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“I cry a lot, but I am so productive, it's an art.”
#I Can Do It With A Broken Heart#The Tortured Poets Department#TTPD#Taylor Swift#taylor nation#Swiftie#lyrics#quotes#I wish I was productive#it’s an art
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You shit-talked me under the table,
Talkin' rings and talkin' cradles…
I wish I could un-recall,
how we almost had it all.
Dancing phantoms on the terrace,
Are they second-hand embarrassed?
That I can't get out of bed,
'Cause something counterfeit's dead.
#loml#love of my life#loss of my life#the tortured poets department#taylor swift ttpd#lyrical quotes#lyrical poetry#i’m crying#I wish I could unrecall how we almost had it all#you said I’m the love of your life#a million little times#if you know it at one glance#you can hear it in the silence#it’s legendary#I turn your life into folklore I can’t dare to dream about you anymore#momentary#unnecessary#never quite buried never quite married#you and I go from one kiss to getting married#this pain would be for evermore#never before and ever since#when your impressionist paintings turned out to be fakes#you took me to hell too#I’d swing with you for the fences sit with you in the trenches#all at once the ink bleeds#my veins of pitch black ink#should’ve let it stay buried#in my defense I have none for digging up the grave another time#combing through the braids of lies#your braids like a pattern love you to the moon and to Saturn passed down like folk songs
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I can fix him, no, really I can… Woah, maybe I can’t…
#I can fix him#no really I can#the tortured poets department#taylor swift#quotes#lyrics#TTPD#i can fix him no really i can#and only I can#woah maybe I can’t#the smoke billows#like a freight train#through a small town#anyone else get cowboy like me vibes?#he’s my man#wreck my plans#TTPD x Evermore#vibes
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Then say they didn't do it to hurt me, but what if they did?
I wanna snarl and show you just how disturbed this has made me,
You wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me.
So all you kids can sneak into my house with all the cobwebs,
I'm always drunk on my own tears, isn't that what they all said?
That I'll sue you if you step on my lawn.
That I'm fearsome, and I'm wretched, and I'm wrong.
You caged me, and then you called me crazy.
I am what I am 'cause you trained me.
#Who’s Afraid of Little Old Me?#you should be#swifties#Taylor Swift#the tortured poets department#TTPD#lyrics#female rage#quotes#rep stans#fangirl music#I was tame I was gentle till the circus life made me mean#don’t you worry folks we took out all her teeth
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Am I allowed to cry?
#Taylor Swift#Guilty as Sin?#the Tortured Poets Department#the Albatross#tortured poets#TTPD#quotes#lyrics#poetry#taylor swift quotes
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Am I bad,
or mad,
or wise?
#Guilty as Sin?#The Tortured Poets Department#Taylor Swift#Am I Allowed To Cry?#Taylor Nation#lyric quotes#good question#why does it feel like a vow we’ll both uphold somehow?#he sent me Downtown Lights#these fatal fantasies
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“my friends all smell like weed or little babies.”
#and this city reeks of driving myself crazy#Florida!!!#taylor swift#florence and the machine#taylor nation#swifties#quotes#lyrics#lyrical quotes#the tortured poets department
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“But it’s gonna be alright, I did my time.”
#fresh out the slammer#tortured poets department#taylor swift#lyrics#quotes#mother said#the tortured poets department#pretty baby#swirled you into all my poems#just one hour of sunshine#you’re on your own kid yeah you can face this you’re on you’re own kid you always have been
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“I don’t cater to all these vipers dressed in empath’s clothing”
— Written by: Taylor Swift
#taylor alison swift#but daddy i love him#she is mother#reputation stans#quotes to live by#song lyric quotes#taylor swift is a modern day shakespeare#the tortured poets department#taylor swift#Swifties#I’ll tell you something right now#I’d rather burn my whole life down#then listen to one more second of all this bitchin and moanin#I’ll tell you something bout my good name#it’s mine alone to disgrace#god save the most judgmental creeps#who say they want what’s best for me#sancimoniously performing soliloquies#I’ll never see#and all the wine moms are still hiding out but fuck em it’s over#me and my wild joy#lyrical poetry#song lyrics#quotes
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“Screaming “But Daddy I love him!”
I’m having his baby —
— No, I’m not —
But you should SEE YOUR FACES!!!”
#but daddy i love him#the tortured poets department#taylor swift#swifties#song lyric quotes#april fools
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So Long, London
I saw in my mind fairy lights through the mist,
I kept calm and carried the weight of the rift,
Pulled him in tighter each time he was driftin' away…
My spine split from carrying us up the hill,
Wet through my clothes, weary bones caught the chill,
I stopped tryna make him laugh, stopped tryna drill the safe…
I didn't opt in to be your odd man out.
I founded the club she's heard great things about.
I left all I knew, you left me at the house by the Heath.
I stopped CPR, after all, it's no use…
The spirit was gone, we would never come to.
And I'm pissed off you let me give you all that youth for free…
— For, so long, London — Stitches undone — Two graves, one gun — I’ll find someone —
And you say I abandoned the ship, but I was going down with it…
My white-knuckle dying grip, holding tight to your quiet resentment.
And my friends said it isn't right to be scared…
Every day of a love affair —
Every breath feels like rarest air —
When you’re not sure if he wants to be there…
You swore that you loved me, but where were the clues?
I died on the altar waitin' for the proof.
You sacrificed us to the gods of your bluest days…
And I'm just getting color back into my face…
I'm just mad as hell 'cause I loved this place…
For: so long, London,
Had a good run…
— But I’m not the one.
#for:#so long London#love:#the tortured poets department#loss of my life#ts ttpd#taylor swift#lyrical poetry#taylor swift is a modern day shakespeare#Aristotle could never
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How much sad — did you — think I had — in me?
— How much tragedy? —
#so long London#tortured poets department#taylor swift#lyrical poetry#i feel it in my soul#oh the tragedy#ow my soul#ts ttpd#ts 11#the tortured poets department
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I loved your hostile takeovers,
Encounters closer and closer,
All your indecent exposures…
How dare you say that it's — (over)…
#I’ll build you a fort on some planet#where they can all understand it#how dare you think it’s romantic#leaving me#safe and stranded#cause fuck it I was in love#fuck you if I can’t have us#now I’m down bad#crying at the gym#down bad#everything comes out teenage petulance#like I lost my twin#waving at the ship#waking up in blood#fine I’m crying#ttpd era#break my heart#the tortured poets department#Taylor Swift#lyrical quote
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Just say when,
I'd play again.
He was my best friend down at the sandlot.
I felt more when we played pretend,
Than with all the Kens.
'Cause he took me out of my box,
Stole my tortured heart,
Left all these broken parts,
Told me l'm better off…
But I'm not…
I'm not,
I'm not.
#my boy#my boy only breaks his favourite toys#TTPD#the tortured poets department#taylor swift#song lyric quotes#underrated#bridge#ts 11#lyric bridge
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At dinner,
you take my ring off my middle finger,
and put it on the one
people put wedding rings on;
— and that's the closest I've come to my heart exploding.
#Taylor Swift#TTPD#The Tortured Poets Department#lyrics#quotes#poetry#aesthetic#Swiftie#Swifties#taylor nation
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But you awaken with dread, pounding nails in your head — But l've read this one where you come undone…
I chose this cyclone with you.
#Taylor Swift#tortured poets department#lyric quotes#TTPD#swifties#chronic illness girlies#The Tortured Poets Department#I chose this cyclone with you#the closest I’ve come to my heart exploding#I’m not crying your crying
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You smoked, then ate seven bars of chocolate,
We declared Charlie Puth should be a bigger artist,
I scratch your head, you fall asleep, like a tattooed golden retriever.
#like a tattooed golden retriever#I scratch your head you fall asleep like a tattooed golden retriever#Taylor Swift#lyrical quotes#The Tortured Poets Department#favorite lyric#TTPD#taylor nation#swifties#ts 11
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