Will I ever see you again?

"I pray you quit overthinking, replaying failed scenarios, feeding self doubt & seeing the good in everyone but yourself. You deserve more." -Lexyne Grays #NoteToSelf artwork by sawarahh

He posted this in his instagram account and I wonder if he ever think about someone who he wants to spend the rest of his life with. Well i hope it's me even that was so impossible to happen. Been crushing on him for one and a half year now and i remember i liked him no matter what i found. Can you believe that the last time i saw him was more than a year ago but i still dream of him everyday?I dont think its normal to admire someone you havent seen for so long, i mean how is it possible? I hope i get to see him someday and talk to him again and i might believe in fate again.

This picture from wild child 2008 movie reminds me of my college friends. I must admit, I miss them and all the fun i had with them. It’s just something separated us all and we cant all bring old times. I hope they’re happy wherever part of the world they are right now. And i wish i could have another girl group in the future with just fun and no plastics.