there's no greater betrayal than finally starting to read a book you've had sitting for months on your shelf or your desk or your nightstand and then finding out it's bad. like. i gave you a fucking home.

I can face anything with you beside me.

come on brain, read the book, come on brain, read the book, come on brain, stop scrolling social media,

Thanks for hanging out with me! Was I cool? did you like me? What do you think of me in detail? Do you hate me?

A much needed break.

Who am I if I'm not yours?

kung kailan naka tatlong buwan na 'ko tsaka pa ako tinamaan ng homesickness. ang hirap kasi parang bumabagal lalo yung araw. alam ko naman na kaya ko 'to pero hindi ko din maiwasan na malungkot minsan. malaki nga ang sahod, nakakapag bigay nga ako sa parents at sa mga pamangkin ko pero kapalit naman non yung ganitong pakiramdam. hindi ako napapagod sa trabaho, napapagod ako sa work environment. sige lang, anim na buwan na lang naman.

surreal.

Hindi ako makatulog, ngayon lang nag sisink in sa'kin na aalis na ko next month. Naghahalo yung takot at excitement. Pero mas lamang yung takot, takot na talagang sarili ko na lang aasahan ko sa barko, na hindi kagaya sa domestic na nadadalaw ako ng parents at jowa ko pag may pagkakataon. Hay, bakit ba ko nag seaman.

“The sun watches what I do. But the moon knows all my secrets.”

— Unknown (via thoughtkick)

I’m still on that tightrope, I’m still trying everything to get you laughing at me Mirrorball 🪩 ━ The Eras Tour: Glendale Night 1

Gusto ko na umalis. Yung pagod na nararamdaman ko parang dapat sumasahod na ko.

Kung mag coconcert man dito si taylor swift sana onboard na ko para mabili ko ng ticket jowa ko