of his faith, as he crossed the land with what little he’d carried from that night his home. Set on the Dusk Mother’s path with naught but a promise that she saw him even when he wandered under increasingly unknown stars.
It wasn’t until he crossed to Kugane that he reconsidered this constant.
It had been the first time he’d ever seen waters like that, leaned over the ship’s rail watching the light of the moon break and scatter on the waves; and, the Kha felt that perhaps — perhaps – he dreamt of the ocean too. Dark and deep and as impossible as the night sky, it’s inky depths refracting glimmers of light like stars. The darkness below just as endless as the one above him. It felt familiar. Nostalgic in a way he could only ascribe to things that never were, to his dreams. To the sense memory of solid ground he could not see but knew existed beneath his feet, the ghost of structures made indistinct in shadow, impressions illuminated only by the distant glow of constellations he could not reach.
The sailors said, we use the stars to guide us when we cannot see aught else, to find our way to where we’re meant to be, to return us home, and Baiju thought, I am the same as you.
Awake he followed the path she set before him, drawing his own constellations in the points of light he’d gathered up close to his heart: fire reflected on metal parts spread across the floor, unfamiliar letters lit by candle to be repeated by a still clumsy tongue, a welcoming camp, a gunblade’s spark, a nursery’s warm glow, and eyes so so bright he felt alight in them. Touchpoints to find his way.
He hardly noticed, at first, that the stars were fewer now than they had been then, until there were mornings when he thought perhaps — maybe — that there had been none at all.
Moons ago Baiju dreamt of those depths above and below when he’d fallen before the crumbling ruins of Mhach. Succumbing to the current of the place, a moment of unsure footing only to be dragged down deep into the undertow. He’d found himself adrift on waters so still they could be blackened glass, unmarred and unbroken but for his own reflection looking back at him against the empty sky. (Familiar, here and now but before too, before he fell — it felt like home) He’d reached out to draw his fingers through the stillness only to feel the chill pulled up from it into his skin, into his bones. Inevitable, churning into the old hollowed out spot in his chest like waves returned to a tidal pool, ran over into his lungs. The salt burned, his throat drawn tight against the sting of it, black waters bubbling up from within until it poured out from between his lips, until it was all there was left inside him, until…
He’d thought of his brother, then. Of warmth, of light, of laughter (of blood, of flesh twisting, of tears), and ached for what home truly was. For the time before and what he found now. For love that was not contingent on a lesson learned, that didn’t only ever carve out pieces from him. Not a starless night or still waters — that was, had only ever been, emptiness. Loneliness. Longing. There was no grace in that, no comfort to be found in all the places where something no longer was, only a terrible lack.
When he’d woken it had been with a tight chest and light head, though his body was otherwise whole. The taste of copper was gathered on his tongue in a way that suggested he must have bitten it when he passed out. It sat unpleasantly in his mouth through his assurances and apologies, like a manifestation of his embarrassment at once more becoming exactly what he feared he might: a burden.
He’d held it there until he was alone again, until concern had ebbed and company with it. Until he was able to spit the foulness into an empty basin, black waters still fresh in his mind.
In the shadows of the ship’s cabin —
(In the sun spilling through the leaves of great tall trees—
In the bustle of the inn, hidden at the corner of a sleeve—
In his little house, fingers stained green from freshly ground herbs—