my parents brought me into this world and loved and cherished me unconditionally as a baby I know that love was there!! but now that Iām an adult discovering myself they canāt respect and love me as a full fledged human being and is being myself really so terrible that I will never be loved like that ever again?
Anyways I just listened to I Love You Sweet Baby by Kimya Dawson and it simultaneously healed and broke something inside of me and now Iām crying in the dark thinking about how I could never ever know my future child felt unloved or unwanted and just do nothing about it
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[https://www.inaturalist.org/observations/185209922]
Harris' Hawk || Parabuteo unicinctus
Observed in United States
Least Concern in location of observation
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if it was about 15 years ago iād already have seen 12 different AMVs of chimera falin set to three days grace animal i have become on my feed but that just doesnāt happen anymore. because of woke
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Occasionally I get TikToks / reels of kidsā ocs or paper dragon heads along with lyrics and a lot lately have been Kimya Dawson. Iām so glad all the weird kids are discovering her. The youth is gonna be alright
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Kinda nonhuman because mental illness, kinda nonhuman because not being properly socialized as a kid, kinda nonhuman because queer, kinda nonhuman because angry at humanity, kinda nonhuman because longing for the unconditional love of a pet and itās master, and kinda nonhuman because secret sixth thing.
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some photos i took from emerson collegeās encampment for palestine. most of these were taken only a few hours before the boston PD attacked hundreds of protestors and brutally arrested 108 students, most of whom were poc, jewish, and/or queer.
anyone who spent any amount of time in the encampment will tell you just how much it brought us all togetherāthere was always food, music, arts and crafts, and hundreds of messages of support written in chalk.
after the BPD was done brutalising us for peacefully protesting, they power washed down the walls of the encampmentāall of these messages are gone. theyre trying to erase what happened, but theyāll never truly be able to. everyone saw, and everyone will remember.
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Some color tests for my birdfolk, each based loosely on a few real-life species. Of course there will be variation within the species depending on age, location and genetic anomalies, but I need to set a "baseline" color form first.
Bonus points for whoever can guess the inspiration species in the tags!
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Jo Bench :: Bolt Thrower
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Some color tests for my birdfolk, each based loosely on a few real-life species. Of course there will be variation within the species depending on age, location and genetic anomalies, but I need to set a "baseline" color form first.
Bonus points for whoever can guess the inspiration species in the tags!
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Discovered a chickadee nest cavity on campus. The pair of chickadees took turns flying inside this branch and leaving with mouthfuls of sawdust as they excavated their nest site.
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new favorite bit is saying "I would be fangirling so hard if I met him in real life š" about random species of fish
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I sent a thank-you email to at least try and leave a professional last impression š
Iām applying to other positions too so I think Iāll be okay
WAAAUGHGHH a potential job called me while I was still in bed and I rolled over and took an impromptu phone interview while half asleep I hope I didnāt screw it upppp
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me when i have like 20 notifications in the span of five minutes and when i go check its just the same guy rapidfire liking and reblogging posts
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WAAAUGHGHH a potential job called me while I was still in bed and I rolled over and took an impromptu phone interview while half asleep I hope I didnāt screw it upppp
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