I really hope I don’t have an epic fail today

a guy about my age, frat boy type, just stepped off the bus, looked me right in the eyes, and said “i wish things were different.” then walked away. genuinely think it might have been a hallucination

Be honest to yourself and your feelings. There are so many voices saying so many different things but its yours that matter, whatever it may be, its your feelings. I lie to my feelings all the time and it eats me up inside, i want to be on good terms with the decisions i make and who i am as a person... granted i havent gotten there yet but im working on it everyday. I want nothing but your happiness and im willing to lie to myself everyday to make sure youre happy.

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can you believe that there are still people who have not watched this video

Time is the scariest thing... time wants everything to itself but im tired of giving it away. Right now id give time anything to let me replay a few moments but all i have is some photos and my thoughts. We expect so much from time even though its given us everything we've asked for... without time how could we heal? Without time how would we create fond memories? These are all such bittersweet concepts that im not ready to accept. Ill just keep losing myself in these metaphors hoping to find a reason to do anything anymore.

Time also reminds me of everything i could have done better, all the kisses i should've given, all the affection i had ready for you, and how much of a loser i am to watch this all slip away from me.

I wrote her a poem but i just feel like its dumb. Theres a million things i want to do to show her i love her but im afraid itll just push her away, and im already feeling alone i dont need to be completly left behind.

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I want to fucking die right now

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me: look at this really cool thing i love a lot and am really invested in!!!!

friend: cool

me: if you wanted me dead why didn’t you say so earlier

Figuring out the correct words to express my feelings is becoming harder and harder. All i can think about is whether or not im enough. It feels like everything i do is wrong, even what i enjoy doing is making me feel like i annoy everyone around me. Im having such a hard time connecting with people, i feel like i dont even know myself anymore. My anxiety tells me that the people around me are just putting up with me, they dont hate me just that they wish they were with someone else doing anything else besides being around me... i talk to much and take no action, i feel like a fucking loser thats going nowhere and everyone is just going to leave me. I want to convince myself none of it is true but it feels like i can just see it in their eyes and the way they talk to me. I just want to feel love without the thought that the love comes out of pity. I wish i didnt think like this, i wish i could just sleep at night without these thoughts keeping me awake.

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